Clair-audience & Clairvoyance - How I developed and How you can too!
This is super weird for me to do this, Iām not much of a writer or any sort of story-teller. But iām here to explain my experience being clairaudient ! First, and foremost; this is a series pertaining to myĀ āabilitiesā. I will explain my experiences, how I developed them, and how you can too!Ā
NOTE: Excuse any foul language I use, I didnāt want this to be unrealistic. Think of this as my inner monologue.This is a uncut, unedited, totally raw and realistic experience of psychic abilities and mediumship.Ā Ā šĀ
(Part 2: How to develop your abilities - will be posted next week. )
My Early Years (and Past)-
Screw the sappy boring storytelling of me seeingĀ āghostsā as a kid. I think all of those stories are great and spooky but being clairvoyant is one of the hardest abilities to develop ( and rarest ). So when I was about 5 or 6, the earliest recollection of my memories - I started hearing things. Yeah just things, nothing crazy or special likeĀ ā Hey Iām dead and you can hear meā. Just sounds of people talking in another room far away. I could never make out what the words were but I could just hear the speaking. No, nobody was home thanks for assuming. Mind you I was a nervous wreck as a child and as soon as I heard that shit I got so scared that it wouldĀ āshut offā the ability for a while and I wouldnāt hear anything.Ā
This is also why I believe everyone can be one of the Clairās, but itās fear that stops our bodies and mind from being open to those experiences. Anyways, every time I got sick as a kid I would get into pretty deep sleeps because of Advil and ya know, just being sick as fuck. There would be a stage in between sleeping and being awake that was kind of like sleep paralysis. I couldnāt move but I was sorta awake, or at least I knew I wasnāt asleep yet,Ā almost knocked out type of stage (like meditating but not ). In this stage I would feel like I was in a room full of people talking, like I was at some party. But I could barely ever make out what they were saying. Everyone was talking over each other. Then boom,Ā I pass out and sleep.Ā
I never understood what I was experiencing, I just thought i was just really sick and that was normal. This continued on until I was 10, every time I was somewhere alone I would here someone call my name. I tripped the fuck out. It was scary, especially in the shower! Thought I was becoming a lunatic or losing my shit, turns out I was just channeling accidentally.Ā Fast forward to me in high school, I completely lost my abilities out of fear and fear of maybe the devil was tryna possess me or some shit lmao, I read too many scary stories. Then my great-grandmother passed away when I was in my junior year. I was in my bed, just trying to relax and I see this large shadow figure ( like a silhouette type thing ) hunched over my bed. I almost shit my pants, I get terrified seeing things you normally wouldnt. I still believe that was her the same night she passed, just looking over me.
Now, into college I began regaining my abilities and became less afraid. Through meditation (trance like) and prayer iām able to channel calmly. I donāt like summoning spirits and shit, iām a firm believer of leaving them alone if they donāt come forward or want to be confronted. I hear some of my past relatives from time to time without deliberately channeling. Iāve heard my late grandfather say āI love youā before falling asleep, and something about my mom being over protective haha. iāve also experienced a lot of visitations during my sleep. Anyways if youāve read this far Iāll be posting how to develop your own abilities very soon!
