#beforebedthoughts

Getting ready to get some sleep. This last week has been intense to say the least. I have done a deep clean and tidying of my space. Tomorrow I will be finishing the final steps of fully tidying which I am looking forward to. During this week I also hit my weight goal of 240! I am now down to 239 lbs. This means I have lost 50 lbs since late March. All through diet and increased physical activity coupled with good medication. The journey doesn’t stop here, I am going to keep pushing forward and get myself even further out of obesity toward good health. I am proud of what I have accomplished and I am excited to see what more I can do on this journey. #fitness #motivation #tidyingup #healthjourney #beforebedthoughts (at San Diego, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CTTwBFrr5HS/?utm_medium=tumblr

18 is an interesting number. Becoming 18 forced me to reflect on my yesteryears alwhile summing up how much my life has changed. I've grown physically and mentally as should most. At the same time I've realized I'm only a year closer to death. Does that sound depressing? If so, that's totally understandable. But I've always liked to view myself as a realist, and for me, the coming of death is my reality.

Why must we where clothes? Because you're ashamed of your body