(Ā ashley mooreĀ ā¢Ā cis womanĀ ā¢Ā she/herĀ )ć ¤ āŗć ¤ still here, still making things happen ā would azure isle even run without ź°Ā alaia gabouryĀ ź±Ā ?Ā the ź°Ā thirtyĀ ź± year old ź° dj/music curatorĀ ź± has been a part of the islandās rhythm for ź°Ā one yearĀ ź±, ensuring that everything flows just as effortlessly as it appears. youāll find them at ź°Ā the beach clubĀ ź±, where they handle every detail with the kind of precision the islandās elite have come to rely on. theyāre known for being ź°Ā innovativeĀ ź±, always having their ź°Ā evil eye ankletĀ ź± nearby ā and spending time at ź°Ā cĆ“te & co. bookstoreĀ ź± to unwind after work.
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the last fireworks of the summer before real life comes rushing in, an all-consuming urge to escape just barely soothed by ocean waves, song lyrics scribbled on the back of lottery tickets and napkins, trying hard not to laugh when you're supposed to be quiet, drunk walks back to your apartment wearing somebody else's jacket, feeling homesick for a version of your life that no longer exists, glitter eyeshadow catching the light of a disco ball, the adrenaline of standing at the edge of a cliff knowing only you can control if you jump, being sweat-soaked and swaying to the bass in a sea of strangers, the butterflies in your stomach when you kiss someone you've been wanting to for a while, survival's guilt forcing you into rose-tinted glasses, getting light-headed after too much sun, jewelry boxes full of vintage finds, making playlists to let someone know how you feel.
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šš®š„š„ š§šš¦š . alaia sade gaboury . š¦ššš§š¢š§š šØš š§šš¦šš¬ . ALAIA, of basque origin, meaning joyful and happy. SADE, of nigerian origin, meaning honor earns a crown. š§š¢šš¤š§šš¦šš¬ . al, or her initials a.g. šššš šØš šš¢š«šš” & šš š . february 18th & thirty. š³šØšš¢šš . aquarius sun, sagittarius moon. š šš§ššš« & š©š«šØš§šØš®š§š¬ . cis woman & she/her. šØš«š¢šš§šššš¢šØš§ . bisexual. š©š„ššš šØš šš¢š«šš” . san diego, california. ššš”š§š¢šš¢šš² . mixed black & white. šš®š«š«šš§š š«šš¬š¢ššš§šš . azure isle. šØššš®š©ššš¢šØš§ . dj/music curator at the beach club. click here for more !
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TW:Ā veryĀ briefĀ mentionsĀ ofĀ car accidentsĀ andĀ death. āĀ alaiaĀ wasĀ bornĀ andĀ raisedĀ inĀ sanĀ diego,Ā california,Ā andĀ ifĀ youĀ hadĀ askedĀ herĀ twentyĀ yearsĀ ago,Ā sheĀ wouldĀ haveĀ toldĀ youĀ sheādĀ probablyĀ neverĀ leave.Ā herĀ parentsĀ metĀ atĀ aĀ concert,Ā lustĀ atĀ firstĀ sightĀ theyĀ calledĀ it,Ā butĀ thatĀ lustĀ grewĀ intoĀ somethingĀ deeperĀ onceĀ alaiaāsĀ momĀ foundĀ outĀ sheĀ wasĀ pregnant.Ā alizeĀ gabouryĀ wasĀ bornĀ justĀ aĀ fewĀ monthsĀ afterĀ theĀ twoĀ elopedĀ atĀ theĀ courthouse,Ā aĀ blessingĀ despiteĀ theĀ fearĀ plaguingĀ herĀ parents.