#bearhearted

haii!! im freya ^_^ i go by they/she/fae!! i'm 16, grayromanticflux, aegosexual/quoisexual, polysexual/romantic, and a genderfaer/honeyfluid! i'm pretty new to being alterhuman, as i only awakened in the summer/fall of 2024. pretty sure im a psychological therian :3

(small) dni list: basic dni criteria (therianphobes/homophobes/transphobes/xenophobes/maps/pedos), radqueers/transID, proshitters, pro-lifers, ai bros/nft bros/crypto bros (i can and will block without warning even if you're not in this list)

Theriotype(s):

Husky/wolf (pretty sure im one or the other but i could be both)

Some kinda avian

Heartypes(s):

Grizzly bear

Cow

Domestic cat??

Kintype(s):

Fairy??????????? A fae of some sort???? goblin even???????????

Mangle from FNAF 2 (probably)

Linktype(s):

Unicorn (the traditional scottish kind not the 2016 newgen kind)

Blogs ₊⊹⁀➴

Main - Art blog - Graphics blog

Everything I do, I do as a wolf. It’s not even so much that my self image is wolven, or that I am more mentally shifted, but rather I am simply… wolf. I feel dysphoria, but not in the way I normally do - the sharp ache that rips my soul apart - more like my brain acknowledges that my human body but knows it’s not really… like it’s a illusion that just makes me look that way to everyone else. Internally, I feel my core, my spirit, has completely morphed and taken on the total essence of a wolf. I feel the heartbeat of it, it’s vibrations, more loudly and deeply.

I’m not even necessarily seeing myself in my minds eye as a physical wolf most of the time - though I still do sometimes. I just… move differently, more in step with the wolf, see differently, closer, hear differently, smell differently… but it’s not a sensory shift. The only way I can possibly describe it in any simple way is to compare it to the feeling you get when you listen to Native American, Celtic or Pandoran music full blast and just… let it in. Letting every beat hit, every rhythm flow. Finding your home, your entire self, in that music. It’s like that… but with the wolf. The wolf is the music and it’s coursing through me like lifeblood.

I think it'd be fun to collect a thread of Revelations and Changes along my otherkin/therian explorations! since it's extremely early on my journey, they may come back to back- or take a while (denial !!!!!!)