#bdrpalana

ALANA: So far, so good.

The weekend was going very well if you asked Alana. She'd managed to corral everyone into at least slightly matching outfits and Tina was super pleased with all the decor. They'd played a few of those cheesy games and were working their way through the custom Attina cocktails they'd made.

All was well.

Alana glanced at Aquata across the room. The rest of the plan involved perfect timing.

"Attina!" Alana cooed, draping an arm around her sister. "Let's put on these feather boas and take a few polaroid pics!! I got a tiara for you!"

AQUATA: Aquata nodded at Alana seriously from across the room, like they were about to pull off a secret mission. They were, in a way. Operation Get Attina and Andrina To Put Their Bullshit Aside for One Week Because It's Attina's Wedding and Seriously People This Is More Important.

They could workshop the name, anyway.

She made her way over to the door. Secure the exits. That was important. Then she pulled out her phone. It's go time, she texted Alana.

ALANA: She felt her phone buzz. Right, good. All was going to plan. Attina was at least buzzed, if not drunk, and all too eager to go along with Alana's plans.

"Oh!" she said, as if she'd just gotten a great idea. "Here, sit down! We'll cover you with streamers and it'll look so cute." There we go -- totally pile Attina with stuff so she couldn't get away. "Come, help me girls!"

ATTINA: Attina was quite tipsy.

She had definitely probably drank more than she needed to, but it wasn't her fault that people kept putting drinks in her hands! When you had seven sisters who all made you a cocktail, the polite thing to do was drink it!

Also, her wedding was just in a few short days. This was a time to celebrate. They all deserved it, she thought. And, although this day was hers, Attina wanted to share it with her family, so it could be a good memory for all of them. So, she was doing her best to let loose (it wasn't that hard) and was enjoying the night, even if they were convincing her to do more and more ridiculous things.

She squealed as everyone descended upon her, covering her in plastic beads, several boas, and plenty of streamers and party poppers.

"Ah! I'm not gonna be able to move my arms," she giggled as she shimmied her shoulders a bit to try and dislodge some of the extra trappings. "This is so ridiculous!"

ALANA: Lana glanced at Aquata from across the room and nodded. Then, turning to Tina she giggled, pretending to be more drunk than she was.

"Teeny," she gushed. "We have a big surprise for you~ Aquata, roll it in!"

AQUATA: Aquata nodded and walked out through the door. Honestly, this was an absolutely ridiculous idea, but... it just might work. It was kind of fitting. The Tritons were ridiculous, after all. She rolled the giant cake in on the cart, which was decorated with glitter and more feather boas, and grinned at Alana, though behind her smile, she was honestly a little nervous.

"Alright, let's do this."

ANDRINA: Andrina was inside the cake.

Andrina had always wanted to be inside a cake. In fact, if she thought about it, her vicious fight with Attina and subsequent flight from all things Triton had set her up to complete this very dream and therefore gift Attina with the world’s best bachelorette surprise of all time. Who wanted a stripper when you could have your estranged sister pop out of nowhere? Oh yeah, this was a great idea. Attina would scream, then she’d probably cry, they’d laugh, they’d hug, they’d forget all about their fight, thus rendering an apology from either side unnecessary, and then they’d move on! Hallelujah! Merry Christmas! Happy You’re Getting Married Day!

This was what was running through her mind while crouching in the cake. It was also her reasoning when the plan was initially devised. And to be honest, it was at least 10 percent of the reason Andrina had dropped her international tour of crime to RSVP to the wedding in the first place.

And okay, maybe she also missed Attina and wanted to see her big sis get married.

She waited, with baited breath (seriously, how much oxygen was in this thing? Imagine dying in a massive cake. What a way to go) until she heard Attina squealing outside. Three… two…. this was absolutely not a bad idea and no one was going to regret it… one…

“SURPRISE!” Andrina popped up, bursting through the top of the cake and then pulling on her separate popper to unleash it.

ATTINA: “Oh my gosh, no!” Attina squealed and giggled when she saw the ridiculous cake. She knew what it would be, because this was what happened in all the cliche movies. (Honestly, she didn’t even know those things were real.)

She wasn’t particularly mad about it. Strippers at bachelorette parties, in her opinion, were not there to be sexy and turn you on—but to embarrass you and make everyone giggle.

So, yeah, she’d play along—and get mad at her sisters for being so stupid. But in that fun, playful way that champagne kept from turning into real anger.

But then a unfamiliar stripper didn’t pop out of the cake.

“ANDRINA?” Attina barked at once, sitting up straight, all of the giddy alcohol draining from her veins in an instant. Her gaze bounced around to all of her sisters, and her cousin—no one else looked surprised.

Her nostrils flared. “What the fuck is going on?”

ARISTA: “Surprise!” She giggled, definitely drunk, she’d echoed after Andrina, clapping her hands together so pleased that the plan had worked out even though she wasn’t immediately involved in it (she was just so terrible with keeping surprises) but it was lovely to have all of her sisters and cousin together again.

Unfortunately, Attina didn’t look as happy. Whoops. She just took another sip out of her cocktail, giggling at the silly question, “Well, Tina, we’re all drinking and having fun because you’re getting married and Andy just came out of a cake and it was very entertaining.” She waved at Andrina, “Hiiii Andy.”

AQUATA: Aquata kind of wished she had pregamed this more. She had tried not to drink too much so that she could be alert if anything went wrong or if Tina tried to make a run for it, but now seeing how excited Arista was, Aquata had some regrets.

But then again, that was just kind of Arista's personality.

"...Wow, cool, good surprise, well done!" Aquata finally said after a silence. "Alright, who wants to do shots?!"

ANDRINA: Right, that didn't go the way Andrina thought it would.

But! Andrina was committed to the bit like always. She hadn't come here to cause a fight, she really hadn't. In fact, she'd asked Alana if her showing up really was a good idea, but her sister had insisted that of course Attina would want her there. And didn't Andrina want to be here too? She did. She might hate being part of the Triton at times, but it was still her family, and she'd never miss the big stuff, even if it meant putting her current wacky hijinks aside.

She wasn't here to fight. She wasn't going to fight. ...Probably.

"What Arista said!" Andrina exclaimed and then reached down, producing another popper. POP! She pulled the string and confetti rained down. "C'mon, Tiny, course I had to come to my big sis's wedding!"

ATTINA: Attina’s eyes narrowed and a hot feeling ballooned in her chest, though she wasn’t sure what it was. Partially because of the alcohol probably.

She just knew—she was mad.

Andrina wasn’t here for her. She was here to make a scene and steal the show, just like always. And was it really “of course” she had to come? Where was the same respect for her family when she had gone off and eloped and not even told anyone?

Abruptly, Attina stood up, ripping the boa off her neck and the crown with the stupid cheap veil off her head. She tossed them both on the ground.

“I’m going to bed,” she announced as she turned on her heel. 

ALANA: Alana and Aquata had not spent the last three months orchestrating this grand reunion to be snubbed like this.

Alana could acknowledge that Attina had the right to be pissed off about this, considering the last time she'd seen Andrina, Andrina had basically slammed her into the kitchen counter. But it also pissed Alana off and she felt her lip curl a little. Because family came first. Family came above stupid fights and runaway marriages and whatever the hell else was going on here.

Before Attina could make it out of the room, Alana launched herself in front of her older sister, blocking her path.

"No," she said. "Not allowed. As your official Master of Ceremonies, I am decreeing that bedtime is not for at least another hour. Back me up, Aquata."

AQUATA: "Lana's right," Aquata agreed, crossing her arms stonily. She had thought it might go like this. Aquata understood holding grudges, she had plenty of them, but family just felt different.

"And you know I don't say that often. Am I still pissed at Andy? Yeah, a little bit, but family's way more important than some fight from a year ago and she wanted to be here and it's not every day you get married. So... yell at each other, get it out of your systems, whatever, you don't even have to forgive anyone, but let's get on with it."

ADELLA: “You’re the one who was always talking about how important it is for our family to stick together.” Adella said, smiling gently. “Yell at each other if you must but pretending Andy doesn’t exist is just going to hurt you longer.”

Adella’s smile grew wider. “We have a great relationship now. Remember just five years ago though?”

ATTINA: Attina narrowed her eyes at her sisters. All of them. There was a part of her that agreed with them. That knew family was more important than anything. She was the one who had instilled that belief in all of her sisters and having the rhetoric spit back at her should make her proud. But, right now, it just made her angry.

"That is easy for all of you to say, you're not the ones she fought with and hasn't spoken to in months." Attina's eyes were on Andrina as she said this, her arms crossed over her chest.

"It wasn't just some little fight," Attina snarled the words and tears were in her eyes. She was too drunk for this. "You left. Didn't even say goodbye. Am I just supposed to be okay with that? With everything you said to me? Why should I? This is my day and I get to decide who should be there. Just like Andy did." And now she looked at he sisters, narrowing her eyes.

"When she decided she didn't want any of us with her at her wedding."

ANDRINA: "Oh come on, that can't be why you're really angry!" exclaimed Andrina.

And hey, she meant that. Attina had loads of reasons to be pissed at Andy. She's take a lot of it. But Andrina was not Attina. She would have never wanted all of this-- not the bachelorette party, not the wedding dresses, not the nice venue and the dinner and the dancing after. The idea made her want to barf if she thought about it with her in the spotlight. Like, go Attina, have your wedding, but Andrina didn't want one! And Attina should know that?? And also, it wasn't like the marriage was something she'd even planned?

"Hold up, if we're doing this I gotta get out of this cake--" Andrina said, huffed, and then struggled to climb out. She sort of half-rolled over the edge and nearly fell on her ass. Saved it though! 

ATTINA: "It's one of the many reasons, yeah," Attina shot right back, not moving to help Andrina. Not even flinching when she almost faceplanted. 

Like usual, she didn't find Andrina's antics cute. Not right now. 

ANDRINA: Andrina put her hands on her hips. Alright, that was good. All she had to do was... well, she was going to say get Attina pissed, but she seemed pissed enough already. Maybe she just had to stand here and Attina would go off.

"Oh yeah? Well let me have it then," said Andrina. "I'm sure you got a list somewhere."

ATTINA: Attina rolled her eyes.

“Why should I even bother? If you don’t already know? Besides, it’s not like you will apologize or even care. So, I don’t want to waste my time.”

ANDRINA: "I'm here, aren't I?" Andrina shot back.

Some of her pride had been pricked by that. As if Andrina didn't know she made mistakes. That was her spot in this family, wasn't it? Andrina was the eternal fuck-up. Uni drop out, seven times running! It was Miss Perfect Attina who didn't know shit about apologizing.

But hey, she'd show her sister how it was done. There were some things she'd never apologize for, but there were others that-- now that time passed-- she saw that she'd been too rash and impulsive and selfish.

"Look, I don't want to fight with you my whole life. You're still my big sister. I don't want to miss-- stuff like this." She flourished her hand around at the room. "You're still important to me."

ATTINA: "You have a funny way of showing it."

Such as not talking to her for, what? Over a year? As if Attina hadn't missed her that whole time. As if she hadn't want Andrina there for all the wedding planning and celebrations. She had missed Ariel's eighteenth birthday. Aquata's run for board. Adella leaving.

"You didn't even call and ask. I haven't talk to you for a year and you think you can just show up and pop out of a damn cake and pretend like nothing's wrong?"

ANDRINA: This felt like a trap. Andrina probably shouldn't feel that way but since when had she ever felt what she should feel? And so yeah, she expected to apologize, but she didn't expect to grovel. Besides--

"And you didn't invite me, but I wasn't going to throw that in your face," Andrina said now, the irritation twitching on her brow. "Look, sure, I could have called or texted or emailed or sent a freaking pigeon but so could you."

ATTINA: “Why would I have invited you?” Attina screeched. Her anger exploding.

“The last time we spoke you insulted me, said you didn’t care about Amelia, and then left without even saying goodbye, and then haven’t said one thing to me, even though you’ve spoken to everyone else in a year? You made it pretty damn clear you wanted nothing to do with me. So, don’t act like it’s water under the currents. It’s not. This whole bloody conversation you haven’t even said sorry! I know you hate me for holding you accountable for things no one else does but I can’t just let it go, Andrina. You hurt me and you’re not even sorry about it.” By the end, her voice has cracked and her eyes had filled with tears.

“It’s just like you to come here and make this about yourself. You didn’t care about us being at your wedding and you don’t care about you being at mine.”

ANDRINA: This was probably not going to go very well. In fact, there was a chance this could turn into the repeat of the kitchen brawl all over again.