Ā itĀ wouldĀ beĀ fourĀ yearsĀ beforeĀ alaiaĀ joinedĀ theĀ picture,Ā enoughĀ timeĀ forĀ solangeĀ andĀ rené toĀ findĀ aĀ routine. āĀ whatĀ theyĀ lackedĀ inĀ moneyĀ theyĀ madeĀ upĀ forĀ inĀ love;Ā theĀ gabouryĀ girlsĀ grewĀ upĀ theĀ centerĀ ofĀ theirĀ parentsāĀ universe.Ā still,Ā theyĀ spentĀ aĀ lotĀ ofĀ timeĀ shuffledĀ betweenĀ bothĀ setsĀ ofĀ grandparentsĀ whileĀ solangeĀ andĀ rené worked.Ā forĀ aĀ while,Ā lifeĀ wasĀ mundaneĀ andĀ forĀ allĀ intentsĀ andĀ purposesĀ unremarkable,Ā butĀ alaiaĀ wasĀ onlyĀ thirteenĀ yearsĀ oldĀ whenĀ sheĀ foundĀ outĀ thatĀ wasnātĀ alwaysĀ aĀ badĀ thing.Ā onĀ herĀ wayĀ homeĀ fromĀ aĀ highĀ schoolĀ party,Ā alizeĀ gotĀ intoĀ aĀ carĀ accidentĀ thatĀ wouldĀ endĀ herĀ lifeĀ atĀ onlyĀ seventeenĀ yearsĀ old,Ā andĀ changeĀ theĀ courseĀ ofĀ herĀ familyāsĀ forever. āĀ theĀ subsequentĀ breakdownĀ ofĀ alaiaāsĀ parentsāĀ marriage,Ā whileĀ notĀ unfathomable,Ā wasĀ extremelyĀ difficultĀ forĀ alaiaĀ toĀ copeĀ with.Ā alreadyĀ mourningĀ theĀ lossĀ ofĀ aĀ sister,Ā itĀ seemedĀ likeĀ inĀ theĀ blinkĀ ofĀ anĀ eyeĀ sheĀ wasĀ grievingĀ herĀ entireĀ lifeĀ asĀ sheĀ hadĀ knownĀ it.Ā solangeāsĀ griefĀ causedĀ herĀ toĀ holdĀ ontoĀ alaiaĀ evenĀ tighter;Ā renĆ©āsĀ hadĀ himĀ distancingĀ himselfĀ untilĀ heĀ disappearedĀ forĀ good.Ā itĀ wasĀ duringĀ thisĀ periodĀ ofĀ herĀ lifeĀ thatĀ sheĀ firstĀ startedĀ toĀ relyĀ onĀ musicĀ asĀ anĀ escape,Ā desperatelyĀ searchingĀ forĀ somethingĀ toĀ pullĀ herĀ outĀ ofĀ theĀ darkness. āĀ alaiaāsĀ easy-goingĀ natureĀ didnātĀ startĀ outĀ asĀ aĀ choice:Ā itĀ wasĀ aĀ necessity.Ā herĀ teenageĀ yearsĀ forcedĀ herĀ toĀ beĀ adaptable,Ā toĀ learnĀ howĀ toĀ pickĀ upĀ andĀ moveĀ onĀ inĀ whateverĀ situationĀ sheĀ wasĀ thrustĀ into.Ā whetherĀ itĀ wasĀ balancingĀ aĀ handfulĀ ofĀ part-timeĀ jobsĀ whileĀ goingĀ toĀ schoolĀ orĀ movingĀ outĀ ofĀ herĀ childhoodĀ homeĀ intoĀ aĀ seeminglyĀ never-endingĀ rotationĀ ofĀ apartmentsĀ aroundĀ theĀ city,Ā sheĀ madeĀ itĀ seemĀ effortlessĀ becauseĀ theĀ alternativeĀ wasnātĀ anĀ option.Ā whatĀ rightĀ didĀ sheĀ haveĀ toĀ complainĀ orĀ refuseĀ toĀ makeĀ theĀ mostĀ ofĀ whatĀ sheĀ wasĀ given?Ā sheĀ wasĀ alive;Ā thatĀ meantĀ somethingĀ toĀ her. āĀ sheĀ neverĀ dreamtĀ aboutĀ leavingĀ california,Ā notĀ atĀ first.Ā sheĀ hadnātĀ evenĀ plannedĀ onĀ leavingĀ sanĀ diegoĀ untilĀ sheĀ landedĀ herselfĀ aĀ scholarshipĀ atĀ berklee,Ā whichĀ herĀ momĀ allĀ butĀ refusedĀ toĀ letĀ herĀ turnĀ down.Ā movingĀ acrossĀ theĀ countryĀ shouldĀ haveĀ beenĀ terrifying,Ā butĀ allĀ alaiaĀ feltĀ wasĀ joyĀ thatĀ seemedĀ tooĀ bigĀ toĀ contain,Ā andĀ theĀ startĀ ofĀ aĀ wanderlustĀ thatĀ wouldĀ haveĀ herĀ transferringĀ toĀ berkleeāsĀ spainĀ campusĀ whenĀ theĀ opportunityĀ presentedĀ itself.Ā asĀ amazingĀ asĀ collegeĀ was,Ā alaiaĀ hadĀ alwaysĀ struggledĀ withĀ academia.Ā creativityĀ wasĀ neverĀ anĀ issue,Ā norĀ wasĀ motivation,Ā butĀ applyingĀ thatĀ toĀ somethingĀ otherĀ thanĀ makingĀ musicĀ itselfĀ provedĀ difficult.
