Entry 5
Okay so the past few weeks has been... Weird. Apparently I've been sick because I'm sex deprived. I didn't even fucking know that was a thing. Danny /loves/ this and honestly I'm fine with it. I've had like 3 fights with Danny over the past month so OFC nothing has been happening and I think it's stress and that fact that made me sick. I'm just sick of fighting with him so I am 100% committing to change. I'm going to try to stop being so jealous and stop being so irritable and just be happy that I married my soulmate. I think I can do it. In other news before I know what was wrong with me, Anna and I thought I was pregnant and I'm not gonna lie I freaked out. Danny and I never talked about another kid and before that we were talking about Fleur and how she was always nice to me and I never knew and I just felt horrible and I literally ran away from Anna into the woods and cried. I wasn't pregnant but I just freaked out. I should really talk to Danny about that but... Later. Anna had Daisy and that kid is so fucking cute. She's a little angel and she loves her parents so much. Anna is obsessed with her (who wouldn't be, the kid is adorable) and I love watching her take care of Daisy. She's a brilliant mum. Crystal and Farrah are pregnant and I'm so happy for them! They can't wait and I know they'll be great parents!! Taylor AND Sam showed up here and tbh I started shipping them since then. It took almost two weeks but he finally asked her out and I cannot be happy enough for them. Danny isn't too thrilled but... Oops? Kai and Sierra are growing up so fucking fast. Sierra is almost equally both Danny and I. She has her moments when I see Danny and then there's the moments where she's like me and hits her brother and yells and its... Challenging. But rewarding. Kai on the other hand is adorable and only loud when Sierra is. They both love Daisy though! The nightmares started coming back and they've been depressing me... The meds aren't really helping but Dannys helping to remind me everyday to take them. He's the perfect husband and I love him so much. That's it for now! See you soon!
