Andrina's eyes flashed. Her anger was hot in her chest all over again. "Oh my god, I never fucking said I didn't care about Amelia! I was there for you for weeks-- there for you, holding you, spending time with you, grieving with you-- I did all of that!" Andrina said. "I did one thing that you didn't approve of though and suddenly I didn't care? Suddenly all that other support didn't matter? I said it then and I'll say it again, me getting married had nothing to do with you and Amelia! Nothing! It had nothing to do with anyone and I am not sorry for it. You want me to say I'm sorry? Then look-- I'm sorry I left without making up. I'm sorry I hit you, I shouldn't have done that. I'm sorry I wasn't more sensitive and I'm sorry I haven't talked to you for over a year. Those are the things I'm sorry about, and I am trying to make up for it now, but don't lie about that fight okay? Don't say I didn't care about Amelia just because I did one fucking thing for myself!"

ATTINA: Attina wanted to keep yelling and spitting. Maybe, if she was younger, she would have. Or if it was not her wedding tomorrow, she would have.

But, she had said what she wanted from Andrina was an apology and here it was.

And, she could admit, that it was a good apology too. Maybe Andrina didn't really mean all of it, because she'd had her arm twisted to say it in the first place, but--Attina thought she might. Unlike Andrina, Attina was sensitive to these things. She was sensitive to the fact that maybe she had blown Andrina's comment out of proportion: So what? she had said, about Amelia's death. Attina still remembered the exact way she said it. That question had rattled around Attina's head so many times since.

So what?

Attina's eyes were still filled with tears, but she tried to scrub them away without completely destroying her make up. Though, that was probably futile at this point.

"I never--" she started, though her voice was reedy and weak. "It was never about you doing something for yourself," Attina finally said. "I just--didn't understand--I don't understand why you wouldn't want us there with you. Why you wouldn't...want us to share that with you. And it felt like--you hated me and didn't want to be part of my life either, if you didn't want me to be part of yours."

ANDRINA: She didn't hate Attina.

But she had resented her for a long time. She was so controlling. She had her ideas of what Andrina's life should look like, and she thought those ideas were like, objectively right-- take this whole wedding thing for example. Just because Andrina felt differently about weddings and marriage and whatever, Attina thought that was an insult to her. When it just wasn't.

And that was why Andrina needed to get the fuck out of Swynlake. Not just because of Attina-- but because of her whole family. She had needed to find who she was out of the Tritons and all the shit that happened to them. Yeah, it was selfish, but after twenty-five years as a sister, trying to be a good one, Andrina thought she deserved a freaking break. She was glad that Adella was doing the same thing. She hoped all her sisters were going to find something for them because she did love them, okay? She did.

She took a breath, and then sighed, not really sure how to say some of that stuff without upsetting Tina. "It just isn't the same for me. It never has been, okay? I'm not in love with Rob." Rob knew this; Rob loved her for it, btw. "I didn't get married to him because I loved him. I'm not with him because I love him-- I mean, not like...that. We get each other. It's just different, okay?" Her arms tightened around her, feeling defensive and a bit weird since... well Tina was Tina, Tina loved love, and Andrina felt like it was just one of many missing pieces of her fucked-up personality.

"Me having a wedding and inviting you all would have only been for you guys,  I would have like-- hated it, not because of you but because that isn't me. But there's seven of us. That's plenty of weddings. Isn't it okay that I do something differently?"

ATTINA: No, it isn’t okay!!! That’s what Attina’s brain screamed.

She held her tongue, trying to let the thought settle because a lot of the times, she didn’t. Attina said the first thing in her brain, not because she wasn’t sensitive, but because she was overly so. Like a sea anemone, the second you touched her she flinched. Or puffed up like a puffer fish. It was always one of the other and for whatever reason, Andrina made her into a puffer fish.

Despite what Andrina might think, Attina had done some self reflecting since Andrina had left. She knew that some of the things Andrina had said were fair. Attina was controlling and judgmental. And she was harder on Andrina than anyone else because there were so many times she had needed Andrina as back up, as someone to lean on, and Andrina had failed as much as she rose to the occasion. And just like how it wasn’t fair all the pressure Daddy put on her, it wasn’t fair all the pressure she put on Andrina.

It didn’t stop her from wanting to criticize now. She felt it balloon up inside of her. How could she marry someone she didn’t love? How could she not want them there?

Attina suspected Andrina and her would always fight. They would never agree. Maybe they would never be friends again. If they had met one day in secondary, they would’ve hated each other and that would be it. But, they weren’t strangers. They were sisters. And maybe they didn’t have to like each other, but they could love each other. And be there, for the important things. (Unless, you were Andrina and were only there when you wanted to be, ha. Okay, last one.)

“I guess,” Attina admitted reluctantly. “I’m sorry to, for being so judgmental.” Her own arms were crossed over her chest. She gave a little shrug.

“Well, you don’t have a bridesmaids dress, so you can’t be in the party. But, if you want to come to the ceremony, you can.”

ALANA: Alana let out a sigh of relief and high-fived Aquata behind their backs.

ANDRINA: She wasn't sure if she believed Attina's apology honestly.

Did it matter? Maybe not. Andrina did not intend to stay long. She loved her life on the road-- she loved her life with Rob, actually, and his friends. They had plenty of plans to keep their gears spinning for a while. And as long as they did? Andrina wouldn't have a reason to go back to Swynlake.

But that was where she belonged. Finally, she was happy, finally, she felt accepted, for being exactly who she was. And Attina belonged here-- with her sisters and her husband to be.

"Well actually-- Alana ordered a dress for me," said Andrina. "But I mean--if you don't want me in the ceremony, I get it. Totally fine. I can kick it in the front row."

ATTINA: Attina looked over her shoulder and raised her eyebrow at her little sister. Alana just looked smug, which was annoying.

Attina appreciated it. Really, she did, but she still felt like she was reeling. Caught in a riptide, forced to do something that she didn’t know if she really wanted. Yes, she wanted to make up with Andrina but on their own terms. Not because of some bait and switch secret that the rest of her sisters pulled.

But, it was clear to her that the other sisters wanted Attina and Andrina to talk to each other. And that Andrina—was not exactly trying, but at the very least, was here. That did mean something to Attina, it did.

“No, I want you there,” Attina admitted reluctantly, tilting her head back to blink away tears, because she had wanted that. This whole time. Andrina being gone had certainly hurt Attina much more than it had hurt Andrina. She looked back at her sister and smiled a little.

“Thanks for coming.”

ANDRINA: She waited for another excuse. Attina would have one-- or hey, maybe she'd just come out and say it: she did not want her in the wedding.

Andrina wouldn't care. (Yes she would. She'd definitely care.)

But instead, the rest of the tension felt like it drained from the air. Attina relaxed, or at least-- she gave up.

And so Andrina gave up too. She let the rest of her anger go, that feeling that Attina was never going to see her for who she was. Maybe Attina didn't right now, but Andrina really wanted her to. Before coming here, Andrina had convinced herself it was impossible, but now... now she saw her sister again, not an adversary. They were on the same side.

And so Andrina broke into a smile and she crossed toward her sister. The last time they'd been this close, Andrina had her claws in Attina's hair. Now, she hugged her sister.

ATTINA: Attina had cooked a nice salmon and tofu (for the veggies) dinner for everyone. It was almost easier to wrangle everyone now, because there were so few of them. Andrina and Adella were such big presences that dinners felt so small without them. But, she’d already called them both and told them that she was moving. It had been nice to slide into it that way, but they were also the oldest. She had no idea how the rest of her sisters were going to react.

It was nice to have Panic there for moral support. And her dad, of course. Who was aware that tonight was going to be the night.

Attina was not nervous that they were going to be angry with her. She was actually nervous of the opposite. That people would want her to leave. That they would tell her that why did it matter, why was she making a big deal of this?

She waited until the dinner was winding down. One of the sisters actually got up to put her plate up because Attina was procrastinating.

“Wait—“ she barked, when the sister stood. “Uh, please, sit. I, er—we—“ she glanced at Panic. “Have something to tell you.”

Attina took another breath. “PanicandIaremovingtoAustralia.”

AQUATA: Aquata almost choked on her salmon. “Australia?” she repeated.

This was the thing: Aquata was learning to let go of the idea that all of her sisters would stay in the same place forever. Especially after talking to her at the wedding, Aquata now understood that this wasn’t just a phase for Andy and she probably wasn’t coming back. And even though Adella had gotten the brunt of Aquata’s crisis about the family splitting up, Aquata had eventually made her peace with it.

She maybe expected Tina to leave, eventually, especially since she didn’t have her wedding in Swynlake. But Australia?

She coughed and cleared her throat, her expression going neutral. “That’s a long bloody plane ride.”

ARISTA: Arista chewed on her tofu, happy to just sit among her family. Dinner nights were always so lovely. It was how they all caught up on things. (Well, at least the ones who were still in town).

Her brows shot up, Aquata had a point. It was a long plane ride. “Australia? Like forever?” Australia seemed pretty permanently away from Swynlake. But she trusted her sister to not make decisions unless she had already thought it over like a million times. “You think you’ll be near where Jake’s from? Maybe he can give you some pointers or teach you slang.” She tilted her head, trying to think back to all the weird things she’d heard her sister’s boyfriend say over the years.

ALANA: "Australia?!"

To be honest, Alana had a moment of fear. It struck her suddenly and she looked at the dinner table, at the empty seats where Andrina and Adella once sat. She felt something twist in her gut, but then she looked at Tina and that twisting feeling transformed into a swell of pride.

"Ohmigosh that's so great!" she exclaimed. "Wow, more excuses for me to visit."

MELODY: Well, that was far. Was the first thought as Melody digested the news. She wasn't all that surprised though. Each of the girls were moving on in their own way she wondered who would be next truly.

But this wasn't supposed to be sad. Not at all. "When are you planning on moving?"

PANIC: Panic watched everyone's reactions grimacing ahead of time almost expecting for it to go terribly. Though it wasn't that bad not yet. "It's a long plane ride for sure but we're planning on getting a big enough place you guys can all visit whenever." Panic offered leaving Tina to answer Arista because really who knew especially with school. 

"Toward the end of summer, we need to be there by Late August so we want to settle in a bit."

ATTINA: Attina hadn't announced something like this since...well, since her pregnancy. And she'd done that one on one, because as much as she insisted on these dinners and everyone sharing their lives with each other, she always found it a little overwhelming to be the focus of the attention.

It was nice to have Panic there to help her, because she was trying to untangle her tongue while all her sisters and cousin stared at her. She knew it must be shocking and probably felt like it was coming out of left field and she felt herself about to word vomit everywhere a bunch of excuses.

Panic corralled everyone first and Attina shot him a grateful look before nodding.

"Yes, late summer. I will, uhm, I'm--I accepted an PhD studies offer at the National Australia University in Canberra for Marine Biology. It's not near Jake's, unfortunately." She had already looked that up, because of course she knew where her sister's boyfriend was from. "But, I'm sure he can give us plenty of pointers."

AQUATA: Aquata was stunned.

Andy had always been a loose cannon. Adella had always wanted to get out of Swynlake from the beginning. But Tina? Tina, who basically ran Whosits and Whatsits, who went to every community event, who had a house here and friends and, okay, probably a lot of bad memories too, but who seemed more a part of Swynlake than anyone else?

It was like one of those moments when you were a kid and realized the teacher didn’t sleep at school. Attina had her own life. But.... Australia was really far.

Aquata didn’t really know what to say. She didn’t want to make a scene, or be the unsupportive one (again). But for someone who liked plans and routines, who liked being able to keep track of everyone, it was a lot to process.

“Congrats, Tina, that’s cool,” Aquata said flatly. She needed to go for a swim. She looked at Panic and smirked. Humor was a little easier than being sincere. “Better be a mansion. I’m not getting on a twenty-hour flight for any old cottage. Or maybe I’ll just swim there. Probably faster.”

Aquata made a face to show she was joking, because she didn’t want to freak Attina out, but honestly, it did sound like a fun idea.

ALANA: Alana was still processing this. First Andrina had left, which seemed like a given and honestly, Lana had been surprised it hadn't happened sooner. She missed Andrina so much, her absence like a loose tooth she kept on prodding with her tongue. Adella had left second, which hadn't been a surprise either; she'd already left once the first time and she'd never wanted to stay in Swynlake. She had big dreams and a little town in England didn't exactly lend itself to them.

And now Attina --

Maybe this had been coming from the beginning. Maybe Attina dreamed of things too, dreamed of the ocean and helping save it. Maybe it was obligation that had kept her trapped in Swynlake, that obligation growing into fear and spreading across the rest of them. Maybe that's why Andrina had broken away, why Adella had always dreamed of bigger things. Maybe it all went back to Attina and the fact that she had stayed in the first place, instead of leaving.

