^_^ Jamie being more physically bossy than vocally bossy than trevor!!
Its just so fun to think about, theyre both strong minded people but trevors way more notable since he just barks at people till he gets what he wants or annoys to the point of getting a response anyways, whether or not its one he wants.
So hes telling jamie he wants this or that, and ya know, its jamie so hes probably gonna do it. People think trevors too bossy but jamies just as bad even worse.
Hes just more physical about it. He moves trevor around so often, without thinking most times even.
If he wants trevor to sit still because his leg is bouncing next to him on the bus/plane, hell just hold it down and keep it there till trevor doesn't show a sign he'll move it again.
Or when theyre driving somewhere and trevors sitting in a way he cant keep his hands on him, hell just force trevor to rearrange till hes pressed close enough jamie can leave a hand on his thigh for the ride. Even if trevor grumbles about being comfortable before, he knows trevor won't protest or move till jamie prompts it.
It's a little more noticeable on ice when jamies pulling on his jersey to stop him from swaying or tucking him under his shoulder so trevor can see the board for the drill
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It's actually 2 coins for tzjd headcanons now... inflation is a real thing, daisy, but since you offered me one coin, you get the one I wrote for mari for free...
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I think Trevor likes to pull away when he's upset or said. Takes the time to himself to get back to his usual self so he doesnt accidentally snap at someone who doesn't need to deal with it, hell get mad at himself before getting mad at another person like that.
But, it comes with a huge problem of when he feels like he's in a space hes over stayed his welcome. He will self isolate, hell keep quieter, even if subtly hell keep his hands to himself, and hell keeps the running thoughts of that anxiety to himself while he's careful.
He doesn't do it a lot in anaheim, maybe a little when everything was fresh with jamies injury—but they were solid, he could securely think that he wasn't ruining things but just being there. It's just an old habit he runs to like he did when he was a kid, nothing more.
Jamie just has to learn about it the hard way, first of course. He likes to pride himself in the calm he can keep, but when he does get frustrated...most times, it's some rude comment if he feels like someone's getting in his way, bothering him, just being too much in the moment. It always hurts the most for Trevor the most. jamie knows him best, jamie knows how to build up up then bring him down just as easy. Even if it doesn't mean the things he says and apologizes later.
It's different when jamies is mad in general vs. when trevor feels jamies mad at him.
In the unnatural quiet of their house, he will realize he hasnt heard anything from Trevor in hours. He hasn't heard a song. He's been playing on loops, hasnt heard Trevor talking to himself while doing something, and he should be paying more attention too—its silent. He hasnt even seen Trevor, he hasnt been downstairs since jamie saw him go up when the sun was still high in the sky.
Trevor? Trevors sitting in his old bedroom, the one he was in before he had unofficially moved into jamies. Panicking, terribly. Like, I can't sit still, but his legs hurt from pacing around the room Panicking. He's safely tucked away so well he definitely won't make jamie mad more upset anymore. He doesn't really want to be in this room, but if jamie wants to go to bed and doesn't want to see trevor, then this is simply how it's gonna be. Trevor feels like he's 10 again in the moment, stomach hurting with an uncontrollable pit that won't stop growing. He's silent despite it. If jamie doesn't want him around, the only course of action is to stay in the room till he does, and if he never does, the only option is to stay forever. Reasonable reactions.
He falls asleep in there, sitting on the floor at the edge of the bed, and jamie is the one who ends up carrying him back to bed so he doesn't hurt his back and apologizes like crazy for the next week. Words and actions, he is the sorryiest man alive.
That's the worst it got in anaheim. Jamie locks it up better when mad so it doesn't happen again. it's probably a good thing.
Post JD philly trade? It's bad. it's like an entire season of self isolation essentially. Jamies is too busy for much more than the occasional call. Trevor's not that bad of a boyfriend to wake him up when he's got a game in the morning.
He's not good enough for anyone, and he knows it. It sits heavy on his body, but he knows it. He can be better, he will be better, but right now? He's nothing but pretend. He shouldn't be seen till he can be what everyone wants him to be.
It's definitely easier to isolate yourself when your family lives so far away, you're injured, and your boyfriend is 3 hours ahead and asleep when everything starts getting bad. So it's like that, every word, every hit, every game he's benched. It's like he's shoved farther into the huge grave, everyone telling him he dug himself, everything's falling in on him, and no one believes he can do anything but make it worse.
He gets traded to philly, and jamie has never seen a worse version of it.
Just like that couple times in anaheim, but it never stops. It's not as big as before, trevors not hiding from anyone in different rooms—but he holds himself in harder. Laughs quieter and shorter, his face doesn't scrunch up, and the smiles lines dont press into his face, he doesnt exactly dodge jamies attempts at keeping him in the apartment over night but he never ends up staying.
he's polite. He's good. Please let me prove im something easier to love than before.
Even when the guys and him get along, it's like off ice. It's everyone else vs. trevor, and he's already resigned himself to losing. He takes a chirp and hell spit one back, but it just looks like he's one good 'too close to the heart' one before he breaks down
Jamies is the one who gets him good when he's finally fed up with Trevor trying to leave the apartment at what? 8pm, they've got an off day tomorrow? It's insane, it's crazy, and then jamie asks trevor if he even wants to he with him anymore.
