Sweet Spot ✓
smut, established relationship; 6k words
“Your lover has always become more honest when he is drunk. Tonight, after a night of drinking with his best friend, he shamelessly reveals that he could be daring as well.”
Press Play ✓
smut, established relationship, non-idol au, producer/artist!B.I; 3k words
“Though your visits to his studio have been quite rare during the busiest time of his life, it isn’t too surprising to have him asking for your help and for you to join him as he works late at night. You simply had not been expecting to find yourself fulfilling his odd request instead.”
What You Wanted ✓
smut, established relationship, first time; 10k words
“You have no idea how you ended up here. It all started with an innocent date, which escalates into something more. Something that is not quite so innocent. But he gladly follows your lead, always ready to give you everything that he could offer, knowing that—deep down—this is exactly what you wanted all along.”
Overdrive ✓
smut, musician/artist!B.I, manager!reader, friends with benefits au; 13k words
“As his personal manager who always works closely with him in both his professional activities and private matters, it has become one of your duties to cater to his needs, to always be on his beck and call, even if you have to put aside your own needs to please him.”
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It was a small glade with a river running through it and sunflowers everywhere. It made his small cramped office more depressing to hang such a picture on his wall, but at least now he could pretend he had a window.
Hanbin knew you hated his job as much as much as he did. You could’ve pushed him to quit and pursue his dream making music, but you understood that he needed something reliable to pay the bills. Even if it was soul sucking.
Just as he sat as his desk, there was a delicate knock at his door. He looked up to find your gorgeous smile. “Hey, Binnie.”
“Hey, baby.” He tried to stand but you waved him off, shutting the door behind you then going to sit on his lap. “What brings you all the way up here?”
You pressed a kiss to his cheek. “Had to go to FedEx to drop off packages for shipping. I saw that I wasn’t too far from you and thought I’d come see you. Did I interrupt anything?”
He kissed your neck in return. “Not at all. I just put up the painting you bought,” he nodded his head in its direction, “and was thinking it’s way too beautiful to be kept away in here.”
You looked at it. “Hm. You could paint your office a color to match the palette. Make it more cheery and calming.” You pursed your lips as you thought about it. “Some plants and knick-knacks and it could remind you of home.”
“So I should just paint your face across one wall? ‘Cause home is wherever you are.”
You blushed and hid your face in his neck. “Stop it.”
“It’s true! I think I could happy anywhere as long as you’re with me.”
Your head turned to the door the moment you heard the sound of the code being entered. The phone that you’d been mindlessly scrolling on completely discarded as you jumped up and made your way to the door excitedly. It was nearly 3 am and your boyfriend was only just getting home.
“Hanbinnie!” You said excitedly, falling into his arms the moment the door opened.
Between you being busier these days with your ever increasing workload and Hanbin working on his comeback you two found yourselves constantly missing each other. This was due to either partner being asleep when the other came home or leaving before the other could awaken.
His arms wrapped around and squeezed tightly while walking you two deeper into the house and closing the door with his foot.
“What are you doing still awake babe?” He asked, his voice close to your ear as he nuzzled his face into your neck not wanting to release the hug.
You giggled and gently pushed on his chest so you could look at him. Once he reluctantly let you go you leaned against him, looking into his eyes.
“Well I got your schedule…“ You started to say but before you could finish your sentence he cut you off with a soft kiss against your lips, his index finger and thumb gently cradling your chin.
Your eyelids fluttered as you tried to recall the rest of your sentence.
“Sorry I couldn’t resist.” He said softly, his lips still tantalizingly close. “You can continue now.”
“Huh? Oh.. yeah I…uhm.. ugh, you can't just kiss me mid sentence. I don't even remember what I was trying to say.” You huffed.
He softly laughed at you “You were saying you got my schedule…?”
“Right. Yeah uhm I got your schedule and…uhm…”
The way he gazed at you made it impossible to finish a thought. “Oh forget it.” You said, exasperated by how flustered your boyfriend still made you after all this time.
“The point is my schedule is clear tomorrow and so is yours.”
“Really? There were like 7 meetings I had to be at tomorrow.” He questioned all while his hands slid lower and lower down your back.
“Moved.” You said simply, becoming more and more distracted the lower his hands traveled.
It actually didn’t matter to him how tired he would be tomorrow, looking at you right now made him realize the level in which he missed you. Your gorgeous smile, your melodic voice, your beautiful laugh, your sexy body, all which were enough to keep him wide awake.
Your eyelids became heavier as he leaned in closer to you, your lips mere breaths away from touching when he suddenly pulled away and made his way to the bedroom.
You glared at him when you caught sight of the smirk that playfully teased the corner of his mouth.
“I’m gonna go shower, it’s been a long day.” He said before disappearing through the door.
