#aworkinprogress

Me I’m tired and my body hurts. I didn’t have to go in to work today because of the weather. I posted the assignment for my students to do their distance learning today and now I’m just lying here. I’m wondering how does one get beyond the regrets of the past? Those regrets that affect today? Im trying to make peace with myself but damn I was naive! I have heard that teenagers don’t have the…

It’s crazy that I can’t seem to get a straight path out in front of me! I keep taking these crazy turns that are dead ends. Will I ever learn? I can’t really say, cause I’m not sure. I just hope that I get a few more things right before the window closes. So for now I’ll do what? I want to talk to a real professional person, and perhaps pick up some more coping skills. My iPad is set to suggest…

May 30, 2023 I want to be your hero! I realize that at this point in both our lives you need your husband to be your hero! My job as your mother is to let my little birdies fly free and find and/ or become their own hero! Our relationship has outgrown this living situation. I’m too close to you. You don’t need me smothering you so I can’t do anything but leave your house. I want to be…

Checking in “How are you doing?” My professor asked the class and I thought she must not want an honest answer. People don’t want to share their struggles. For one reason or another we are not comfortable doing so. One reason is that we know that many of us just don’t want to hear it. Another is that we don’t want to seem like we can’t handle things. So the politically correct response is,…

What do I do about the pain I must endure? Take the muscle relaxers the doctor prescribed that ruin my liver? Get the shots in my wrist so my right hand is right again, knowing that is just a bandage on a gaping wound! Nerve pressure, injuries and ultimately damage resulting in carpal tunnel syndrome This condition caused me muscle spasms Spasms radiated up my neck and into the worst…