āĀ sheĀ madeĀ theĀ choiceĀ toĀ dropĀ outĀ duringĀ theĀ firstĀ semesterĀ ofĀ herĀ juniorĀ year,Ā optingĀ toĀ backpackĀ throughĀ spainĀ withĀ noĀ realĀ planĀ exceptĀ toĀ tryĀ andĀ establishĀ herselfĀ asĀ aĀ dj,Ā spendingĀ theĀ firstĀ twoĀ yearsĀ rotatingĀ betweenĀ crashingĀ withĀ friendsĀ andĀ stayingĀ atĀ hostels.Ā noĀ gigĀ wasĀ tooĀ small;Ā thisĀ wasĀ theĀ attitudeĀ thatĀ separatedĀ herĀ fromĀ manyĀ ofĀ herĀ peersĀ tryingĀ toĀ makeĀ itĀ inĀ theĀ sameĀ industry.Ā alaiaĀ famouslyĀ neverĀ saidĀ no,Ā alwaysĀ showedĀ up,Ā andĀ treatedĀ eachĀ setĀ likeĀ itĀ couldĀ beĀ herĀ last,Ā whichĀ isĀ toĀ sayĀ sheĀ madeĀ theĀ mostĀ outĀ ofĀ anything.Ā aĀ ten-year-oldāsĀ birthdayĀ partyĀ wasĀ reveredĀ theĀ sameĀ wayĀ aĀ gigĀ atĀ aĀ barĀ was,Ā andĀ herĀ workĀ ethicĀ andĀ positiveĀ outlookĀ gotĀ herĀ fatherĀ thanĀ sheĀ couldĀ haveĀ imagined. āĀ ibizaĀ isĀ whereĀ thingsĀ pickedĀ upĀ forĀ alaia,Ā whoĀ hadĀ beenĀ playingĀ longĀ enoughĀ toĀ accrueĀ aĀ smallĀ followingĀ andĀ eventuallyĀ theĀ meansĀ toĀ rentĀ herĀ ownĀ placeĀ inĀ theĀ city.Ā jobsĀ wereĀ finallyĀ regular,Ā andĀ ifĀ sheĀ wantedĀ toĀ settleĀ downĀ andĀ plantĀ herĀ roots,Ā thereĀ wasĀ noĀ betterĀ placeĀ toĀ doĀ it.Ā butĀ restlessnessĀ foundĀ herĀ likeĀ aĀ disease;Ā allĀ theĀ yearsĀ ofĀ livingĀ inĀ theĀ unknownĀ hadĀ birthedĀ aĀ nastyĀ habit,Ā oneĀ sheĀ hadnātĀ realizedĀ sheĀ had.Ā beingĀ stagnantĀ terrifiedĀ her.Ā herĀ go-with-the-flowĀ lifestyleĀ mayĀ haveĀ beenĀ bornĀ fromĀ necessity,Ā butĀ alaiaĀ hadĀ startedĀ toĀ hideĀ behindĀ itĀ withoutĀ reallyĀ realizingĀ it,Ā andĀ itāsĀ onlyĀ whenĀ sheĀ slowedĀ downĀ thatĀ sheĀ understoodĀ sheĀ wasĀ runningĀ towardsĀ somethingĀ justĀ asĀ muchĀ asĀ sheĀ wasĀ runningĀ away. āĀ theĀ solution?Ā pickĀ upĀ againĀ andĀ startĀ someplaceĀ new,Ā ofĀ course.Ā thatāsĀ howĀ alaiaĀ endedĀ upĀ inĀ monaco,Ā buildingĀ upĀ aĀ reputationĀ asĀ aĀ djĀ fromĀ basicallyĀ theĀ groundĀ upĀ again.Ā herĀ gigĀ atĀ laĀ rascasseĀ wasnātĀ evenĀ meantĀ toĀ beĀ hers;Ā sheĀ wasĀ coveringĀ lastĀ minuteĀ forĀ aĀ muchĀ moreĀ establishedĀ dj,Ā aĀ friendĀ sheādĀ madeĀ backĀ inĀ berklee.Ā sheĀ couldnātĀ haveĀ imaginedĀ somethingĀ evenĀ betterĀ thanĀ playingĀ atĀ oneĀ ofĀ monacoāsĀ mostĀ famousĀ barsĀ wasĀ rightĀ aroundĀ theĀ corner.Ā alaiaĀ jumpedĀ atĀ theĀ jobĀ offerĀ fromĀ azureĀ isleĀ withĀ noĀ priorĀ knowledgeĀ orĀ expectations,Ā theĀ ideaĀ ofĀ anotherĀ changeĀ ofĀ paceĀ tooĀ enticingĀ toĀ refuse.Ā cutĀ toĀ theĀ presentĀ andĀ sheāsĀ beenĀ theĀ djĀ atĀ theĀ beachĀ clubĀ forĀ aĀ yearĀ now.Ā whileĀ sheĀ genuinelyĀ lovesĀ whatĀ sheĀ does,Ā theĀ routineĀ sheāsĀ fallenĀ intoĀ isĀ slowlyĀ startingĀ toĀ shiftĀ fromĀ comfortableĀ toĀ suffocating,Ā andĀ itāsĀ onlyĀ aĀ matterĀ ofĀ timeĀ beforeĀ itĀ bubblesĀ over.