Alana always wondered why she was working in a shoppe when she had a Master's degree.

Alana didn't know what she'd do without her big sister. It was one thing for Andrina and Adella to go off -- but Attina?

She wasn't sure where to look. Looking at Attina might make her cry. Looking at Aquata might make her scared. So she looked at Arista, who was soft and smiling and with a deep breath, Lana tried to relax herself.

(She wondered, briefly, if she would ever leave Swynlake; she'd thought about it a lot as a teenager but now... well with her own place and her own life separate from the legacy of her family, it didn't really bother her as much. She wondered, out of all of them, who would go and who would remain).

"Oh my gosh, do you have a new place picked out already?" asked Alana. "Is it by the beach? Please tell me it's by the beach."

ARISTA: Arista, of course, was sad to see any of her sisters go. But she knew they all had to do some exploring of their own some time. She had left for a time to find perspective and where her music came from. Andy had left to grow and spread herself far and wide so she could experience everything the world had to offer. Adella had dreams that were outside of Swynlake. And so while she had been sad for those instances, she was happy for them because she knew they were becoming who they wanted to be most in the world.

And though the sadness over Tina hit her heart particularly hard as Tina had been the most patient and the most kind to her growing up (they of course were not without their fights as seen over the last couple years) but Arista knew that Tina had put a lot on hold and been through so much in town that it only made sense that she too at some point would want to find something different out there. And that didn’t mean they were losing her. They were just gaining distance while she became an even brighter version of herself.

She looked between her sisters, they all has their respective reactions but one thing was clear, they loved their sister and wanted to see her happy in their own ways.

She smiled softly, her voice matched her smile as she looked at her eldest sister, “I think you really deserve this, Teens.”

MELODY: Melody sighed softly but nodded, this was good. The degree was amazing. And it would be good for Attina and Panic, she was sure of it. Or at least she hoped. Just like she hoped all the others girls were happier doing whatever it was they were doing right now.

It felt lonely in a way, seeing everyone move on but making her life more steady here. Would she be like them too one day? Would the rest of the Triton's be like that?

"Congrats Tina. That's going to be such a cool program. " None the less Melody would take each day by day and today was Tina and Panic's day.

PANIC: Panic nodded giving the girls all a smile, a brief glance over to JEFF too. "We'll be near the water and no little cottage don't worry. Though maybe not a mansion big." Panic grinned with a raised eyebrow in Aquata's direction.

"Enough room and good scenery, it'll be worth the flight." Reaching over Panic gave Tina's hand a small squeeze. This was going a lot better than expected and part of him wondered if it was because some of the others girls had left. Strangely enough this was more common than you would first think.

ATTINA: No one was yelling. Everyone was smiling--some more reserved than others. The air was a little stilted, awkward, and nervous, but...no one was yelling. That let Attina know, more than anything else, that this was the right decision. She had let out the breath she was holding and managed a tentative smile herself.

There were little tears shining in the corner of her eyes, but she nodded, squeezing Panic's hand back when he reached for her.

"Yes, of course. You are all welcome to visit, at any time. And we'll all FaceTime and text. It will be like I'm not really gone at all."

"We'll miss you too, Tiny, but don't worry. You're going to do brilliantly," Daddy said, reaching over to squeeze Attina's shoulder. She smiled over at him. "Your mum would be proud."

The call came at 12:32 in the morning on September 23.

Attina was already awake. She had been awake, in fact, to make sure that she wished Alana happy birthday. She always made sure that she was first. That the message was sent at exactly 12:00.

Attina was already awake, because Attina barely slept these days.

Her phone buzzed and Attina wasn’t alarmed. How many times had she gotten a phone call from Andy, or Adella, or Arista telling her to come get them? How many times had her father called her late at night from Bournemouth just to check up on everyone?

It had been a while since he’d done that, but still, Attina was not so surprised that he was calling her. It was Alana’s birthday. They were worried about Alana. But that was what they did. She reached for her phone, muting the telly in the living room.

“Hi Daddy,” she said, her voice soft. Andrina was home for once. Attina didn’t know if she was sleeping. The phone was silent.

No, that wasn’t true. There was a rushing. It sounded like he was underwater on the other side of the line, the whooshing turning to rumbling. He was in the car.

Attina blinked and sat up a little.

That’s when the fear set in. Sharp. Biting.

“Daddy?” she asked, her voice even softer, barely a croak.

“Alana.”

Attina felt her breath catch in her throat.

“Car--car,” JEFF’s voice choked and cut off on the other side of the line.

“Daddy, where are you?”

“On the--hospital.”

“O-okay. Are--are you okay driving?”

“I am fine. Tell your sisters.”

“Okay. Daddy...Daddy is she alright?”

The line was whooshing again. If Attina closed her eyes it was like pressing her ear to a seashell.

If you close your eyes tight enough, squeeze and squeeze, you can see our family, her father used to tell her, when she was missing her aunts and uncles and cousins.

Attina squeezed and squeezed.

“I don’t know.”

“Okay. I love you, Daddy.”

“I love you too.”

The line went dead. No more ocean sounds. No more pretending.

Attina sat on the couch and breathed in, breathed out. Time stood still. Not even the frame on the telly was moving. When you had to tell someone bad news, not just bad news, news that could irrevocably change them, the moments before felt monumentous. They felt like pushing stone up a hill. They felt like the whole world on your shoulders. They felt like they weren’t moments at all, just one, infinite stretch of nothing at all.

Alana was in a car crash. Alana was in a car crash. Alana was in a car crash.

Three times, she let the words sink in. She squeezed her eyes shut tight and used her toes to rock herself back and forth. Her fingers clenched around her phone and she leaned over, pressing the corner of the phone against her forehead.

Alana was in a car crash. Alana was in a car crash. Alana was in a car crash.

It wasn’t poachers, but it didn’t matter.

It didn’t matter, it didn’t matter, it didn’t matter.

Attina wasn’t allowed to fall apart. She remembered sitting in the principal’s office, when she’d been told her mother had been lost at sea.

What do you mean? Andrina had snarled but Attina had grabbed her hand and squeezed it.

She had known what lost at sea meant. It hadn’t made her cry. Attina had realized right away what she had to do. Be strong. They’d sat in quiet shock or they’d screamed. But eventually they’d all grown tired, weary. All her sisters had cried, huddled together like fish amongst a coral reef. It had been as silent as the fathoms below. Attina had cooked dinner. Attina had cleaned the house. Attina had sat up all through the night with her father and she hadn’t cried at all.

That was the mantle she needed to take up again.

You don’t have to do this alone, Percy had said, but Attina knew--sometimes, there were things that only eldest siblings could do.

Attina took a breath and then, she stood.

Alana was still alive. Alana was still alive. Alana was still alive.

With these words in her mind, Attina went to Andrina’s door. She opened it a crack. Andrina was there on her bed, on her laptop, watching a movie. She startled as the door opened, kicking at her sheets and scrambling up.

“OI! Knock! Geesh, Tiny--what? What’s wrong?”

“Alana. She was in a car accident.”

“A car accident?”

“Yes. You need to go meet Daddy at the hospital. I called you an Uber.”

“What--me? What about you?”

“I have to go to the house.”

“O-okay.”

“Are you alright?”

“What? Me? Yeah, I’m fine. You?”

“Yes.”

Sometimes, sisters had to lie to each other in order to do what they needed to do.

Attina left the apartment without locking the door.

First, it was across the hall to Melody’s. She banged on the door several times, until it opened to Melody’s sweet, startled face.

“Tina? What--is everything okay?” She was hugging herself around her waist.

There was a pause. Attina touched Melody’s hair, then her shoulder. “Alana was--she was in a car accident. She’s at the hospital.”

“Oh my god. Is she okay?”

“We don’t know. Do you want to come with me? You should call your parents.”

“Let me get my shoes, I’ll call them in the car.”

“We’re going to the house first.”

“W-whatever...whatever you need.”

The ride to the house was quiet. Melody called her parents, her voice soft and wispy, like seafoam. Attina couldn’t think of seafoam tonight.

They stepped out of the car, Attina unlocked the door and stepped inside.

It was cool and quiet in that warm, noisy home. Everything was still. Even Ariel’s nightmares seemed to be held at bay. It was not that late, just after 1:30, but everyone was in their rooms. Attina asked Melody to gather snacks--whatever she could find: energy bars, juice, biscuits and crackers, put them in a bag, please, she had said. Then, she had turned and looked up the dark staircase.

Attina should go to the twins first, she thought. She’d tell Ariel next and then send the twins to console her after she had untangled herself from her little sister. Attina would tell Aquata last. She would have to gather some of Alana’s things, Aquata would help. They would work silently and efficiently.

The magazine off her nightstand, a sweater, the blanket at the end of her bed. It was always so cold in hospitals. She’d bring makeup too. She knew that Alana would not want to receive visitors without makeup.

She did these things--woke her sisters to wails and tears and shocked, terrified, confused silence. She gathered these things--these pieces of Alana and placed them gently and methodically into a tote bag.

Attina corralled everyone downstairs. Attina corralled everyone into cars. A shepherd looking after her flock. They flooded into the near-empty A&E. There was a family crying in the corner. There was her father sitting in a chair, Andrina next to him, curled up in her seat. He had an empty cup in his large hand, an empty stare at the blank wall. His daughters moved around him, like water parting around stone. He held them and kissed them all and wiped their tears. He told them Alana was in surgery.

Attina hung back. She would have her turn later.

The alarm on her phone chimed soft and gentle. Ripples.

Attina always sent two texts on birthdays. One at midnight and one at the time that they were born, with a memory--usually the same one.

With Alana it was that she wouldn’t stop crying. She cried and cried and cried for the first few hours after she had been born. Athena used to always say it was what made her so quiet the rest of the time. She’d used up all her words in those first few days of life.

Alana was born at 3:22am.

Attina pulled her phone out of her pocket and glanced at the time.

3:22am.

ATTINA The Tritons had gathered for dinner, happily provided by Benjamin. Upstairs, Attina had a suitcase in her old room. Alana hadn't noticed yet. It had only been a day, and she'd been in class, and only used that room sometimes, besides. It wasn't unusual for Attina to be at the Triton house, though she had spent the entire morning and most of the evening sulking in the pool. She's scared the shit out of Benjamin when she'd come out. The only people who had any idea something funny might be happening were Andrina (for obvious reasons) and her father. Even Ariel was oblivious, though Attina had insisted that she come by for dinner. Now, they were all sitting around the table chatting--the clamor of plates passed back and forth and voices asking how each other's days went, meant that Attina's own empty plate went unnoticed by everyone but her father. Who had scooped some salad onto the plate, like Attina was a child who couldn't feed herself. Her heart was pounding loud in her ears. Eventually, though, she knew she needed to speak.

"Hey," she said. "H-hello. I--" Most people kept talking though a few eyes turned towards her. "E-everyone, I have something to say." She managed to make her voice louder that time. Once everyone's eyes turned towards her, Attina swallowed harshly. "I-I know you--you all might be upset with me, and I-I'm sorry but--some--some people found out. A-about us." Her eyes darted from her father's to Andrina's and back down at her plate. She couldn't bare to look at anyone else. "I-I tried to stop it. I went...to the sea witch. B-but there was--it--just made everything worse. I'm so sorry." Her voice trembled and her head hung.

Triton took over then, glancing at all of his daughters. "You must all stay alert," he told them. "I doubt that we have anything to worry about. Despite--what happened. Attina's decision to trust Paul may not have been entirely ill-conceived. We have no reason...to think he will retaliate with violence."

Attina swallowed thickly. She didn't know if she believed that. She had hurt him. Had taken his memories. "I didn't mean to--to put any of you in danger," Attina murmured, a few tears dropping from her eyes. "I was just--just trying to do what was best."

ALANA Alana was nursing a day-long hangover. Her class on Fridays was a lab that’d ended the week before so to celebrate, she and Mags and the rest of the gang had gone out to get absolutely smashed. It’d been a fine night, not that Alana could remember most of it (but that, she supposed was what made it a fine night indeed). She’d been curled up on the couch in the game room for most of the day, bottle of Gatorade at her side, claiming to her family who’d asked that she felt a cold coming on (Aquata knew better; Arista did not) and had binged most of Making of a Murderer for the third time.

Now it was dinner and the headache that had plagued her all day was just starting to ebb away and she felt like she could eat a few scoops of whatever Benjamin had prepped and perk right back up to meet Mags for drinks.

She sat at the table, helping herself to some hearty portions (she’d probably just throw up later, lol) and was eating some of the mashed potatoes when Attina spoke.