You did the last bits of cleaning in the kitchen and then went and got a towel to throw in the dryer to get warm for him. A little something you liked to do for him ever since he expressed to you how much he didn’t like being cold. The laundry machines were in the bathroom so you quickly grabbed a towel from the dresser and brought it to the dryer.
He was already in the shower and you could see his silhouette through the fogged glass, aiding in working you up more than you already were. He was humming and paid no mind to you entering the bathroom like you always did. You turned to exit the bathroom but paused when Hanbin called your name asking if you could pass him the shampoo.
You got the shampoo from the sink cabinet when a mischievous smile blossomed on your face at a thought that had just sprung into your mind. You slowly pulled your tee shirt above your head tossing it onto the floor along with your underwear. You held back a giggle as you snuck over to him.
You slid the glass quickly yelling boo, bursting into laughter at his startled face. He frowned at you but you continued to laugh until you felt his hand wrapped around your wrist. Suddenly you found yourself pressed against his wet, warm, hard chest… the hot water from the shower now flowing down your back. You looked up at his dark eyes causing your breath to stop in your lungs. His expression was one of pure infatuation, your naked bodies completely flush against each other.
“It seems we had similar plans.” He said.
You tilted your head inquisitively and he gestured to the open shampoo that was already in the shower.
You gasped dramatically, “You planned to pull me in the shower all along didn’t you?”
“And you already planned to join me.” He replied with a smirk.
You shrugged nonchalantly before bringing your hands to his face, caressing his cheek with one and moving his wet hair out of it with the other.
Without another word your lips quickly tangled with his as if it were the most natural thing in the world. His hands that craved to feel you now relished in their victory.
Hanbin caressed your every curve taking extra time on your ass which he was ever so obsessed with. He squeezed your hips and thighs before playfully giving your ass a slap, the water making it sting more than usual. You gasped into his mouth and he used that as a chance to slide his tongue in and take control of the kiss. He pulled your leg over his hip and you felt his hard member against your core, making the heat of your desire much more intense.
He pressed your back against the wall continuing in his plans to ravishing your supple flesh. His soft lips bounced from one spot to another, never forgetting to give attention to all the ones he knew you loved. A particularly hard suck against your bosom earned him a playful slap against his shoulder which to your secret delight encouraged him more than discouraging him. You loved to be marked by him, to have something to remember him by while he was away.
His hands massaged you as his kisses and kitten licks traveled lower and lower, down the valley of your breast, over the beating of your heart, past your navel, stopping right at your aching heat.
Hanbin lowered to his knees in front of you, your leg lifted on his shoulder while he continued his work. You threw your head back, almost falling the moment his tongue entered you. Your fingers laced through his hair and pulled with every flick of his skillful tongue causing him to moan against you, the vibrations making everything more intoxicating.
Your breathing became more rapid and your moans more desperate, the sensation of his mouth against your pussy beyond mesmerizing. And just like that your body shook as your orgasm rushed through you. Hanbin held your hips still as he lapped up your juices, overstimulating you in the process.
Once Hanbin pulled away you quickly tried to catch your breath but he clearly had other plans. His lips crashed against yours, your leg back wrapped around him. He braced you against the wall just before pushing his length inside of you, stretching you ever so deliciously. You cried out as tears pricked your eyes, the intensity of the post orgasm sensitivity paired with the sudden fullness was disorienting.
Hanbin slowly began to move inside of you while he littered breathy kisses against your damp flesh. Water poured between your bodies and he held you tightly so you wouldn’t fall. You could hardly process anything as he pounded into you, the pleasure already balling in your stomach. Your cries echoed against the shower walls and his breathy moans filled the remaining pockets of quiet.
Hanbins movement stuttered and you could feel that he was getting closer. You were practically whimpering when your coils finally snapped again, rippling through your body stronger than the last. Your juices mixed with his pre cum and dripped from your swollen pussy down his cock. He pulled out and watched as the water carried your essence down your thigh. Hanbin hissed through his teeth at the sight. He could never get enough of you.
He used his index and middle fingers to tenderly push the juices back into you before using his cock to stuff it deeper. This time you collapsed into him, the intensity being too much for you to handle. You were sure you didn’t have anything left in you but as he began to move you felt the tightening feeling of another high approaching. His hips snapped into you and you felt as if you would split open. He reached so deep inside of you, his body pressed up against you as he stretched you more than ever.
“Y/N…” he grunted. “You have no idea how much I've missed you.”
You responded with your lips against his, too disoriented to do anything else but messily kiss him.
You could feel him twitching in you already signaling his quickly approaching release. Hanbin spilled into you and with that once again an orgasm shocked through your body. This time your body was completely exhausted so he had to hold you up against him so you wouldn’t fall.
