#beloved kitty

Day 3426 - 5 January 2023

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A commission for Jade! 

She was the most wonderful cat anybody could have ever hoped to have. Been a part of my heart and home since she was a tiny kitten, a little ball of black fuzz full of mischief. She was dumb as a brick, the definition of "No thoughts, head empty".

She was my baby. This morning, my beloved girl breathed her last. I knew it was coming for a while. A couple months ago, I took her to the vet because I thought it was time then. We decided to try treating her, see if we could make her quality of life better. But she continued to decline, and in the past couple weeks her quality of life went down so much.

It has only been a few hours, but it feels so empty without her. None of her soft, black form laying by the master bedroom door when I left, no more of her coming to lay by my feet while I am at my computer… no more of her nuzzling into my hand for pets… no more of her coming running when I call her name. Fifteen wonderful years, she was at my side.

I miss her.

i know it was the right decision. I know it was time. I've known, for a bit. She passed away knowing she was loved.

I get her ashes back soon… and a little inked paw print. I'm having that tattooed as a memorial.

Goodbye, my purring little bundle of fluff, with your scratchy meow, your obsession with food, and your warm cuddles. Your life was happy and good, and without you, I wouldn't even be alive right now. You saved my life, several times, when I was in my darkest times. A soft little shadow who wanted nothing but to have a warm, soft place to sleep, lots of treats, to be loved, and to love.

Me and @smimon who is not only an insanely talented artist, but also one of the most sweet, kindest and loviest people i ever got to be friends with and the fact that i can call you my friend is amazing 💛💛💛💛💛💛, did something :3.

So we made an gift exchange and the freaking scream i let out when both of our gifts arrived at each other. @smimon put so much work, love and detail into mine, so let me show you 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹.

A selfmade card 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹, of our beautiful beautiful absolutely amazing the most sparklative out there, pink bolero beloved 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 worn by Jere 🥹🥹🥹🥹💚💚💚💚💚💚. He is so pretty and detailed, the hair is so nice and pretty, the words on the inside are so lovely.

Stickers!!!! The duck is the house. @smimon I freaking love your stickers, frank is still living and vibing on my bottle (made it waterproof with tape :3) These are so precious 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛.

Look at this!!! Freaking look at this, @smimon made me a freaking kitty zine (i cried so hard 🥹🥹🥹😭😭😭😭😭😭😭) look at them all, they are so freaking cute, adorable. I freaking love your art style. 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛. Jure is the best kitty!!!, so cute and lovely. I love judgy kris kitty. 💛💛💛💛 Nace is so sweet and adorable. Jan knows he looks great and sure gives great hugs, he should give Nace one or two or three never let him go. Puppy Kitty Bojan is amazing 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛. Jure on his drum kit 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛

Now the grand finale:

You are seeing right, its häärijä 🥹🥹🥹💛💛💛💛💛💛💛.

Look at him look at him. @smimon made a key buddy häärijä 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭. Handmade with love 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛. There is a stronger piece in the string for durability. Made with so much thought and love 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛. I am in love with this small guy. So cute and lovely. 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛 You can remove the jacket 😭😭😭😭.

United :3. 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛

Thank you so much @smimon i had so much fun doing this, I am absolutely stunned and so happy that we did this. 💛💛💛💛💛💛

I cant await to hunt häärijä in vantaa with you 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛 and give you a real hug (full body tackle)

Favourite boi 4 (1) of my favourite moots 🥰🫶🥰🫶🥰🫶🥰🫶🥰🫶

🥹🥹🥹🥹😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 awwwwwwwwwwwwwww meow there and thank you some much, 🥹🥹🥹🥹🤲🤲🤲🤲🤲🤲🤲🤲🤲. Thank you for these.

Beloved Muca 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹, sweetest kitty out there 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