#banging meth

He contacted me.. After 11 months he reached me by Facebook. I was .. I can’t describe what I was feeling. I was beside myself. Until he typed the words saying I fucked his life up. That I was to blame for everything. Not the fact he was a heroin addict 20+ years and stole and lied to everyone. That when I left there was absolutely nothing left in the apartment. No fridge even or dishes, just nothing. He says he is still on the streets of south Africa. How he got hold of a phone I didnt ask. He asked if I was using…I stated yes, using meth. But had not touched heroin since. I told him I have been homeless for months now.

I am in shock. He stated he misses me, but He is supposed to contact me the same time tomorrow… But why should he bother?

I just don’t know how I feel. Like shooting up is what I want