/Oh great,/ thought Alana. /She’s probably just announcing her latest boyfriend./

And then Attina spoke. And then Daddy spoke. And Alana dropped her spoon.

Something inside of her – something that hadn’t reacted when Ariel had gone off and run away to Jim, had gone off to the sea witch, had done all that terrible shit – felt like it snapped. Because Attina should’ve known better, because Attina should’ve known better after Ariel, because Attina was supposed to be the one taking care of them –

“What the fuck?!” she exclaimed, sitting up. “Jesus bloody fucking Christ – Attina – didn’t we have to deal with Ariel’s fucking fuck-up already?! Don’t you know better?! What the fuck – what did we do? You sound just like Ariel a month ago.” She let out a dry laugh, gesturing towards her younger sister and then putting on a false falsetto. “/I just wanted to fix~ everything /– there’s nothing to bloody fix – “ She inhaled sharply, picking her spoon back up, feeling her heart thrum in her throat, and swallowed. When she spoke next, her voice was calmer. “What happened?”

She felt – Attina had always been the one to guide them out of trouble, to keep the porch light on if they wandered home too late, to lend an ear to whisper secrets to, who seemed to have some sense of everything when there was none. Lana took a deep breath. “What are we doing about it?”

ARISTA You know, before all of this craziness happened and like everyone was going to sea witches and wishing things away, Arista had actually liked dinners. She got to see all of her sisters in one place for once, which was always super interesting. She'd find herself people watching their interactions and then getting excited when they asked her about her own things going on. It was a nice tradition.

Now, all Ris could do was stare at her plate, make side comments to some of her sisters, and watch whatever clock was nearest, phone or otherwise, to when she'd be excused from the table and not have to sit in one place for so long. Her leg bounced under the table and she fidgeted, fighting the urge to drum little pieces on silverware because Daddy didn't like it and other people usually found the clanking of silverware annoying. 

Then Attina started speaking and Arista looked up from her plate, furrowing her brows because why would they be upset with Attina? She was the one who never made mistakes. She was the one who helped all of them, who raised them, why would they--Oh. Wow. The new redhead's eyes went wide and before she could say anything she heard Alana starting off, angry, upset. Sea witches again. It was kind of a bad idea, even Arista had to admit. But her heart, though she tried to keep it closed off, had been growing back into place over the last couple weeks and she couldn't bear to see Attina cry the way she was. 

"Well... I mean, it'll be nice not to lie to everyone all the time now that they know." She brushed her hair from her eyes and shrugged. "I was never a fan of secrets and now we don't have to keep this one anymore so that's kind of a relief. Like secrets always come out anyways eventually so like it was bound to happen." She did feel better that it was a possibility not to lie to people anymore. It was always the hardest part for her. Keeping things from people she cared about. "As for the sea witch, yeah, I don't know why people keep going to her, she really only makes things worse in a like 'careful what you wish for' type terrible trope or whatever. Total trouble." 

While Alana was acting up more than she did for Ariel's blunder, Arista didn't think this was as bad. It wasn't selfish. She was just trying to protect all of them because she made a mistake. She wasn't trying to change all of them and make them, not them.

AQUATA  You know, Aqua had thought that she was just going to have a nice family dinner. Well, as nice as dinner could get with seven girls. But what she wasn’t expecting was for this to turn into a fucking round table regarding an apparent fuck up. ~Some people found out~ was what had come out of Tina’s mouth and Aqua could just feel her heart instantly sink. Not just one person, but multiple people. 

“Some people found out, or you told people?” Aqua spoke out harshly, waiting until a few of her sisters had finished speaking, “Are you fucking kidding me? No fuck this, I’m over all of the bullshit going behind our back shit. Once, just fucking /once/ can we come together to talk about shit before it happens?!?” Her voice was loud, much louder than she had been expecting it to raise, but Aqua didn’t care. 

She was tired of it. Tired of feeling like no one could trust one another to help with their problems, and instead trying to fix it themselves by going to the bloody sea witch. How did they not know that she wouldn’t solve anything? She’s literally called a witch for a reason.

ADELLA Now, what Adella Triton was not about to do, was put up with this shit. And you know what, Aquata was right. Not that Aqua (probably) saw Adella look to her and pointedly nod in agreement at ~some people found out, or you told people~, but her sister was abso-fucking-lutely right. "Apparently not, Q," Adella deadpanned, glaring at Attina from across the table before closing her watering eyes and taking a deep breath. Inhale. Exhale. Inhale. Exhale. In- and as a stupid, annoying tear slid down her cheek, Adella let out her breath in an exasperated huff.

"Fucking hypocritical. /You/ told somebody our secret, when you're constantly on our arses about not telling someone. I've never told any of my boyfriends, JULIE doesn't even know and do you know how much it kills me to have a secret from her? My host sister in Venice never found out, even that night I was so homesick I cried in her arms and poured out any other detail I could about my family because I missed them so much. My roommates in London never knew, even Suresh, who was-" and Adella bit her tongue, to keep from saying ~~holding my hand when the doctor in London confirmed the hearing in my ear had continued to deteriorate~~, lest she reveal now of all times that she, too, was harboring a secret from her family. One she hadn't even told Ris, not that she'd talk to her long enough for her to; or Ariel, because it would make her so very sad; or Attina who she wants to tell more than anybody else because she's so, so fucking scared...wantED. Right now? She doesn't even want to look at Attina, let alone share her secret.

And, apparently, Attina can't be trusted with secrets.

"Not even Suresh," she started again. "Who even now texts me every day around lunchtime to see how my day's going, because he became my big brother when I was alone in London and needed a family. You're not the only one with people you love - loved, whatever, Atty. I could've forgiven the sea witch - an actually, it's not - I'm not. I'm not actually mad about the sea witch."

The brunette pressed her knuckles to her eyes to will the tears back inside her tear ducts. God, don't cry. They'll call you dramatic. Ris will never be your sister again if you make a scene. "I can't forgive you putting our lives at risk. I can't ~fucking~ believe you right now." She took a look around the table, to see if anybody was at least looking like they agreed with her, and pushed her chair back. "And now you expect us to have dinner together like everything's f-f-fine?"

Fuck, there goes a few tears, and there's the wobbly voice.

ARIEL Now, you know, Ariel hadn't really been looking forward to coming home for dinner. Sure, with the exception of Arista, all of her sisters were talking to her again, and she'd fixed things with Daddy for the most part - but the echo of what she'd done still weighed heavy on her soul, even more-so when she was in this house, so devoid of memories of their mother it made Ariel feel a little sick. But Attina had insisted and Ariel thought that, maybe, if Arista could stand being in the same room as her, there might be hope yet still.

Funny, how she'd thought this evening might turn disastrous because of her. And then Attina had gone sputtering on about how people had "found out" about them and how she'd gone to the sea witch and tried to fix it and people were suddenly shouting over each other one right after the other and Ariel felt like the room was spinning.

It was like being on the other side of what she'd gone through just a couple of months ago. Only it didn't make sense. Why would Attina go to the sea witch after what had happened to Ariel? Why would she risk losing her family like Ariel had almost lost them?

There was so much to react to. There was the stinging from Alana's digs at her, each insult like a tiny knife jab-jab-jabbing Ariel in the heart and making her curl in on herself a little bit. (There was the hurt and the anger Alana hadn't expressed directly at Ariel, she thought. It was finally coming through the cracks.) Arista didn't even seem to care, not really, and while that stung in a deeper way, Ariel also understood it. (What Ariel had done was selfish. What Attina had done was thoughtless and hypocritical. Ariel was worthy of more punishment, clearly.) Aqua was - well, as always, the blunt, obvious, pissed-off voice of reason. (This gave her just the tiniest bit of comfort, though she felt for Attina, because hearing the truth so plainly always dug at you painfully at first.) Andrina was silent, and Ariel didn't know why, to tell the truth. (Where was all the anger and rage? Had Ariel drained it out of her completely?)

And then there was Adella.

Maybe, if Ariel hadn't been through what she'd been through the past month, she'd be saying what Adella said. She'd be nodding along as her sister looked around for support. Instead, it felt hard to breathe, and the room became too small despite how large it was, and Ariel had that tight feeling in her chest and that feeling of dread and doom looming over her ready to crush her underneath it.

How must Attina feel? How must she feel? Ariel knew how much this hurt. Ariel knew what it felt like to watch your whole family get so angry at you - to be so hurt by you - and the Triton girls never held back with each other. It was like her worry for how Attina was reacting to all of this piled on top of everything Ariel was already feeling, and she suddenly felt at war with herself.

Because despite all the worry for her sister and looming doom and fear and hurt, there was also the sensation of feeling tricked. Tricked into coming over for what was supposed to be a dinner where she could see if things could be normal again only to have her entire world rocked and shaken and tipped on its axis all over again. And Attina had done that to her.

But there were bigger things to worry about, since Ariel understood (better than anyone could) that Attina hadn't done this to /her/. This wasn't about anyone individually. It was about a choice Attina had made - to be vulnerable, and to tell someone the truth, finally, to trust someone with that - and how it had backfired on her. This was about how she'd become desperate to fix that mistake and though Ariel didn't understand how she could think going to the sea witch could help after what she'd done to Ariel and all of them, she did get the frantic, desperate panic one feels when all they want to do is fix their own mess and make everything okay again.

She didn't say anything. She locked eyes with her eldest sister from across the table and tried to calm her rapidly beating heart. She tried to breathe normally but every inhale was done through the weight on her chest pushing down, down, down.

It was re-living everything that had happened to her but watching it happen to someone else she loved at the same time. In that moment, though she was the youngest of the seven sisters, all Ariel wanted to do was wrap Attina up protectively and try to sort all of this out one by one.

Since she couldn't do that (and a part of her still felt like she didn't even really have a place in the family to speak anymore in the first place) all she could do was gnaw her bottom lip bloody and scratch at her arm and wait for a break in all the talking and yelling. "G- Guys-" she started, unsure and scared to be speaking at all, despite how relieved she was to have her voice back, still. "Guys?" she asked, a little bit louder, and finally, she cleared her throat.

"Can we- can we breathe? Can we- I don't know- Please stop yelling. Attina didn't mean... She didn't mean to..."

Ariel hadn't meant to, either. The room spun some more. She couldn't meet anyone's eyes now. A part of her whispered that her Mum would know what to do, but Ariel did not know what that was, and Mum wasn't here, and there was no bringing her back. No fixing anything, not that way, anyhow. Not with sea witches and trades and trying to do things yourself.

"Everyone's right. Everyone is. Attina and I, we- we've both been stupid to try and fix our mistakes by ourselves. We deserve the anger. We deserve the backlash. We do. We do. I'm not saying it's not unfounded, that th-there's no right, b-but-" God, she was so scared. So scared that she was talking to all of her sisters at once like this because she didn't deserve it; had no place to talk, and the insecurity of that taunted her with every word she spoke. "F-From now on, we can try and fix things together. Instead of getting mad and not speaking or just yelling and being upset and angry, we... We gotta try and help each other. Now more than ever, j-just in case we /are/ in danger. We have to- W-We have to help each other, and look out for each other, and... talk... to each other..."

Ariel cast a hesitant glance around the room, tears shining in her eyes and chest still heaving with every breath. All of her insecurities spun in her head along with the room as she looked around, but this wasn't about her, and she tried to focus on Attina to make the spinning stop, because Attina was her, she was Attina, she /understood/ and she just wanted all of this to stop. All she'd ever wanted was for them to be able to talk as a family. That was all she ever wanted. Her heart /ached/ for it. Maybe later, she'd be upset about digs and other, bigger things. But right now she just wanted her family to be safe and /whole/. One unit, leaning on one another and having each other's backs.

ANDRINA Andrina hadn't spoken. She didn't need to-- because this wasn't a surprise to Andy, not like it was to her sisters. She knew. She'd gotten the frantic texts, she'd arrived home to a shaken Attina who had already faced an angry Perdita and a confused Paul Patts. She knew more than any of her sisters besides Tina herself, and so there was no need to add her voice to the pile. And hey, she'd learned from the fight with Ariel. Anger didn't suit an elder sister. It never had. That's why she'd spent all those years sifting through her emotions, playing go between, staying "cool" and effortlessly logical when she was needed to, pushing her annoyance all the way down. Hey, just look at this scene, yeah? Sisters yelling, scoffing, tears in Della's eyes, Ariel trembling like a frightened rabbit cornered by a pack of wild wolves (though the wolves were looking at Attina now.) And you know what topped it all?

Daddy was watching, ladies.

So Andrina-- Daddy's little girl, always Daddy's little girl-- said nothing. Her eyes flicked from sister to sister, down to her plate, and then-- now-- she looked to Daddy. His was the only voice that mattered. He was the one steering the ship.

