i am not stupid so why do i attract stupid people…people that are confused, simple, and slow, sometimes even intentionally. I do my best at ruling my throne so i am at a lost of words for why i am always constantly introduce to incompetence. i clearly give the energy needed to obtain ones fire; so why rip me so? why strip me of my intelligence & infused thoughts of something pure….something genuine w. unconditional love.
why do they crave what they planted infront of their face just to tease themselves of a love they can’t taste. some are truly blind, howled and their lost for romance is unfound and it leaves them foul, dirty, unable to scurry because away is something they won’t trial. Like a forest i comfort w. love that grows patience & not rage since understanding a life where the Devil wished he may & wish he might’ve. Discovering entities inlove w. my epiphanies was enough to know since young that i am that guy. I am that vibe. I am that energy your soul craves from inside. Throwing rocks at me and turning your face to hide has left you in so much shit that even God can’t make right. I just hope they know they stupid, their dumb and i’m high. I hate that dumb shit, I hate that the dumbfucks experienced my drive.
because i never do anything to people, i’m always doing something for people even when everything in my body was telling me it wasn’t right, intuition telling me, you a liar, and my energy stalking the idea of what the potential you could be like. The smart you? The know how to talk to me, you? The take accountability and ownership, you? The stopped being so weird fake, you? Of course, who am i kidding, you don’t even know you. You over thinking and trying to comprehend you.
i gotta find the ones who know them. Who’s not afraid to be real. Because those are the ones who deserve my energy who deserve my feels. Everything else is so gone now…I wasted too much time on pretenders; you’ll think they’ll really love me when truly they don’t…the worst feeling is thinking you locked in w. a mf just for them to prove you wrong. There’s bigger fish to fry apparently and these mfs know they can’t come near me anymore. All my healing, helps me to recognize negative energy from any frequency. I am apart of the lamb and it is the goats that are the imposters. God single-handily chose me, as a child, when i was asleep during a nap, it’s always been on me just as well as in me, there’s never been a reason for me to prove or compete for anything but Gods love.
that’s everyone’s problem, they are always depending on this virtual world to make them who they are when God has already created you. God already knows who you are. The only thing you have to do is, listen. But no one wants to listen, everyone wants to talk. How come in their story im wrong but can’t explain why they are right. Delusion is the conclusions for the illusions they suffer from. I was only passing thru for all of you when whoever decided to make me a huge part of their life. But it’s okay, it doesn’t matter, it only matters to the ones who watch, who pray on my downfall because i took away something they looking for now.
i still have my heart of gold and my dignity, i still have my respect. I still sleep peacefully knowing my man is only mine and not hers or his, ha! True love does so much to the brain that there’s not even the need to physically be high when your spiritual has been elevated. Villains never know true love and legends never die. Yes, there’s much more to connection than love but God is Love and that’s a stronger answer. Because of my relationship with God, I am never phased to what others project twrds me, everything repels and bounces off of me, unharmed. It’s not just my ego but my consciousness that doesn’t care to prove anyone wrong. If they believe they are right then that is them.
because one thing about me, i’m growing and bringing out the woman I am always meant to become and I will stand firm on what i say, followed by the correct actions. People just don’t have the right energy to be on my throne, in my life, my world and this isn’t an explanation, because i am who i am. You can dissect me but you cannot be me, you cannot become as one w. me unless given permission. To access me is VIP pleasure, an experience and a flex because i am healed without wishing bad unto others. I healed without turning into those who hurt me.
i am fed up to the point where i have a lot to say, A LOT! But what point or difference will it make, I truly hate to repeat myself and ive always said that since very very young, because i am on the top of a royal status to the point where i’ve been entertaining peasants for real. The strength i’ve gain and the fights i’ve been thru just to get better and become better to achieve more is astounding to me. The thought of almost settling for what disgusts me now is a humbled hum that eases the strings that tug my heart. Humbleness rises inside me since i am able to value and support those with nothing to gain. I’ve opened up and now i can’t trust no one but i’m still granted with the love i deserve. the softness, patience, intimacy, acceptance by someone who’s realer than anyone that anyone has ever met 💯 and that’s what grinds their gears.
no matter how badly i was done by others, God still granted me my garden and not just a rose. Thank you for loving my intellectual talks of deep passion for my words from my inner divine mind. One of the greatest fears people live in is their own head and what others think of them, i am beyond blessed from always knowing i am the shit 💕🥹✨
