Sep 17, 2025
Crying over the Halo novelizations, what of it?
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Crying over the Halo novelizations, what of it?
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I just had a procedure that was not exactly minor, I was under general anesthesia, but which left no scars or incisions, and I am having the hardest time just letting my body rest. Like internal organs are bruised, I know this, but something about not being able to see anything amiss makes it so hard for me to remember that I should be recovering, that the recovery period doesn't end just because I think it should, or because my to-do list is lurking.
I was home from work yesterday and did one load of laundry, emptied the dishwasher, and changed my sheets, otherwise I was mostly on the couch resting, and it was still way too much for me. And instead of being kind to my body, apologizing to it for overdoing it AGAIN, I was so frustrated, because it's been a week and shouldn't that be long enough?
But it's not. Because I have a med schedule at least through tomorrow and I am exhausted and I'm in pain. So, I guess I'll just keep repeating that I forgive myself for ignoring these things, because I can start fresh today. It's okay to rest, it's okay to not be productive, it's okay to have multiple days like this in a row, weeks even so that I can heal, and healing isn't always visible, is entirely internal and sometimes so gradual I won't notice, so I can't undermine it, I have to trust in the process.
Because it doesn't do me any good to beat myself up twice, feeling both pain and shame, so I guess this is mostly a post to metaphorically spray myself with a water bottle and don my cone of shame.
Anyway, I love you all and hope you are being kind to yourselves, kinder than the world has you believing is reasonable, even kinder than you're imagining π€π€π€
Who wants to come over and help me pack?
I'm knee-deep in first trimester nausea and fatigue and cannot be on my ADHD meds and we have to move by the end of the month, y'all I am not hopeful that it's going to happen.
nothing quite like refreshing constantly waiting for lab results to come back
I am exploding the term 'chemical pregnancy' with my mind, fucking horrible way of describing that
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Sewed for five hours straight today and it was such a pleasure, but now fatigue is hitting me like a blow to the head.
Alas, I will be on the couch for the rest of the day, but worth it to feel like my sewjo is back
I would like it if my eyeballs could read ebooks again please π₯Ί my electronic TBR is languishing
(this is from my reading stats for 2025 so far)
I sent the exact same message to my mother and mother-in-law, and the difference in responses somehow tells you everything you need to know about each of them π€£