ATTINA Nothing that they said surprised her. Arista, with her soft voice, lost under the crowd. Alana and Aquata and Adella’s shrieking. Ariel’s weeping. And, above it all—Andrina’s silence. Daddy’s silence. Those were the things she heard most of all. The rest of the cacophony of sound crashed over her, tugging her under it and she let it.

She crawled as far into her shell as she could, a hermit crab escaping curious fingers, and she hunkered down. Attina wanted to put her head between her knees. She wanted to crawl under the table. But, she didn’t, because she deserved their fury and their disappointment. She knew she’d been hypocritical. She knew she shouldn’t have told anyone. Of course, she had kept the secret so close to her chest that it had rotted her. And the one time—the one time she’d felt comfortable enough—it had blown up in her face.

Yes, she understood the irony. Yes, she knew that she had put them all in danger.

That was why she’d tried to stop it.

Her head bowed, Attina tore apart her paper napkin in her lap, twisting the pieces around her fingers so tightly all she could feel was the tingle of them, like they were going to pop off, one after the other. It was the only thing that kept her from just bursting into sobs. As it was, the tears streamed down her face silently. She needed to look at them. She needed to not be a coward.

“Girls,” Triton said, before Attina could look up—and under the heavy sound of his voice, she couldn’t look up. “Girls!” He barked it loud enough that as soon as it had started, it had stopped, all eyes snapping to their father. All except Attina, who kept her head bowed.

“I know you are all upset, and you have a right to be.”

Attina let out a pathetic little sound at that.

“This is a serious situation, as you have all pointed out. And regardless of what Attina has done, we will need to stay vigilant. Attentive. Stick together. It is more important now than ever before. We have never faced a potential threat like this. If—if our safety is compromised here, I am not above us returning to Bournemouth to live.”

Attina shrunk. She didn’t want to leave. She didn’t want to leave her friends. She knew, if that happened, her sisters would hate her. All of them, for being the one who had uprooted them.

“I don’t think I need to stress the gravity of this and I expect everyone to behave appropriately in the weeks to come. Stay close. No trips to London, for at least the next month. Overnight trips anywhere are out of the question. I expect you all home at a reasonable hour, even you Andrina.” His eyes flicked to his second eldest.

“This is not a punishment, it is for your safety, so I do not want to hear any arguing.”

“I-I’m sorry,” Attina gulped, though her words were barely more than a whisper, only whoever was sitting nearest her (Daddy was on one side), would be able to hear.

ADELLA "You don't want to hear any arguing." Adella said quiet, robotic, and emotionless, like it was never meant to leave her mouth and was always supposed to be an inner thought preceding what she meant to say. She didn't register that she'd even said it as she took a breath, ran a hand through her hair, and turned her attention and frustration from Attina to her father.

Her anger was chomping at the bit to be unleashed, but Adella knew better. She was twenty-five yet so easily felt like a child in front of her father. She chewed on her tongue to keep from saying something genuinely horrible out of anger. Adella was angry, and headstrong, but she didn’t want to actually hurt her father like the night when she happily showed him all of her acceptance letters to universities all over the country, one in Ireland, even, and he showed her the one to Pride U - that she herself never applied to under her name - and told her there would be no further discussion.

She’d said something truly terrible that night, had opened her mouth and accused him of being a, quote, /‘controlling, abusive, junior dictator with no sense of her agency.’/ She’d been proud of the last word. Agency. A word she’d recently gleaned from feminist texts.

Her pride had been squashed when she saw her father’s face, replaced with horror and disgust directed only inwardly. Adella’d run away that night out of shame more than defiance. Oh, Adella knew she was /right/, of course, about how she should be allowed to go to whatever university she wanted if scholarships kept the cost reasonable. But she was wrong about most everything else, and even the most /miniscule/ shred of truth in the controlling bit was said just to hurt him.

(At seventeen, she didn’t understand it. At twenty-five, she understood why Jeff Triton came off as controlling at times. That didn’t make it any less frustrating, but it no longer made her hate her father.)

Adella closed her eyes and took a deep, even breath. /No trips to London, for at least the next month./ Well Mary’s sea-urchiney titties. Who else could that possibly directed at?

(Technically all of them. But she was the one always gallivanting off to London for just-for-fun extra acting classes, auditions on the weekends she wasn’t working, parties celebrating the successes that had come to her friends but not yet herself, or birthday parties for those same friends. Adella Triton had come home to Swynlake in body only, her heart and spirit were still sharing a flat in London with three other aspiring actors.)

“I never should have come home. This is completely unfair,” Adella began, with more bite than intended, before visibly reigning herself in. She hoped Daddy would see that and at least say to her ‘I understand’ before dismissing her argument. An acknowledgement that he has a point, before overruling her.

Again, she loved her father. But hated how she felt like a child still in front of him. Acknowledgement would make her feel a little adult at least.

“Dad,” she pointedly left off the second syllable, the intent was only to sound grown up, not to sting, and she hoped the softer but still sure tone she took conveyed as much. “I know this is serious. It has always been serious, even when mom was here the threat was serious. But it. It’s. The /world/ is dangerous, okay? I can get hit by a texting driver on the drive to school, a building can collapse - but we can’t just put our entire lives on pause. You said at least a month. Okay, but what if a month goes by and then two, then three, then five?”

“So I can’t go to London this summer at all? For any chance to work toward my goals? I’m not arguing against extra precautions, and hypervigilance, I’m not discounting the threat. I’m not. And I’m scared out of my - excuse my language - /fucking/ socks, but my life is more than just being afraid. At least, I /want/ it to be.” Adella closed her eyes and pushed back her chair. “I’m going for a walk.”

She brandished her phone from her pocket. “You have a GPS tracker,” her voice was soft, tired. She paused, in case he would try to stop her.

/Try./ He’d succeed, with even a gentle request. Adella was still, annoyingly so, afraid to really truly upset or hurt her father.

ALANA Alana’s first thoughts when Daddy announced the whole thing were “Well could be worse.” She was frustrated, of course, having just been granted freedom after her grounding. But he’d let up on that and he’d let up on this, especially after Paul Patts proved to just be a regular chump and not someone actually out to kill them.

Mind you, not like she wasn’t aware of the dangers of their secret lettin’ out. That’s why she told no one, ever – not Mags, not Eddie – and why she’d never felt the urge to tell anyone. She’d seen the news, read the forums, browsed articles written by “woke” journalists. Admitting you were a mermaid was akin to near ostracization; not even that people would judge you for being Magick and all – people would judge if you were a bloody /human/ or not. That’s the kinda shit that Lan understood – secret like this got out, no one would ever buy make-up from her again. She was all ready to duck her head down and mutter her agreement, when Adella stood up. Alana blinked.

Oh. My. God.

She wanted to laugh – really, she wanted to right then and there and she even more wanted to when Adella wriggled out her phone and pulled up the GPS tracker and Jesus bloody Christ did no one in this family understand that the best way out of a fight was to keep your head down and only strike when necessary.

“Oh my god, Della don’t leave,” said Lana, standing up and grabbing Della’s hand before she could run out. “It’s not gonna be more than a month. I got bloody arrested and I got my freedom back-- you know what? Tell me, d’you really think you’re gonna get any parts if the world finds out you’re a mermaid?”

She let out a short bark of a laugh and it did not quite meet her eyes. “This isn’t about bloody drunk driving –” Her voice caught here and she dropped Adella’s hand.

“It’s not drugs or whatever the hell – it’s about a secret that couldn’t just /kill/ us, but ruin our bloody futures – you think anyone’s gonna buy products from an /animal/?” She sneered, lip curling up. Adella was crying, but Alana felt something twist, like she was holding a knife and she knew she could make it hurt and it would make them all hurt but it felt /good/ that way.

“That they’re gonna cast you as anything but a token sex icon? That they’ll hire a mermaid marine biologist or let Aquata compete in the Olympics or buy albums from a mermaid singer – goddamn, do you think I /want/ to miss the hottest parties of the school year? Of course not – but I also want to have massive, hot, amazing parties in the future and I won’t have a chance to do that if the world swears me off for what I am.”

“So yeah – fuck, it sucks, okay. But we act all nice and good for the next month and make sure nothing gets outta hand and then you can go off to London.” She inhaled sharply, glaring around the room, then dropped back into her seat. “Or run off now. Fine. Just run away instead of dealing with things.”

ARIEL Everything was moving so fast. First, Daddy had said something about moving if they needed to, and Ariel wanted to scream /No!/ She had even found herself gripping the table, ready to stand without thinking, when Adella beat her to the punch. Her older sister was crying, and wanting to leave, and if Alana hadn't also beat Ariel to the punch by grabbing Adella's arm, she would have tried to stop her, too.

And then Alana was ranting on about them being mermaids and how it would ruin their futures and- and Ariel laughed. She actually laughed, though she hadn't meant to- the sound was hollow and choked through tears because-

Well, because a month ago, Ariel had been forced to accept that she would never have the future she wanted. You couldn't sing or act without a voice, for goodness sake. Her future was over before it had begun, and she had had to accept it. (Never mind the fact that she still had trouble feeling worthy of having a future at all. That was a different problem she was working on herself.)

Never-the-less, Ariel laughed, and the room kept spinning, only now instead of her insecurities taunting her in her head, there was just one word, repeating itself over and over and over.

Secrets, secrets, secrets, secrets, secrets - like an ominous threat; like a chant from a cult; like a password you had to know in order to get into a club you never wanted to be a part of.

Ariel didn't know why, but a part of her always assumed that, eventually, her family would stop hiding who they were. That they'd finally be free from the shackles of their secret, able to be themselves. How many times had Ariel pictured herself doing interviews on television where she talked out against magick prejudice and poachers and all of that?

It wasn't that Ariel didn't see it as an issue at all. In fact, it was the opposite. She knew it was an issue. That's why she didn't want it to be such a huge, awful, terrible secret anymore. "Are we going to hide forever?" she finally asked, and it was like she could feel all of her family looking at her. Ariel felt sick to her stomach and she wrapped her arms around herself to stop them from shaking.

She laughed again, hollow still, and now tears slid down her cheeks. "I- I-I love being a mermaid. I- I always thought I sort of hated it, but I don't. Not- Not really. I hate that I have to hide who I am. I hate the secret of it." Her gaze flicked upwards, but Ariel's eyes only searched for her father's. "A-And I'm not saying you guys don't love being a mermaid or hate keeping it a secret either. I just- Forever? Not being able to tell anyone who we are? Lying our whole lives? I don't-"

She shook her head, and stood up then, and hoped she wasn't sounding... preachy, or something. "I want to be an actress. I want to sing. I'm so, so happy that I have my voice back so that I have a chance at doing that again. And I want Adella to act, and I want Aquata to be in the olympics, and all of us to be successful in whatever we do- b-but- I don't think it's right to not use those platforms to- to talk about the fact that we're treated like animals. To raise awareness. To- To try and- To try and make things change using our success. I mean- What's the point in having a voice if you can't even /use/ it?" And she was crying harder now, though she tried to reign it in with a shaking breath.

She'd meant it as a metaphor. But it had hit herself too close to home. What was the point in having a voice you couldn't use? What was the point?

ANDRINA Andrina glanced at her father, whose expression was grave and tired and sad. He rubbed at his eyes, and Andrina saw the weight of all seven of their lives on his shoulders. That's what he had to consider whenever he made decisions. Did Andrina agree with him? Barely, honestly, but she saw the weight and she'd always think about how when Andy was younger and they'd all play in the water, she'd swim up to him and ask him to toss her high into the air. He never once said no to her-- and he always caught her. Since Mum died, Andrina had started catching her father too.

So it was time to speak.

"Ariel, no one is saying-- forever. That's-- that's not what this conversation is about. We're talking about now, and the very real, very present threat that one of us could get hurt," she said. She spoke softly and calmly, meeting her sister's wet eyes. "It totally sucks, you're right. And hey, maybe one day we will have the chance to use those platforms to make a difference. But we need to get those platforms first and we won't, we just...won't, if people know. That's all Lan is sayin', that's-- why it's important that we all stick together, now more than ever. Stick together, lay low, and it'll blow over. We'll just take it a day at a time. Together."

"Thank you, Andrina," sighed Triton from the head of the table, leaning back and wiping his own eyes.

