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clintasha contrapuntal! iām normal about them

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Iām a newer reader (my friend showed me your fics and you fully rekindled my Steddie addiction oh m gee ) so Iām sorry if you already answered! Do you have any original works or anything in the works? I just cannot get enough of your writing!
I actually DO and I'm announcing two of them next week!!šāØļø
Steve/Tony Blurb
A lil something based on the tweet below!
Steve was in love with the idea of Peggy. A picket white fenced home, stability and familiar. A person to fall back to and to hold throughout life. A person - who you can familirise with that you know all their quirks and weird habits, someone you see in the morning first thing and the last person you see at night before you go to sleep and dream nice dreams. And if it were one of those nights when nice dreams did not come, that someone is there - to hold on to you and to make sure you donāt go through it alone
So steve was in love with the idea of Peggy.
But now, he was in love with Tony.
Tony with his brilliant mind and eyes shining with amusement whenever Steve pretends not to know a certain futuristic gadget and came for help.
Tony, soft and scruffy in the morning with rumpled hair and a yawn escaping through as he fiddled with the coffee maker.
Tony, as brave as he is when he is Iron Man as he does something stupid when in a mission or in a fight that can make him get killed but can save the rest of the world.
Tony, the person who made Steve believe that he is in love with the idea of him, the reality of him and the future that he wants with him.
little tayhollanov golden shovel poem š
2025 fic year in review
was tagged by my fic guardian angel @inkvoices a while ago but had exams but now i donāt!!! so uh voici
in 2025 i published 36,174 words which is⦠more than i thought i did š and they were over 10.5 fics šš¼ i didnāt really have any goals going in except to have a good time writing fic because it was my first full year out of the hk education system!!! having more time on my hands was definitely part of the reason i wrote more than 2024 (25,404 words over 8.5ā9ish fics). ok more yapping later but hereās the directorās commentary on all the fics i did this year š
through the sleepless night - for the be_compromised valentineās promptathon/fptatsgc. honestly an instant favourite of mine š a ton of self projection on my part and i loved the scenes throughout clint & natās partnership and itās really! cute!
letās wait, i swear sheāll call me back - for angel. this felt a LOT closer to the angst i used to write back in like 2021 fhdsjs; the five years between iw & endgame are honestly so fertile for clintasha fic š also i will never let angel forget that they were so excited to read this fic they crashed ao3 on their laptop
did you think we were done - for @hoitsbetty. this was written because ashlea had written me a book-length daisy jones clintasha au and i wanted to write fanfic of it!!! itās also written in the form of a music blog post, which was really fun to do. i just really love writing in whatever way it comes to me
lightning in a bottle - my addie larue au!!! i started posting this back in 2024 and 3/7 of the chapters were posted in 2025āwriting this felt cinematic at times; the original book is so long that i really barely remember what happens in it š it was fun to put a shield & avengers spin on the story and it was really satisfying to give clint & nat their happy ending :D it was sooo long in the making and of course i couldnāt have finished it without inkvoices :)
we can make it - okay THIS one was purely for myself, and by far my most popular fic of 2025 š thunderbolts* really pulled me all the way back in; of course i came out of that theatre buzzing and ready to write š«” for me it was just self-indulgently putting the traumatized blorbos in a room together and iām glad so many people liked it lol
my pain fits in the palm of your freezing hand - for the b_c wip challenge. technically i hadnāt started writing this one when the event was announced but i wanted to join in!!! and it was an idea that iād had back in 2023 or something⦠i feel like this was also very reminiscent of my 2021 fics, as a fix-it concerned with canon (it might actually have been my first time writing more broadly of the mcu post-endgame, barring hawkeye 2021 fic) (like i was googling the wandavision timeline and where bruceās island in she-hulk was š) and i actually found the logistics of it fun in its frustration. but more than that⦠cāmon. itās a family drama with a divorce arc supernatural elements and a decade-long repressed love story. i LOVED the drama in this one SO MUCH. i even have a favourite chapter (december)
every day could be our last - for the b_c summer promptathon. @cassiesinsanity @natrasharomanova @quidnunc-life persuaded me to write a jurassic park/world/whatever au when i was delirious from the heat in tokyo. when i got back to hk i was sick so instead i just did like a short hospital aftermath one-shot with coulson. she cute
ditch the clowns, get the crown - also for promptathon/bcmgc. i wanted to do a special gift for cassie (bday) & gabrielle (baby) so combined their prompts for a football fic which does not actually have any football in it, just a really asshole version of rumlow and uh, self-love??