Trevor crumbles in an instant, he doesn't know how to do anything, he can't fix anything on his own, he's never been more useless, jamie doesn't even love him anymore—hes crying, hard, he cant draw any air in and jamies infront of him, panicking maybe a little harder than he is.
It takes a while for everything to calm down, and trevors are still crying, but he can breathe enough to talk, ask how he can be better and then well, yeah jamie feels crazy because he just wants trevor to be him. He wants to see him smile and wants to see him be appreciated in the way he deserves by a team who loves him.
Hearing it probably isn't enough, but it's what he can do for now.
wait hear me out, esoam au but Nolpat forgets tk, maybe even everything to do with the nhl as a whole and it hurts so bad but tk won't do the same, he doesn't want to forget nolan and everything that happened because that means its actually over and he hates the idea of erasing it all even if he knows he'd be better off he Can't Do It. Then in comes Trevor who acts so much like TK but looks so much like Nolan and has a similar situation with Jamie happening and it makes TK feel like he's being repeatedly smashed on yhe head with a hammer because he has the curse of Remembering
You know better than to put the esoam au in my brain mari. YOU KNOW BETTER.
The pain of remembering and then the pain of familiarity shooting through his brain everytime tk walks into the locker room. Trevor struggling with pains in his ankle and knee, it ghosts his face and looms over him and no one but Tk seems to notice because like a second sense he knows just from the flicker of pain Trevor allows on his face for a few seconds...
Like seeing yourself from a third person. He wants to instinctively drag trevor home and make sure hes not throwing up from the pain, watches him from afar when hes glassy eyed and staring off into the distance. Looking at the "you can no longer send messages to this person" of Nolans messages and wondering if this is whats gonna be of Trevors life next.
Even though trevors not the one the forgot, he cant help but wonder if he caused the same pain to Nolan that Jamies done to Trevor
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Jamies freezing, shivering from head to toe in the salty ocean water. His eyes burn, he doesn't know if its from the tears dripping down face how face or the water still running down from his hair, the only difference is how warm they are, shocking his body out of the daze he was in. Watching the water lap at his feet, trying to drag back in. Attempting to hold on when they were never supposed to be there in the first place, trevor was never supposed be there.
Trevors cold to the touch. Every drag of his body against the moonlight coated sand has to feel rough against his body. He doesnt even know if Trevor can feel it anymore, feel anything anymore, if its just a dull pain number by the breeze or nothing at all.
The pit in Jamies stomach tears through and opens a hole right through his body at the though. Stumbles over his own feet and falls back with his hands digging into the sand and lets out a sob. Hastily gathering Trevors own wet body against his own. Cradled between his arms and legs, trying to share warmth that trevor will never receive. Fingertips searching his arms, neck, face, anywhere he can reach. Pressing way to hard to try and dig out any warmth, any sign of the sunshine that Trevor gives him. Theres no reaction when Jamies digging way to hard into Trevors arm to not hurt.
The red angry marks on skin that he knows is trevors but doesnt feel real yet. Trevors soaked from the inside out. Jamie watches the ocean. He imagines it carrying trevor home.
Jesus fuck Jamie being obsessed with Trevor in his little crop top!!!!!! And Jamie itching to get his hand on his skin!!!! God beep your brain
Its not even just a regular crop top because trevor does that stupid thing where he takes his shirt most of thr wah off and its just on his shoulders. Thats where it all starts I feel, like hanging out with your new teammate on the roof of your house and hes really tan and his skins smooth nd you wanna put your arm around his waist or push him down and kiss a long line from his navel to his neck. Hes normal about it. Doesn't haunt him at all and also hes getting sunburnt probably
more tz tummy thoughts if you please 🙏 visions of jamie reacting to tz teasing him with the tummy perhaps 🥺
OKK I have very split apon ideas so ill throw them out here for everyone but for you especially
I think Jamie thinks hes very normal about Trevor and him cropping his shirts when it gets to hot outside or inside of the rink but hes definitely not, in the slightest and it shows in so many ways. Like if they're mid convo and Trevor shifts to get his shirt ro rest on his shoulders he will stutter out of conversation to stare at it for a little longer than usual. Trevors smooth shaven and tan and he wants to kiss it a little bit, lick the sweat off his skin 🐛 his hands already being magnetized to his waist it only makes it worse
^^ Jamie keeps a constant hand on him at all times, if theyre at home on the couch and trevors wearing a shirt his hand will be up it, resting on his belly tracing circles or anything on there. Maybe his name, ..[ hmmm concept of a tz womb tattoo... ]
2. Omegaverse...mpreg... already pregnant tz or theyre talking about it/midst of courting/recently bonded, it all depends on what I want in the moment
Jamies having prophetic visions while he watched Trevor rest his own hand on his stomach while watching something. Lazing around in Jamies toronto summer home and his toned tummy is going slightly more soft:( body is preparing for a baby and Jamies the only one who really takes notice. He fixates on it when they do anything and he gets the slightest bit more on edge cause hes imagining Trevor with a baby in there!!
^^ already pregnant Trevor thoughts with this, he takes pride in his belly when it starts growing and Jamie will randomly go up to him if theyve been apart for too long and just. Rub his belly once or twice and then go back to doing whatever he was doing, absolutely zero words exchanged. Hes obessed....