ARISTA Arista had remained quiet during Ariel's initial fear and fright where she was literally shaking trying to talk to all of them. And part of her that she hadn't felt in a long while, reached out for her. Those big sister instincts that she'd crushed down trying to find a better version of herself who didn't need anyone, were now rising to the surface and bubbling up. Her arms got that little urge to go and hug her like she used to, but she shrugged it off. It wasn't the time. She hadn't hugged anyone, not even Q or Tina, in the last three months, not like she used to. Hell, she hadn't let out a giggle in front of them either, not like she used to. But right here, right in this moment, looking at her sisters, all of them reacting in their own ways. She just wanted to hug all of them. 

Hug Lan who was saying exactly what she'd say to Adella about leaving not helping anything, plus missing all those parties wasn't fun either.

Hug Tina because she was crying and Ris knew she'd done her best and it was eating her that it wasn't good enough.

Hug Adella to make her stop leaving and running away from everything

Hug Q, even though she was silent and muttering under her breath about how stupid things were, she needed a hug too. Especially since there weren't going to be more overnight visits with Thomas and that seemed like a real downer. But more importantly, Q always put on that brave face when she knew the whole mermaid thing could influence her dreams of swimming.

Hug Andy for being calm, even though she should be freaking out like everyone else. She was supporting Daddy. She was being what she always was when Attina faltered, she'd take up the sister mantle and be the Mom. Even though she was more of the wine Aunt. 

Hug Ariel, even though she had been selfish and gone to a sea witch to change them, she was still her baby sister. 

Hug Daddy, because even though he steered the vessel, he had the weight of getting all the passengers through safely. Even if that meant going down with the ship and putting everyone else on life rafts. She knew he was doing his best and he just really deserved a hug.

But she didn't. Instead she just sat in her chair, quietly taking everything in before speaking, actually for the first time in a long time, directly to Ariel. "Movements take a while to get momentum, but I really don't think forever is how long it's going to take Ariel. I mean, I think in our life time there will be a lot of change that happens. I mean, unfortunately, we have to rely more on allies to make that happen because we aren't in a safe position to speak out." Her eyes moved across the table, to each person, "We need to stick together. We're a family. And all that has been happening between all of us has not been like familiar...." She squinted a moment, that wasn't the right word, that probably killed the momentum she was going for, "Familial, or whatever. Families have secrets, but we do not have secrets from each other and we do not try to fix those secrets with other secrets because that just leads to more secrets and then you're like in one of those mirror reflecting a mirror things and you're just stuck with reflections you don't like and there's like a thousand of them never ending--" She realized she was rambling, just as she had used to. Definite progress. But she'd keep her celebrations for another time.

She sat up, pulling her hair into a messy bun, sighing out, "One day at a time. Together. Just like Andy said. I like it. I second it."

AQUATA Aqua rolled her eyes. And then rolled her eyes some more as her sisters continued talking, and talking, and talking, and bloody talking. Was she happy about the whole extra curfew shit that her father was imposing on them? No, not really. Did she understand why it was necessary? Um, hell fucking yeah she did. This was a big deal. This was not just Tina running to the sea witch. This was people knowing that they were mermaids, and the chance that this would get out, and the same shit that happened to their mother happening to them. 

“Holy shit, can everyone just fucking get over themselves and listen to what our father and Tina have to say?!?” She finally spoke, leaning back in her seat, crossing her arms over her chest.

ATTINA All of the arguing, yelling, crying, and speaking jumbled in Attina's ears. She heard the rushing sound of her own heartbeat, her own panic, louder than anything else. She didn't know what to do, what to say. She could only sit there and hang her head when faced with the reality of what she had done. Broken her family's trust in her. Done the one thing that she always admonished the rest of them not to do. She'd been so--stupid. Caught up and in love. She had thought that things may be--alright. She had been so convinced that Paul loved her.

Why would she ever think that, right?

So, she didn't speak. She sat, clutching her hands in her lap, her shoulders shaking and taking quiet, hiccuping, gasping breaths. Her father's voice was the only thing that she heard--and it was tired and worried, which only made her cry harder, because she had done that to him. Tina, who was always on her father's side. Tina who helped him with everyone. Who reminded him of birthdays and sports games and music recitals. They had always been a team, her and Daddy, even before Mum had died. She would follow him around and try to be just like him. Just like Mum. She had tried so hard. Just like her father, she had just wanted to keep everyone safe.

Andrina so how long until i can make hell puns

Aquata go for it, just start them now Aquata for real though, is everyone good?

Alana just dandy

Attina mhm mhm

Alana the real question is how is andrina Alana how was married life

Andrina god thank u i was waiting for someone to ask Andrina its not like i was MARRIED TO AL MCWIGGIN OR ANYTHING Andrina imagine being married to a WOW avatar Andrina thats what it was like

Attina don't they normally have nice bodies?

Alana Hey dad bods are in

Andrina im not even talking about the body im talking about how they talk and think and act and hammer at swords Andrina i swear it was like i was transported into an episode of Game of Thrones

Attina sounds harrowing

Ariel Do we have to talk about it?

Alana I want all the nitty gritty mcwiggin sex details

Andrina well we could shove it down for years until we all start manifesting split personalities and other mental disorders

Attina honestly,

Andrina u know like we did with mom lmao

Attina we don't have disorders. or split personalities.

Ariel Please don't talk about Mom.

Aquata sure we don't

Alana we r all dandy Alana that's my word of the week

Andrina i didnt talk about mom i mentioned her off hand as an example Andrina im all set to talk about how great i looked in that toga Andrina or honestly alana did you tap that

Attina andrina.

Andrina WHAT its an honest question Andrina if im gonna talk about mcwiggin i want Hot Daddy Ginger details

Alana duh

Attina alana! how /old/ is that man?

Alana idk it didnt come up Alana your age lol? Alana he was my husband, atty we were in love~~

Andrina mcwiggin's older than me i think

Attina were you in love? like--other you?

Alana other me was sold off because it was a good match Alana and she enjoyed the lavish lifestyle and the hot dude idk man

Andrina you know what i should have asked

Alana real me was like oh man what if im stuck here might as well have fun Alana carpet matches the drapes yes

Andrina how much they paid for me Andrina really?? im insatiably curious

Ariel They didn't really pay for us. I mean, not real them

Alana al was p rich you mustve been a catch

Andrina yeah i wanna know how many goats/bags of wheat/coins i went for Andrina do you think al knows Andrina do u think if i text him it would be weird Andrina "hi how much did u pay for me"

Alana no do it Alana i bet you were at least two goats

Attina it wasn't even our husbands who paid, it was their owners Attina GOD owners.

Andrina wow two whole goats, how many meals can u get outta goats Andrina omg guys my master was quite fit actually he was A Big Deal

Alana ider who mine were--uh Alana lmaoo #awkward

Ariel He didn't own you. It wasn't real. Dash wouldn't want to own anybody, and his family wouldn't either Ariel It was all like a bad dream I just Ariel want to forget it

Attina [unsent] well maybe if you hadn't RAN AWAY you would've been FINE

Alana did howl throw a party too big Alana i heard it was a rager Alana wouldve gone if Ginger Daddy and i didnt have other evening plans

Andrina ariel couldn't you have just had some of that water then? Andrina seriously i have some if you want it

Ariel I don't... I don't know. I want to forget but... I don't want to forget all of it. I have some water too, just in case, but... I really don't know. I don't want to be like you said. I don't want to repress it again.

Alana what are u repressing was this that bad Alana i mean the escort thing was hella annoying

Ariel I don't want to talk about it.

Andrina ariel, i get that, i do but-- you realize that is repressing it too right?

Aquata then why keep bringing it up

Alana ^^

Ariel I don't know. I don't know what to do. I don't want to talk about it and I want to forget it but I don't want to forget everything because that's not going to help either I just didn't realize thinking about Mom would hurt this much Ariel I'm sorry

Andrina well i think we should all talk about it then. rip it off like a bandaid

Ariel I didn't know I would see her down there Ariel I didn't know I would see

Alana you didnt know you would see our dead mum in the land of the dead

Aquata ....

Ariel I didn't think I would watch her die.

Alana [unsent] lmao same tho but not mum ok woops nope Alana it was one of the Alana idk underworld things

Ariel Over and over again and I couldn't stop it.

Alana they play tricks on you so ive heard in the gossip train

Andrina oh right like it wasnt real it wasnt how she actually died

Ariel But what if it was? Ariel It was so awful Ariel It's all I can see, just replaying and replaying over and over

Aquata then drink the water

Alana yeah jeez Alana no point in being noble if you cant lift your own head up

Ariel But then I'll forget the good things, too.

Andrina how about you tell us all the good things?

Alana such as,,

Ariel The good things that happened and all the good stuff I remembered.

Andrina you write them down for yourself

Alana very detailed

Andrina then you'll still have them. you can remind yourself and we can tell you that its real

Ariel But can you tell me how it felt? All those memories with Jim being so nice to me and helping me and playing with me when we were younger and telling me that he would keep me safe? Ariel Can you tell me about how Jim was there for me every step of the way? Ariel How can you explain how good of a person he was to me if you can't tell me about seeing Mom's death?

Aquata holy shit it was a fake life you know him in real life, right? you know what hes like already

Alana look kiddo, that's the stuff you gotta let go of because that was some fake mumbo jumbo past that we all got stuck with

Andrina That's why you write it all down and you tell yourself. Andrina and honestly yeah-- that isnt the real jim and you should like jim for jim, not for fake jim.

Ariel But it was real Jim that was there with me in hell

Aquata i was engaged but whatever

Ariel I mean - it was Pleiades too, but it was also Jim

Aquata HOLY SHIT NO IT WASNT Aquata IT Aquata WAS Aquata FAKE

Alana yah thank god or andrina and al would be banging

Aquata that crazy bitch created it. it wasnt real. end of story.

Andrina the horror, the horror,

Ariel Jim being with me in hell wasn't FAKE, it was REAL. I was there. I saw it and felt it all, and so did he. The past lives may have been fake but what we went through was REAL

Andrina Seriously-- I think you should write down the stuff that you like then. I do. Jim will understand that the other stuff is just too painful to death with right now. He'd want you to be okay, Ariel, however you need to be okay.

Alana ariel i have no bloody idea what you want us to tell you that andrina has not repeated ten times now

Aquata then do what andy said, write down the good memories, and drink the damn water because you cant complain about the bad and then immediately not want to forget the good

Alana atty where r u we need parental guidance

Andrina ok chill out aquata she can complain if she wants Andrina we dont need atty to be decent fucking sisters

Alana she listens to atty

Ariel It's okay, nevermind. I shouldn't have said anything. Just forget it

Alana so i think itll mean more coming from her Alana fineee just trying to help

Andrina Ariel, it's not okay. Look, if you don't want to forget about it, then thats' fine. If you want to like, talk about it and stuff, we should talk about it. I joke but yeah it wasnt exactly fun not knowing where my sisters were and watching daily executions by some whacked out nutjob

Andrina so you can talk to me ok

Ariel I just want to know how you guys have done this for so long

Alana done what

Attina Look, everyone. Nothing about this experience was something anyone has gone through before. Which means we have no idea how to deal with it and YELLING at each other isn't the way to fix it. We need to be patient and understanding towards one another. Ariel, I'm so sorry about what you went through. But, you have to realize that you hurt us by LEAVING. You didn't tell anyone where you were. I thought you were dead. Daddy thought you were dead. I thought I'd lost you and I don't know exactly what went on for you but for a good twelve hours, all /I/ could see was /you/ dying over and over in a thousand different ways. We need to come /together/, and be open and willing to talk to each other during times like this. Otherwise we'll just splinter apart, and I know none of you want that.

Alana oh there u r

Ariel I thought I was doing the right thing. Not telling anyone I was going. I didn't want anyone to worry. I just wanted to go and save everyone, but I couldn't

Attina No. You couldn't. Because we're supposed to make these decisions /together/ as a family. We're weak apart.

Aquata we're not weak

Ariel I don't believe that

Alana whoa okay speak for yourself Alana that was for atty not u ariel

Andrina look im just so glad that you're okay and im proud of you for trying ariel. we shouldn't be talking about any of this over text though

Attina and this is exactly why all of you get into trouble!

Ariel I don't know how else to talk about it Ariel No one ever does

Andrina well that means we can't do it wrong huh? we'll all just kinda fumble it up together but at least we'll be in the same room

Ariel If I get into trouble for trying to save you all, then I'm fine with that!

Alana better get into trouble than be boring

Attina I'd rather be boring and alive than whatever you think you're being and /dead/.

Alana im not sure who youre yelling at here because im not the one who ran off into the land of the dead Alana theres a difference between oh lana broke curfew and oh ariel and kid hero jim hawkins decide to save the world

Andrina can we like not yell at each other at all how about that Andrina whats done is done

Ariel If Attina would stop pretending she knows everything, maybe there wouldn't be any yelling

Aquata holy shit

Alana i think you scared her off ariel

Andrina i hereby move to wipe this text history and start over Andrina who seconds my motion

Ariel I didn't want to scare her off, she just was talking like I didn't know what I was doing

Attina I don't think I know everything, but I know not to run off to HELL to try to save the world on some selfish delusion of grandeur.