Your labored breathing was what sobered him. You could tell he felt a little bad by how gingerly he washed you, holding you up in the shower. Hanbin took the warm towel out the dryer and wrapped it around you before carrying you into the bedroom and laying you on the bed. He knew how much you hated dry skin so he diligently helped you lotion before pulling one of his shirts over your head, kissing you furrowed brow when you grimaced from the movement. He finished by pulling a pair of panties onto you, giving your butt a gentle smack after you had rolled over and reached for the covers.
Hanbin finished up with himself and then slid into bed with you who was drifting off. You rolled into him and he rubbed your back, shushing you comfortingly when he heard you grimace from the movement. You knew you were gonna be sore as hell in the morning but you didn’t care.
“I love you.” You whispered in a half slurred voice.
“I love you more, babe. Sorry, I got a little carried away.” He said rubbing your hip to sooth you.
“Don’t apologize, I loved every bit of it.” You said snuggling into his embrace.
“Naughty girl.” He said playfully tickling you until you used your last bit of energy to swat him away.
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You should have known it was a bad idea. Actually, following Hanbin’s idea of going out in the middle of the night to God knows where was never a good thing. It got you into sticky situations in the past enough.
After telling him no for a few times, he seemed not to be fazed by it, only pressuring you more into saying yes by promising you to hear his newest song. This is where it all came from. He finished a song some time around 1 AM, and he called you afterward to go hang out with him. He told you he wanted you to listen to it, but it should happen at somewhere else than your or his place. That goes well along with the atmosphere of the song. His words, not yours. The sincerity in his voice convinced you in the end.
“I don’t know what kind of song needs to be heard on a rooftop of an old building,” you mumbled.
Climbing up on the fire escape, the metal steps made muffled sounds as you forcefully thumped on them. “Is it really necessary though? We could have just come when the sun is up for once.”
Hanbin chuckled in a low voice. You shivered, either from the cold or his laugh. If you closed your eyes, you could see his smile, even the little blush on his cheeks caused by the wind.
“Shit!” You whisper-shouted as your foot slipped on the steps and you grabbed tight on the handrail, saving yourself from a nasty fall and possibly from a few broken bones and bruises. Maybe closing your eyes while going up on a fire escape (or any stairs) wasn’t a bright idea. Just like going out to listen to a song in the middle of the night. But it was important to Hanbin, so you came. But it didn’t mean you couldn’t complain about it. “If I die here, I’m going to haunt your ass.”
Hanbin put his hand on yours as you refused to let go of the handrail.
“You promise?” His joking tone was telling a very different story than his tight hold on your fingers. He took your hand in his, and waited for your answer.
This shy and waiting look on his face became the normal lately. The circles of tiredness seemed to be darker than ever, but there was steadiness in his eyes. Like he finally made peace with something that was bothering him for a long time. You wished he would tell you what it was.
“You want me to promise you that I will haunt you?”
Your voice was barely above a whisper. It felt inappropriate to talk any louder than that, even if it was about a ridiculous things like haunting him as a ghost in afterlife. His Adam’s apple bobbed, a hungry look flickering in his brown eyes. Suddenly realizing how close he actually was, a warm feeling formed in your stomach, slowly spreading through your body. You’ve been this close to him many times before, but never felt like this. His presence never made you nervous and calm all at once.
“Yeah. I will definitely do the same if I die first.”
A soft smile tugged on his lips, then started to climb the stairs again, still holding onto your hand. You either had to let go of it or follow him closely. You didn’t want to let go. The night is cold and his hand is warm, you tried to reason with yourself, but it sounded like an excuse.
“So? Promise?” He asked without looking back.
“I promise,” you agreed.
After arriving on the rooftop, he tugged you to the center of it. He pointed at the ground.
“We should lay down first.”
“You want to lay down on the cold ground?”
“We have to. The song has that feeling where we should lay down and look at the stars,” he explained like it was the most obvious thing on the planet. You looked reluctantly at him, and seeing his expression made you sigh.
“This better be the best song I’ve ever heard. And you have to bring me chicken soup if I get sick tomorrow.”
He pulled out his phone and earphone from the pocket of his hoodie, and laid on the ground, stretching his arm out for you. You still hesitated a little, but his next words persuaded you:
“We can cuddle while listening to it.”
“You should have started with this,” you mumbled as you laid down, cuddling to his side.
You rested your head on his shoulder, and he handed you half of the earphones. He shuffled a little with his phone in his hands. You watched as he unlocked it, stopping for a moment before he opened the music player. Memories flooded your mind only by looking at his background picture. He took it when you were spending some fun time with the members of iKON. All of you were laying around in your tiny living room, eating take out food and laughing your asses off on silly jokes and even sillier impersonations of each other. You looked so happy and content. It was a nice picture, the only problem with it was that Hanbin wasn’t in it.
He took a big breath and finally played the song. You closed your eyes to get ready, and then, music and feelings washed over you. For at least a minute there was only the melody of a piano and guitar playing, then he started to sing and rap. It felt like… well, exactly like him.