fingers crossed - for gsparkle. denial fic!! i didnāt even ācome upā with this i just panicked not knowing what to do for gabrielleās bday then read a lot of her fics in a row and sort of came up with an amalgamation of all her favourite tropes š thatās why maria knows about clintashaās crushes on each other, clint loves abba and natasha loves the bachelor, and theyāre in a bar before theyāre in clintās bed-stuy loft. i liked doing the unserious list in the middle of this one!! the way it turns from an actual list to setting the scene and moving through itākinda took inspo from pie fic and billionaire fic. yāall i have an actual phd in gsparkle fic and if i go on weāll be here all day
when hollywood hates me - for the b_c secret santa/ @mondstadtlover6000. ough i knew i had to go for the screenplay format prompt when i saw it. studying creative writing in uni has turned me into a menace and now i just really love challenging myself as a writer which is awesome kinda??? iāve never published screenplay fic before but iāve always wanted to; it attunes you so closely to the dialogue and pacing and pares the story down to what it needs to beāwhat it could be is instead up to the reader. also the social media segment in this was so unseriousāagain something that i loved to do back in 2021. i also enjoyed putting many, many taylor swift easter eggs in this one :)
it felt like what iāve known - for angel. i only really wrote this one because we had a conversation about Feelings. and i love to make natasha Traumatized. and it was a fun escape from holidaying with my parents š i just love the concept of clintasha with years and years of history behind them. i love that they understand each other to the bone before they even become partners. god. GOD. WHEN IS IT MY TURN
thatās it for 2025!! i do feel like more and more iām posting fic for my friends & community rather than myselfāwhich iām so grateful that clintasha even still has a market lmsdlfslj i used to panic back in 2022ā3 that iād be the last clintasha shipper standing š but while iām posting for community iām writing for myself which is how it SHOULD be. if your fic isnāt self-indulgent literally what even is the point. i didnāt really even notice but iāve definitely taken more risks while writing but also simultaneously growing to learn what i really love?? which is honestly wonderful. yeah i have no goals for 2026 because i have to write for uni and other stuff anyway š like this is my life i couldn't fall out of writing if i tried š i think just keep doing what iām doing, take risks, learn, have fun :D and also like⦠get a job
tagging: mom @quidnunc-life uncle @natrasharomanova

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link to ur ānatasha comes back coldā fic for interested parties???
!!!!! :DDDD
my pain fits in the palm of your freezing hand
official summary: She doesnāt come back wrong. She comes back cold, some creeping side effect the Red Skull had neglected to mention, a piece of the planet she carries with her even as she reappears on the platform in place of Steve, takes off the helmet, and smiles at her friends. / or: the first time he touches her after vormir strikes her alight.
or as i like to call it, the family drama where natasha is cold, clint gets a divorce, yelena is antagonistic & all-knowing, and it gets worse before it gets better <3 iāve been having such a great time writing it and iāll be posting the last part soon!!!! thank you for asking anon š„š„
By all definitions, Black Widows do not exist. They are no more than minutes stolen by the fistful, tricks of the lights, sleights of the hand, forgotten in a few blinks. Until Clint never-misses-a-shot Barton sees right through the smoke and reignites the fire in Natasha.
By all definitions, Black Widows do not exist. They are no more than minutes stolen by the fistful, tricks of the lights, sleights of the hand, forgotten in a few blinks.
That's what they are. They are not girls with names, with memories, with anything in their heart that passes for a soul.
(All of this is a lie, of course: before Natasha Romanoff was Natasha she was Natalia, and she alone remembers every catastrophe she constructed, down to every last fire; and she isnāt so sure that the spirit in her hasnāt been whittled down to entirely intangible wisps of smoke by now, but sometimes, just sometimes, she thinks she can still smell something burning.)
(cover by @inkvoices !!)
hi friends!!! after a year iāve finally finished my clintasha invisible life of addie larue au and if magical realism, soulmatism, and 2012 avengers vibes are your thing, you should totally check it out :)
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