Ariel I knew what I was doing

Alana ohp too late andy

Attina oh really, is that why you're so terrified you can barely speak?

Ariel I wasn't being SELFISH, I was trying to SAVE everyone. To save YOU. And Aquata and Alana and Andrina and Arista and Adella and Daddy and myself Ariel EVERYONE

Attina BULLSHIT ariel, we were perfectly fine.

Ariel You were SLAVES Ariel we were SLAVES Ariel people were in a JAIL in PRISON Ariel people were EXECUTED Ariel How could you even say that?

Attina THOSE PEOPLE WEREN'T /US/ THEY DON'T MATTER

Alana this isnt some YA book a 17 year old does not save the day Alana i mean realistically

Ariel Of course they matter!

Alana if you wanna do something you gotta work within your means

Ariel Why are our lives more valuable than anyone else's??

Alana cold, atty

Ariel I can't believe you would even say that!!! Ariel What if Paul had been in prison?? His life doesn't matter???

Attina not as much as yours, or any of you.

Ariel That's not right

Attina and i'm sure he'd say the same thing. his babies are more important than me to him. which is how it should be.

Andrina glad we're casually debating morals and ethics

Alana anyone want a face mask

Ariel I'm not going to apologize for doing what I thought was the right thing, for trying to help everyone

Aquata how about a shot instead

Alana im game

Attina I'll take that shot.

Andrina this reminds me of something my darling mcwiggin said to me

Attina Or two or three. Attina just give me the whole bottle.

Aquata or the whole bottle

Alana jinx now you guys cant talk till i say your name

Aquata too bad 

Alana what did mcwiggin say

Andrina nice, digital high five

Alana wow now you get 7 years of bad luck aqua :C

Andrina he said, andrina, you are the most beautiful creature i've ever seen Andrina (we'd just finished making love under the sunset) Andrina and i was like u know what al tiberius mcwiggen

Aquata shit im doomed forever

Alana that's poetic

Andrina you're right.

Attina now i need two bottles

Alana next movie night's gonna be awkward when we pick up the dvd

Aquata you need to go hit him up andy Aquata were sending you to get it

Andrina alas, it cannot be Andrina he has another lover

Ariel Maybe if she gets drunk she'll actually step off her high horse and say something that doesn't involve her knowing what's best and always being right

Aquata for fucks sake

Alana i h8 to break it to you ariel but atty has like nine years more experience of like existing in the world Alana and interacting with it

Ariel That doesn't make her right about everything

Attina Whatever, Ariel. You're the one who needs to come off your high horse. Don't come crying to me when someone knocks you off it.

Alana makes her more right when it comes to dealing with shit

Ariel I won't. You'd just yell at me, anyways. It's all you know how to do.

Alana thats not true she cleans very well

Andrina she also makes killer lemon squares

Attina Well if you weren't a brat, then I wouldn't yell at you.

Andrina probably not as delicious as the delicacies that al tiberius mcwiggin purchased for me from the market but close

Alana you gotta hit him up

Ariel I'm not being a BRAT, don't CALL me that

Andrina he has another LOVER what am i to do

Alana flash your tits Alana age old triton advice

Aquata does he /really/ though

Andrina he doesnt like me for my tits 😟 Andrina he likes me for my personality 😟

Alana gasp Alana the horror

Andrina i know tbh maybe he's gay Andrina no he's not he made wild and passionate love to me

Alana did u guys like Alana do it as yourselves

Attina Well, stop acting like one. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Andrina 69

Alana like not fake selves

Andrina corkscrew Andrina monkey Andrina koala

Alana koala

Andrina all that and more

Alana nice use of the shrug emoji, atty Alana 10/10

Ariel I am NOT acting like one! You can't keep treating me like I don't know anything and like you know everything because you DON'T. Just because you're older that doesn't make you all wise or something. In fact, most of the time you don't know what to do - you can't even flirt with a boy and you're way older than I am! Ariel So STOP being such a rude, bossy know-it-all, I'm sick of it!

Aquata ummm im pretty sure she /can/ flirt with a boy considering shes been on a couple dates with paul?

Alana ouch ariel low blow

Aquata thats neither here nor there though

Andrina oh right we also did the flying ninja Andrina his form was impeccable Andrina for such a robust man, he's graceful in the bedroom

Attina Fine, if you want me to stop babying you. FINE. Consider it done. You're officially NOT MY CONCERN.

Alana i did not need that imagery thanks

Ariel GOOD. I don't NEED to be your concern. I SHOULDN'T be.

Alana is THIS random CAPS thing something WE'RE doing NOW

Andrina hOW exCitING

Aquata can we not

Ariel You moved out. I already have to deal with Daddy. I shouldn't have to deal with you BOSSING me around and saying you know best like this. You're not Mom

Alana low blow ariel

Aquata so about that shot Aquata or bottle

Alana i can swing by ur room in 5, aqua Alana i have malibu

Aquata get here in 2 then Aquata because i need the entire bottle rn

Andrina ok fam rate the latest swynlake disaster on a scale of 1-10

Attina i dunno if it hadn't lasted quite as long i'd give it maybe a 5

Alana 4 needs more gore, never really fearedfkrmy lie

Andrina i feel like court was a solid 3 on danger/ 9 on fun / 8 on cute boys

Alana Wow see we got comic book store man

Attina i dont think it was *that* fun

Alana and pauls crazy ex

Attina how crazy was she acting? how are the babies?????

Andrina that's becuase YOU were busy worrying while /I/ was perfecting my mixing techniques slash making the bar my fortress

Alana I mean idk I didn't talk to her see just seemed bitchy about the whole thing like chill we r all stuck in here and freezing

Andrina scale of bitchiness 1-regina george

Ariel It wasn't fun. I was worried about you guys.

Alana babies r fine. Comic man found a ton of pride u shirts to swaddle Alana Uh Uh

Ariel I did get to sing that song Total Eclipse of The Heart with Jim, though, and that made me feel better for a while.

Arista I dunno the ice castle was pretty fun

Attina um excuse me

Ariel Ice castle?

Attina also i'm sorry you were worried ariel 💗 but everyone is okay! 😄

Andrina wow and didnt invite me ris

Arista it was like ice skating and slippery but super cold so minus points for that

Andrina frankly that's so offensive

Attina WHAT were you doing in the ice castle

Arista I was on a rescue mission

Alana Wow

Ariel I'm glad we're all okay. We need to find magic portable bathtubs in the future though

Andrina on it ariel [finger gun emoji]

Ariel Who were you rescuing?

Alana thankfully the arcade sinks worked

Ariel Attina said you and Adella were home with Daddy

Attina wait for WHO what.

Alana Wow ris gets all the fun

Andrina five bucks if she says van

Arista Van got stuck in the blizzard out there so she went to the nearest building which was the ice castle. It's okay though guys Urs came too. Buddy system. I'm not totally clueless

Alana how was it Alana what is the yelp review

Andrina how was the service Andrina and did u lick the walls

Attina how did ??? that happen?

Ariel You risked your life to save Van? That's so romantic. Is she okay?

Alana nothing says love like hypothermia Alana just ask jack Dawson

Aquata at least you weren't alone out there

Ariel Who?

Attina god.

Ariel OH

Andrina wow

Attina wow

Alana titanic lad

Ariel The guy from Titanic!

Aquata oh my god ariel

Ariel Ugh he was so dreamy

Aquata yet you couldn't remember his name

Andrina was he

Attina how do *you* of all people forget that

Alana rose looked like his mum I swear

Ariel I remembered Jack!! Ariel Dawson threw me off for just a second!!

Arista um I would say 4 stars. Like definitely did not have the proper outfit. But it was super fun. Like an ice theme park. But totally cold. So much cold. Van is okay. Van, Urs, Kim and me are all at Urs'. Kim ended up rescuing everyone actually.

Alana imagine titanic but it's a MILF learning to love again

Attina ariel she tAKEs his NAME in the END how do you forGET

Andrina i'd watch that movie

Ariel Why didn't you get all bundled up before going out there??

Attina okay wait i need you to walk me through *exactly* what happened

Alana Wow go Kim rock on

Andrina still offended i wasn't invited

Ariel and I only forgot for a SECOND

Aquata you still forgot

Ariel FOR A SECOND

Alana I'm offended you got a BLOODY ICE Palace and I got orange Gatorade

Arista I was in Chapter Three with Urs and then Van texted me. I didn't have time for bundling up

Ariel I have Romeo and Juliet on the brain still!!!

Aquata Hey Tina remember how you told me that everyone was going to stay inside? Funny how that works out, huh?

Ariel I practiced my lines so much to keep from going crazy that I think I have them all perfectly memorized now

Andrina hey an quality time with ariel alana

Alana ah yes

Attina um well six out of seven did so i don't really like your tone, missy

Andrina did YOU participate in any karaoke with the jimmeister

Ariel I'm glad I had at least one of you there with me, Alana kept me sane

Alana Ariel singing as we all freeze to death Alana no, I broke into a vending machine with him

Aquata You really want to go there with me?

Arista Oooh what snack did you get

Ariel So wait, Ris, when did you get home?

Alana bottled water and cheetohs

Attina i don't think i need to go anywhere with you, aquata, i kept you safe--and ris is safe too i'm not going to apologize.

Aquata YOU kept me safe!?!? Are you fucking kidding me?

Alana uhoh

Arista excellent choices lans

Ariel Woah, hey, guys, don't fight

Attina uh yeah you're not dead in the snow so.

Alana remind me again why I'm the bitchy one

Andrina idk alana Andrina false advertising tbh

Ariel You're not... bitchy

Arista I don't think anyone's the bitchy one

Alana awh thanks Ariel

Ariel You're assertive and independent

Arista everyone gets cranky sometimes.

Aquata Yeah, you didn't FORCE me to stay inside. So no, it was not you that kept me safe.

Andrina in OTHER news i definitely borrowed a bottle or two of vodka from the court so if anyone is down for a post-swynlake-disaster throwdown

Ariel I think the storm and being without water for days didn't help

Alana yes please

Arista Oooooh vodka

Aquata I'll pass.

Ariel We should all get together for a group swim. I feel really thirsty and feverish still

Attina i think you've not got a leg to stand on, aquata you're still alive and not frozen to death ANYWAYS

Ariel I don't think I took a long enough bath

Attina andrina you need to give that back.

Andrina chill mom i'll pay i just dint have my wallet on me

Alana they won't miss it

Andrina in other other news i learned how to tie a cherry stem with my tongue while in there

Alana no one goes there for top shelf vodka they go there for tits

Alana nice

Attina who taught you to do that??

Andrina myself Andrina while u were flirting with aussie boy

Attina also it's not like we needed to steal it

Alana ^^

Attina i wASNT FLIRTING

Andrina only goes for aussies now Andrina here's the kicker Andrina ready

Alana is thou dabbling in two rivers of men

Andrina he Andrina is Andrina paul's Andrina roommate

Attina his accent was cute but Attina NOT FLIRTING

Alana NICE

Arista Oh no. That's bad

Ariel Attina!!!!

Andrina two for one amirite

Alana Wow u can walk from one room to the next

Attina we just had things in COMMON

Ariel have you DTRED YET

Alana what a dirty acronym

Arista Is he handsome? Scale of 1-10

Attina what no not with paul no

Andrina i thought she sneezed

Attina i mean--yeah, he was very handsome of course bUT not the point ~~

Alana threesome threesome

Attina how about that bath ariel ahha i need to relax

Andrina tbh like this guy doesn't have a baby AND he has a turtle sooo Andrina upgrade

Ariel Ew no threesomes guys gross!

Attina he also has a girlfriend so

Alana they are not gross

Arista Ohhhh Attina has cute boys flirting with her

Alana foursome foursome

Arista Turtles! That's so cute

Ariel Paul has a girlfriend? Ariel or the Aussie?

Andrina the aussie

Ariel Does the Aussie have a name?

Attina it was very cute! he showed me pictures of him, his name is scute--he has cute little outfits

Alana Wow invite ice bitch and have a fivesome

Arista What's the Aussies name????

Attina his name is stanley

Ariel Scute?

Andrina see a man who knits outfits for turtles is a man after attina's own heart

Ariel Oh

Arista His turtle's name is Cute?

Attina Scute--but pretty cute, he has some fancy long name but i can't remember it--i think the middle name was ashley. Attina oh! i hope he was okay, i've been worried. the heat lamp would've turned off during the storm.

