#bethan

After ethan has his vision about you he panics a little

He doesn’t know how to behave around you anymore

He's painfully awkward the poor thing

Benny ends up taking the lead on this one i fear

He flirts with you more than usual 

But it doesn't work because you just think he’s being silly

But you do notice that ethan is going through something though when he doesn’t have an opinion on kelly’s behavior when you’re watching dance moms one afternoon

He always has an opinion

But when you look over at him he just seems uncomfortable and deep in thought

You ask if hes alright but he just says hes fine and tries to settle further into the couch to seem normal

But hes still off and he doesn’t smell right and it's starting to make your wolf nervous that someone in the pack is unsettled

So you ask again after pausing the show to give him your full attention

You explain that there's no pressure to tell you but your wolf really doesn't like that someone in it's pack is upset

He tries to play it off, hes not upset, everything is fine don’t worry about him

He can tell you’re not buying it but you also don’t want to push him if he doesn't want to talk to you about it

He panics when you back off, you look disappointed in him

He asks you not to be upset

You tell him you don’t want to push him if he doesn't want to talk

But he does!

He wants you to know, he wants his vision to come true

He wants to hold you and benny and have all of the partner privileges

He wants to wake up next to you and cook breakfast together

He wants to hold your hand and kiss you and know that he gets to come home to you at the end of the day and know that it’s not just coming home to a housemate, but his lover and his happiness

He has no idea how to tell you this

He has the fleeting idea to just kiss you but he holds himself back out of fear

Luckily, you can absolutely tell what he wants

He is not subtle at all

His whole face is bright red and he hasn't stopped staring at your lips the whole time you’ve just been staring at each other in silence

Painfully awkward.

But you take pity on him and fist his shirt to pull him into you

You stop just before your lips touch

Ethan, who had closed his eyes the second you reached for him opened them when you weren't making finishing the move

You wanted to be sure that this was what he wanted

He took a deep breath and closed the rest of the distance between the two of you

It was a little rough at the start, too hard and a little too much nose and teeth involved

but once you took over it went much smoother

When you pulled away first with a blinding smile on your face, he wonders what he was worried about in the first place (rejection and crippling embarrassment every time he saw you, which was all the time)

You brush your thumb across the apple of his cheek and look at him with such a look on your face he can’t believe that he hasn't melted completely into the couch cushions yet

Then benny comes home and you panic, thinking that you just kissed his boyfriend and you are a horrible person for kissing someone that's taken and what if they kick you out, they let you stay when they found out about your condition but surely this time they won’t let you stay

Benny takes one look at the scene and is like “Oh cool, now we’re all kissing each other”

He leans down and kisses you square on the mouth, then kisses ethan right after

If you thought ethan was red before, that image has nothing on now

Benny goes to shower after wreaking this havoc on the both of you, having had a long day at work and classes

Then you and ethan start laughing and you don’t stop for a while

He kisses you again once you collect yourselves and then goes to cook dinner, asking what you want from the kitchen

You join shortly after, having given up on the tv, just to keep him company

Benny joins you after his shower

The three of you crack jokes and enjoy each others company the rest of the evening