After the Lamb brought us in, it took some getting used to. But looking around, it was surprisingly nice.

Happy Mother's day, momma Forneus!!!! I remember your warmth like it was yesterday. I love you and I miss you a lot. I hope that you're well, if you're out there!

As awful as this might sound, I often times wonder if Master Narinder ever cared for Aym and I at all. There were times where it seemed not. That might be because he lacks emotional availability. But the thought still lingers in the back of my mind, and I feel so very guilty for it. Did I mean something to you? Did I ever make you proud, master Narinder?

It makes me happy to know that I was spared in my canon even when I was ready to die protecting my master... though, I do see him more as a father figure.. I truly hope he's not disappointed in me.

HI BAAL HERE WITH AN UPDATE

Hello, Baal here! Been a while, I apologize. It's been a wild few months. I think I'm developing feelings for someone. I don't know why I came here, I just wanted someone to tell. Since Aym and Narinder aren't here, and the Lamb isn't either. This guy I've been talking to? He makes me really, really happy. Gives me this giddy feeling in my chest. I don't quite know how to describe it, I just. Kinda wanted to tell someone.

Master Narinder, I'm sorry to have failed you. And Aym, I'm sorry you had to watch. I don't know if any of you are here but I just want you both to know that I care for you; Nari as an adoptive father and Aym as my one and only brother. I hope you're well.

guilt just hit rlly hard. like a truck so here’s an apology. ruby knowby, i am deeply sorry for all that i have done, for years of ab!se that i did to you. i know sorry will not break it, nothing could ever excuse my past actions. and slashy, i am sorry for taking my anger out upon you. i had no right to take out my pent up rage from my own childhood against my own son. I apologize for formerly refusing to accept you as my kin..