#babeonabudget

Hi guys. My name is Jamie I'm 27 years and I'm going to take you on a journey. My journey that is. I am currently a heroin addict. I had almost five years clean before I relapsed. I'm going to take you into the life of an addict all the way to when I get clean and become a millionaire. Yes I said millionaire. Your probably thinking how is a heroin addict going to become a millionaire? Don't ask me but I just know. I will take you day by day, my ups and downs, my self discoveries, and I will be 100% real and honest along the way. We all have to start somewhere.

Day 1.

I used again today, not much that is. Well only because we are broke. We just spent like 1300 in the last two days on this shit. Ugh. I already filled my taxes and plan on getting clean when it comes in. It probably won't be here until the end of February before I get them so you'll be reading alot of bitching and moaning until then. I guess that's part of the process huh? My life is ordinary besides the heroin addict part. House, husband, job, two kids. I'm still holding the fort down somehow. I've been back on drugs a little over 6 months, I want to say. It could be longer though. I had almost 5 years clean before I relapsed. There was something very significant that happened that helped the process of relapse. But I won't be getting into that tonight. I'll save that long story for another day. I called out of work today because of constipation. How pathetic is that? Of course I didn't tell my boss that. Can you imagine me calling my boss and being like hey boss lady can I take the day off so I can take a massive shit? See boss lady I'm a heroin addict and doing that stuff constipates you. I need to drink citrate and shit until my heart desires. Is that too much to ask boss? But I didn't say that instead I lied about someone being sick. I didn't start with Heroin. Actually I didn't even do heroin the first time I used 5 years ago. I started with Opanas but they were expensive. I'm a #babeonabudget. My husband request we try H. I don't shoot just snort. I don't know what the big fuss about H is. It kind of sucks. But it's cheap. Even if no one reads this I'm still going to commit to writing in this everyday until I become a millionaire. You know when you just know something is going to happen to you? Well that's how I feel about this. I'm going to take whoever wants to come on this journey from #addict to #millionaire with me. I'm going and it's going to probably suck getting there but I'm going. who's going to join me? Until next time.....

-Jme