In your opinion, he was right and wrong about what king of song it was. You didn’t need to come up here and watch stars in the middle of the night to get a full grasp of it. You only had to close your eyes and be cuddled by him, because that’s what it felt like. The song was like the hugs he gave you, and the tone of his voice when he talked to you, and even the way he held your hand earlier. It was him.
He sang about hope to be loved by the right people, and being thankful for already being loved by many of them. Wishing that it would last forever.
“What do you think?” He asked in the smallest voice you ever heard from him when the song ended. You lifted your head to look in his eyes. They were shining from the moon, and street lights, and feelings.
“It’s beautiful,” you whispered. Caressing his face, you couldn’t look away from him. “Like you.”
“Can I kiss you?”
“Yes. Please.”
The smile on his face only melted away when your lips touched. The need to be closer to him made your body move on its own. He hummed against your mouth as the song played again. His lips were soft and warm, you just couldn’t resist tasting them with your tongue too. He hummed louder at that, opening his mouth to fully kiss you. A low moan escaped your mouth.
Warnings: mentions of homesickness, panic attacks, crying, inability to breathe, just angst warning!
[a/n]: i kind of just found this Hanbin pic in my phone and went oh... i need to write a Hanbin comfort fluff :") and now some time later i just found this in my drafts and wondered why i never posted it?
It had been a hard week for you. You'd been away from home for a month now and everything was hitting you now at once. Studying abroad on your own was not all colours and rainbows like you'd imagined, but involved a lot of homesickness and loneliness.
Now there you were, sitting outside a grocery store and having a panic attack in the middle of the street. You'd seen a snack that reminded you of something you enjoyed back home and you'd broken down, having trouble breathing. Forced to leave the store as your tears were streaming down and you didn't want to cause a scene, you went outside.That wasn't much better, as many people were walking around the busy street. Some staring at you, some ignoring you. You'd never felt as lonely and ignored as you did in that moment.
All you wanted was for someone to ask if you were okay. Maybe to give you a hug. To sit beside you and tell you that you would make it out of this feeling alright.
You weren't living in a drama, though. So you tried to cry as silently as you could, even though the heavy sobs were shaking your body.
"Are you... okay?" a voice asked. When you looked up, you thought you were dreaming. A boy was looking at your face, his eyebrows painting a worried expression on his face.
"I'm..." you tried to form a coherent sentence, but another sob came out.
The boy decided to sit next to you, his arm hovering behind your back before he decided it would be okay for him to hold you in a side hug. It was a bit uncomfortable and a little strange, but the warmth you felt from just his arm being around you was immeasurable.
Without meaning to, you rested your head on his chest, doing nothing but crying for a good five minutes.
"I'm not sure what happened... but things will get better soon, I promise. Even if it takes a longer time than you expect, it will get better."
These words were enough to help you calm down a bit and stop crying, at least. The boy had been rubbing circles around your back the whole time you cried, and as you calmed down now and sat up, he removed his arm.
"I'm sorry," you said, clearing your throat and wiping your face with the back of your hand.
"No, no why are you sorry? Here, have some water," he said, handing you a water bottle from his grocery bag.
"But you just bought this..."
"Yeah, and you're going to drink it. Water is for drinking; it isn't some kind of decoration!"
You laughed a little, taking the water and drinking a bit of it.
"Are you busy right now?" the boy asked you, cocking his head to one side.
You shook your head.
"I needed to buy some groceries, but I wasn't able to. That's all I needed to do... why?"
"If you want, we can go to a park nearby and just walk? If you'd like to do that? Get some air? Look at some... trees?"
The boy laughed at his own awkward tone of speech, and you laughed along.
"That sounds nice," you said.
"I'm Hanbin, by the way," the boy told you.
"I'm [y/n]."
"Nice to meet you," Hanbin said with a smile.
"Likewise, but I'm sorry we had to meet in these circumstances."
"Don't be sorry! But firstly... did something happen that I should be worried about?"
You shook your head.
"Just feeling a little homesick," you explained.
Hanbin nodded, clearly understanding the feeling quite well.
"It's hard to be away from home... It's so lonely, isn't it?"
You nod, your lip quivering slightly.
Hanbin carefully places a hand over yours.
"But you're never really alone. Even in places where no one knows you, there are people thinking and caring about you. I care about you... I know that sounds weird, but I don't mean it in a weird way-"
"I know, thank you... thank you so much."
Hanbin responds with a smile.
"Are you okay to go for a walk, then, [y/n]?"
"Only if you pay for my groceries," you joke.
[a/n]: reader!!! are you perhaps feeling a little lonely right now too? well, you're not alone anymore... i'm holding your hand right now from afar! here, grab it!! i love you, take care of yourself :)
