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[To: Slays Me] Did you make it home safely ?

[ TEXT: spirit guide ] You literally live across the street, there is not much distance to cross.

[ TEXT: spirit guide ] But yes, I did.

Rose hadn’t really intended for the mood to grow so heavy, but she could tell that she hadn’t just been stating the obvious. The dhampir had also struck a cord with Adrian. And to be fair, she should have known better. Hadn’t he been the one to shock his parents with promises of raising little dhampir babies, while Rose herself went out and made a living protecting other Moroi from danger? 

Until now, she hadn’t realized just how serious he’d been in his desires for a different kind of future than the one laid out by his parents. Rose had just discarded it as a somewhat childish attempt at trying to earn his parents’ disapproval. It had been uncomfortable then and the thought now still made her feel the same way. Probably because of the mention of children, which wasn’t really in any of her future plans. 

“I’d rather die for you than a lot of the other Moroi out there,’ she told him, trying to lighten the mood a little. It was true though, from as early as she could remember, it had all been about them. Protect the Moroi, at any cost. And she didn’t or wouldn’t question it. That was just the way it was, and Rose knew that nothing would ever change that now. And although she’d likely step in front of any Moroi in trouble, it being so ingrained in her, the dhampir had been honest in saying she’d rather die saving Adrian than anyone else. Well, except Lissa perhaps, but the lengths she would go for the one she’d been bonded with was general knowledge by now. 

Not ever having considered a life outside of becoming Lissa’s guardian and protecting the princess, Rose appeared utterly dumbstruck at the question. What did she want to be? It seemed an easy enough question, but it wasn’t. Never in her entire life, had she ever really considered there to be any other possility than fulffilling her duty towards the Moroi. Not even when she’d been living on the outside with Lissa, because even that had all been about keeping her charge safe. Was there really anything else she COULD be? 

“I don’t know. I don’t think there’s anything else I can want to be for myself, because that would mean giving up Lissa and I can’t do that.” The honesty stung her like a bee with every word, because saying it only made it that much more true. Rose was stuck. Where she would have rebelled against it to a certain degree in the past, free will was non-existent to her now, because she was just too good a dhampir. 

“So I guess best I can hope for is being your sexy, not-so-secret lover until they ship you off to marry some beautiful, tall Moroi girl.” Rose winked, chuckling softly as she moved forward to sit on his lap, wrapping her arms around him as she did. it was time to get him out of whatever mood she had carelessly put him in, and bring out her more funloving boyfriend to brighten her day. “And maybe even then.” 

“ Woah, hold on a minute there dude, you want me to what now? “ hands are place on hips, lips pursed and brows raised as she stares at him in bewilderment. “ If you’re so good at compulsion or- whatever it is you weird vampires call it, why the heck don’t you do it yourself? “ brows furrow into a frown. “ Aren’t your family rich or something? Why do you need to steal it anyway? “ a snort, hands raised in a defensive gesture. “ Hey i ain’t against some light thievery, needs must and all but needs must why exactly? little hazy on the details. “ 

The young dhampir girl was nearly floating in a dreamlike state from the remembrance of how the vampire endorphins made you feel. It would be so EASY to submit to the pleasure like feeling, allowing yourself to forget about everything and everyone else to just live in this one moment. All it would take is ONE BITE - one tiny, painless bi---

With all her mental and physical strength, Rose pulled back from Adrian, her dark brown eyes staring at him with mixed emotion of shock, terror and desire.

The skin of her neck burned in fire, where his lips and FANGS had touched it, and she was not sure what she wanted more - to punch him or to kiss him.

❝Adrian..I am not a BLOODWH--❞ The words died on her lips, when she saw his own reaction to what had nearly happened. His deep green eyes looked at her with such sincere horror and hurt, what she believed could only be from her quick assumptions he might think of her that way - that it was like a stab at in heart. She was impulsive, and she might burn in hell for a list of her endless poor decision in the life, but this wasn't going to be one of them.

Before he could say a word, she pressed her lips to his, allowing her heart join a crazy marathon, and offering her neck afterwards. Putting all her trust and dignity into Adrian's hands.

      The Witching Hour was crowded and noisy, just as Dimitri had remembered it. Despite the chaotic atmosphere of the gambling resort, the guardian also knew that it was safe. Relatively speaking anyway. Passing by a hallway that held a sign reading ᴇᴍᴇʀɢᴇɴᴄʏ ᴇxɪᴛ, a flood of unwanted memories bombarded his mind. The last time Dimitri had been in Las Vegas, he hadn’t been himself. His eyes found the spot on the wall where he’d pinned Rose –– so close to killing the woman he loves.

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The blonde looked at Adrian, looking into his beautiful green eyes. 

They shone so brightly, and looked so alive. 

She really hadn’t seen anything more beautiful than those green eyes.

“Thats not how you’ve made it sound before.” She breathed, still looking into those eyes.

“All the parties, the girls...” She said.

“And you have Rose, and Jill.. and Lissa.” She reminded him. 

She then looked at his hand. Biting her lip, she reached forwards and rest her hand lightly on top of his and let her thumb lightly brush over his knuckles.

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[To: Slays Me]  Without me ? ;)

[ TEXT: spirit guide ] Okay, what the fuck

[ TEXT: spirit guide ] HOW DO YOU KNOW WHERE I AM

@badassjetsteele​ sent this from ( the morning after ) starter pack !

“  I like having you here at night.  ”

 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ❛  I like being here at night too; your bed is cozy. ❜  She answered quietly, sleep still dwelling on her features. Bringing her arm up to rub across her eyes and into her cheeks, Jo inhaled a deep breath before exhaling it into a long yawn. Both hands then stretched upwards, touching the headboard in order to get the blood flowing, to get her muscles working again ― and once she could fell her body’s strength returning back to her, the slayer moved her body to the side where she cuddled against the blankets, and azure hues opened to meet the vampire’s emerald ones before her lips curled into a light smile. Then, one hand reached up to pat down the mattress, as if to prove her point and her voice took on a lighter hue before she rolled upon her back and playfully added; ❛  Jeez, I might even be taking advantage of you for this bed. It’s okay though; It’s not you, it’s the bed. ❜