Jul 14
whenever i see boys genuinely looking so good wearing makeup im like. i wish i could wear makeup but in like.. a boy way
#i never wear makeup cause it makes me feel weird#like#bad weird#but maybe it would be better if i was born a boy#or if i could take testosterone#if i were to wear makeup id just look like a girl#mostly i dont wear makeup cause the sensory overload though#also because i feel physically incapable of wearing normal makeup as an emo#someone would have to do the pretty girl makeup for me#idk i do want to feel pretty#but like#......#in a boy way#man gender is so weird#what am i?#it doesnt matter#personal