Alana slide in his sms

Andrina all in favour of attina ditching paul for turtle stud say aye

Ariel Is Scute the turtle okay??

Arista Oh no! The turtle!

Andrina AYE

Alana AYE

Ariel No, you can't ditch Paul!!

Ariel He has kids!!

Andrina ugh ariel

Aquata he has a girlfriend, that's homewrecking.

Alana Paul has baggage

Ariel Stanley has a girlfriend!

Alana o tru

Ariel What Aquata said!

Arista Yeah! No homewrecking

Attina this shouldn't even be a conversATION

Ariel What baggage does Paul have??

Aquata um, he has children and a psycho ex?

Attina he doesn't have baggage he's perfectly lovely

Aquata thats what we established right?

Arista I dunno I don't think Attina has seen his closet yet

Aquata not his actual baggage Ris

Alana I'm p sure Ted Bundys victims would've called him perfectly lovely too

Arista Ohhh I dunno you can tell a lot by someone's baggage

Ariel Why are kids baggage?

Andrina right what can u tell about me from my baggage ris

Aquata fun fact they did call him lovely.

Ariel And it's not his fault if his ex is- well, is she really psycho?

Andrina idk ariel did she seem psycho Andrina u spent 2 days with her

Alana did u hear about the speed dating thing

Attina ugh why does this always turn into a convo about PAUL

Arista Ohhh I dunno you can tell a lot by someone's baggage

Ariel Why are kids baggage?

Andrina right what can u tell about me from my baggage ris

Aquata fun fact they did call him lovely.

Ariel And it's not his fault if his ex is- well, is she really psycho?

Andrina idk ariel did she seem psycho Andrina u spent 2 days with her

Alana did u hear about the speed dating thing

Attina ugh why does this always turn into a convo about PAUL

Ariel I mean not really, she didn't try to murder anyone or anything, I think she was just worried about her kids and it made her on edge

Alana she like stormed out in a rage just cuz he like talked to other girls lol

Andrina sorry you're the most interesting one of us

Aquata because you're boy crazed

Alana so she might kill atty

Arista I don't remember everyone's baggage. Do you have baggage?

Aquata shes defo gonna kill atty

Alana Yah don't mind me I'm boring lol

Andrina just kidding we should go back to talking about the ice castle

Aquata its been nice knowing you

Andrina i need specs

Ariel Why do you guys think she's gonna kill Teen??? Don't joke about that!!!

Attina no one is going to KILL ME

Alana I think ris is snogging van

Attina yes, let's talk about hte ICE CASTLE

Alana giving her a good old Australian kiss

Andrina dammit ris

Ariel How are you and Paul though Attina?

Attina what the hell is an australian kiss

Andrina wow

Alana oh you know

Andrina do u wanna tell her alana Andrina or me

Arista Van isn't Australian

Attina we're fine--good i think i dunno i haven't heard from him actually

Alana Like a French kiss Alana but down under

Aquata but down under Aquata ha ha

Arista Stan is Australian

Alana aqua I know you think I'm cool but come up w ur own lines

Ariel He hasn't checked on you?

Aquata I really don't think your cool so....????

Attina what an incredibly weird name

Andrina *you're

Alana Lol

Attina also no, ariel he hasn't but it's fine he's got his babies to worry about

Ariel Have you checked on him? Ariel Maybe he's too preoccupied with the babies

Arista Have you checked on the turtles???

Attina no he's got his babies to worry about

Ariel They're so CUTE

Alana they r loud

Ariel They're babies

Andrina do they do any tricks

Alana but cute ok i guess Alana patch can do a newsstand

Attina they're only a year old, paul was telling me they're starting to talk though!

Andrina wow never heard of that one before Andrina a newsstand

Ariel newsstand? Ariel what's that?

Alana he sells papers on the streets

Andrina like a 21st century newsie

Ariel No he doesn't, he's a baby

Andrina wears the lil hat and everything

Alana it's reverse child labor Alana what no

Attina that makes me want to get him a newsie hat wouldn' that be adorable

Arista Wow that's so cute!

Andrina technically newsies were employed by the papers they sold

Alana start an young Alana **THEM

Attina do they have newsie hats for babies

Andrina wow you should do that and tell paul about this very conversation

Alana sorry nails

Andrina "my sisters want to support your child's newsie career"

Attina he'd probably get a kick out of it, honestly but i can't tell him we were talking about him Attina obviously

Alana lockpicking really does a number on ur nails lemme tell you Alana u can just say we brought it up since Ariel and I met the babies sorta

Arista Maybe Stan can knit Paul's kid a Newsie hat

Alana beautiful

Attina oh! there we go!

Andrina i ship this polyamorous relationship

Alana get stan to knit me a bra

Ariel Would a knit bra be comfortable?

Attina it's not polyamorous guys and girls can be friends

Alana yeah it's like a cure bracket Alana **BRALETTE

Ariel Wait, what's polyamorous?

Alana when u r dating more than one person but like they all know Alana and r cool w it

Andrina the ideal we should all strive for

Alana and r maybe dating each other too

Attina not for me, thank you.

Alana more boys to score u, atty

Ariel Wouldn't they get jealous?? Ariel I would get SO jealous

Alana nah some people don't get super jealous

Andrina jealousy can be transcended Andrina sides ppl get jealous in monogamous relationship see ice bitch for an example

Alana ^^

Andrina she's not even IN a relationship and she's still plotting murder

Attina we don't know that Attina she could be fine with it

Andrina that mighhhht be true

Attina she could be perfectly lovely

Andrina but it also might noooot be true Andrina and judging on current data

Ariel Who's Ice Bitch again?

Andrina its more likely nooooot true

Alana ok well p sure I can get her number for u and u can ask her urself Alana perdita

Attina how are you going to get her number Attina also no.

Andrina i can stalk her and then pretend to be her friend and get the deets

Alana i have my ways

Andrina that's a more convoluted plan than alana's but more fun for me so

Alana also like the cast list

Andrina plus what else am i doing with my summer Andrina nothing

Attina i would really just like all of you to butt out of it honestly it is very tender and new and easily breakable, like the delicate ecosystem of the reef.

Ariel Why do you guys all not like her so much?

Andrina well the reef similie's convinced me

Alana Ariel scroll back to the "stormed out in a jealous rage during speed dating bc how dare Paul talk to another girl when they aren't even in a relationship"

Attina we don't know that's why she stormed out Attina maybe she had to make a phone call

Ariel Yeah

Alana I'm sure she has her reasons but the fact is atty is still entering dangerous waters

Andrina the Angriest Phone Call.

Alana lmao ok

Ariel She could have stormed out because a guy said something rude Ariel You don't know

Attina oh that's true too

Aquata yes, I'm SURE that it was because she was answering her phone Aquata or said something rude Aquata definitely

Alana and her friend ran after her bc that's what happens when u answer the phone

Attina look, i'm going to give her the benefit of the doubt until proven otherwise.

Andrina personally i always use the buddy system when making phone calls

Alana don't say we didn't warn you Alana she's like tswift in blank space

Ariel Who ran after her?

Alana uhh redhead

Attina oh i think her name starts with an "a"

Alana ani...ta?

Ariel Then maybe a guy really did do or say something rude and her redhead friend was making sure she was okay

Andrina le gasp its one of us

Attina yes that's it! anita

Alana even ends w an a too

Attina wow that name is rather...triton isn't it, though blends better lol

Andrina can i befriend ANITA an get the deets then Andrina give me some sort of covert mission

Alana I support that

Attina i think i told you to stay out of it actually Attina no your marching orders are to stay out of it, it's not fair of you to pry into my personal business

Andrina ok does anyone have any kind of covert mission for me

Alana get another bottle from a different swynlake establishment

Andrina thnx Andrina that'll be my tuesday activity

Attina andrina no sTEALING

Ariel Ummm teach me how to fake kiss?

Andrina you just put ur hands in front of ur mouth

Ariel Doesn't that look super obvious??

Aquata how the hell did we get here?

Andrina ok to be more specific it's like your thumb. and the rest of your hand just looks like you're gently caressing the cheek of your lover Andrina its Advice with Andrina hour duh

Ariel huh

Andrina i can show you later lucky number seven i'll fake kiss u to the moon

Ariel I feel like I'm gonna laugh too much

Andrina well DONT its very SERIOUS

Attina then you'll wind up *actually* kissing her

Andrina i've kissed worse Andrina unfortunately lmao

Ariel I don't wanna kiss my sister!!! Ariel Or Marie Ariel Marie is nice and pretty but I don't really want to kiss a girl I don't think

Andrina a shame tbh they are uuuuusally better kisses

Attina never know until you try lmao

Andrina taste nice, smell nice, soft lips

Ariel But boyyyyys

Aquata it's a play, you're fine

Attina something you're not telling us andy?

Andrina ok everyone here knows i have kissed girls before i kissed brit like a few weeks ago for free shots at pixie's lmao

Adella girl kisses are much better

Andrina thank you dell

Attina there is a diff between kissing girls for drinks and kissing them because they smell nice

Ariel Wait is Andrina gay now too?

Andrina yup Andrina gay today, who knows what i'll be tomorrow

Adella are any of us gay?

Andrina isnt everyone a little gay

Ariel Isn't Arista?

Attina i'm pretty sure i'm not

Andrina ariel for the last time

Ariel I don't think I am

Andrina love u

Adella we're both bi

Andrina but just because you date or kiss a girl does not make you gay

Ariel Oh Ariel I know that!!

Andrina please google "sexuality"

Attina i think there is some liek beautiful irony to the twins being bi idk

Adella same tbh

Ariel I know about sexuality!! Ariel I just wanted to be sure

Andrina then dont ask me if im gay just cuz ive kissed a girl or two

Adella girls are great u should def kiss the girl

Aquata yet you think kissing marie will automatically make you gay

Ariel I dunno how it works, I only really like guys Ariel I didn't say that Ariel I just don't want to kiss her

Adella bet her lips are softer than dash's

Attina everyone leave ariel alone, she's still learning

Andrina oh definitely i bet dash tastes like cheese

Attina oh that's definitely true you know she uses some fancy french moisturizer or something

Adella plus isn't that a part of being an actress like ur not kissin her cause u think she's cute

Ariel Don't Ariel You can't just

Adella ur doin it cause she's ur romeo

Ariel You don't know what Dash tastes like!!

Andrina hey im js Andrina and i like cheese so Andrina it was a compliment

Adella same

Ariel I mean I guess?

Aquata hes a teenage boy, of course he tastes like cheese

Attina also good point della

Andrina yeah it's for the S T A G E

Ariel Stop talking about what my boyfriend tastes like please!!

Attina and like i *said* if you're uncomfortable, just tell simba

Ariel Maybe I'll try it. Like, just a peck or something?

Aquata there you go

Adella doesn't haveta be full tongue

Ariel I wanna make sure Dash is okay with it though

Attina well you certainly aren't going to be making out with her on stage

Aquata im sure he's going to understand conisdering its a play

Ariel Okay okay

Adella unless u wanna

Aquata though you dont need his permission for everything

Adella but i mean

Attina i doubt he's expecting anything more than a peck, could even be a cheek kiss really--whatever you're comfortable with

Adella truuuuuu

Andrina marie has to want it too also

Andrina maybe MARIE doesn't wanna kiss YOU ariel Andrina huh ever think about THAT lil missy

Ariel It's okay if she doesn't

Attina just like it's okay if you don't

Ariel I don't know how to feel if she like, really does tho

Attina it's not her decision, it's yours

Andrina let her down easy,

Ariel Okay

Adella still think it's dumb if u don't even try tho Adella js

Attina consent is important Attina even in a play

Ariel it is!

Aquata I'm pretty sure the fact that she signed on to be romeo automatically means that shes consenting to the kiss

Aquata otherwise she wouldn't have agreed

Andrina that's not true Andrina it's a teen production lol its not that big a deal if they kiss or not

Adella we're all glazing over the fact that it's just a stage kiss again

Aquata ^^^

Andrina yeah but people can still be uncomfortable with that

Adella 3 minutes ago u were on team stage kiss

Andrina i wouldn't be, but heeey who knows people got religious reasons or values or something-- i mean i totally am team stage kiss but its not THAT big a deal either way

Ariel We'll see guys okay Ariel I don't like feeling pressured though Ariel Is everyone going to be expecting us to kiss? Because then I have to at least stage kiss I don't want to let everyone down

Andrina just talk to simba and you'll be fine

Attina i think you can easily sell the performance without a kiss, but listen to andrina, talk to simba--he's been in lots of plays before, he'll know what's up.