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truly one of the most down to earth and chill people you will ever meet. alaia's tremendously easy to get along with, and can probably do well in almost any situation you put her in, whether it's in her comfort zone or not. she's not the type of person that worries about the small stuff; if she's upset, it's probably pretty serious. that being said, she struggles to validate her own feelings a lot of the time, either brushing negative emotions to the side or ignoring them completely because she's convinced herself she has no right to feel them. finds it uninspiring to be constantly negative, and tends to stay away from people who harbor that mindset because she thinks it's draining.
she's animated! she doesn't attract attention on purpose or because she craves it, but she's so full of life it tends to happen anyway. she's that friend who's always happy to hear about your interests, as she's drawn to passion. she's also an extrovert; it's not that she can't be alone, as she's spent a lot of time being independent and learning about herself, but that she prefers to be around other people even if it just means a group of strangers. she likes the crowds, the noise, the activity. the quiet where she has to think about everything she's been avoiding? not so much.
is always down for an adventure, and has a never say no mindset, which has gotten her into her fair share of sticky situations before. if you need someone to talk you out of an impulsive decision, she's not your girl, but she will be the one to hold your hand through it. on the flip side, her unpredictable streak can sometimes make her unreliable. don't mistake her flakiness for lack of care; she's just an aquarius after all </3 sometimes she can get caught-up in the whirlwind of her own mind or life and forget if she said she'd be there for someone else.
music is everything to her. playing it, discovering it, listening to it, dancing to it, you name it, she loves it. casually makes people mixes all the time, so if you're in her orbit, you've more than likely received one. her total minutes spent listening on her spotify wrapped every year is probably terrifying ... hearing bad music on a night out is the only time you'll see her be genuinely upset about something trivial, because she knows she could be doing a way better job.
she has a lot of stories and experiences, but they always come out as casual throwaway tidbits in conversations. you'll be talking to her about something and she'll say "oh that reminds me of the time..." and drop one of the most insane pieces of lore you have ever heard, then carry on like it's normal. the only thing she misses more than her mom working on azure is traveling around.
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sparing myself here bc i almost always end up with muse specific connections ... just know i'm down for anything and everything and i love fun š«¶š















