170902 19:19. itās been a while since i was as productive like this, lol. since iām out of school for the time being... iām not going bc of my financial situation basically iām āāsuspendedāā bc of unpaid tuition. thatās the hard truth laid out there, folks! i sent out an appeal to reinstate my schoolās scholarship program but iām not betting on it. i just hope my situation will be resolved asap.
this was from this afternoon -- iām doing maths rn. (iām taking a break ok donāt judge my studyblring) the artwork above is hokyoung kimās sirens, which iām analyzing/doing a rendition of for visual arts. there are also my psychology notes. thank god for my teachers & my friends, who are super understanding of my situation.
not many people in the studyblr community talk about their financial problems. itās a combination of most the accounts that are well-known being well-off financially, with being able to buy all that stationery & stuff to keep up that aestheticā¢, so all that discussion is buried; or because itās just simply embarrassing -- baring yourself like that, in the midst of all the overpriced mildliners and muji pens. i get that. i feel myself shriveling as i just casually talk about it in this post. but thatās our reality. if youāre in a situation similar like mine, i hope the world will be softer and kinder for you. itās not easy to pretend like everythingās okay.













