I should be sending an email right now.
Which is the whole reason I made this blog.
"Procrastination" is such an easy word to hide behind. The truth of the matter is putting off things is due to the constantfearof it not being good enough once it's done.
There are lots of things I am "procrastinating". I know they exist and I know they are there, I am just too afraid to attempt any of it.
That email is one of them.
I have to meet with an advisor because I want to apply to this program that is required of my degree and I need to find out what steps (as well as classes) I need to take to get accepted. See? Really easy. All I'd have to do in this email is tell him my name, my degree, a bit about my situation, and then say when I am available to meet. It all sounds so easy when it's typed out like that.
But it isn't that easy. Nothing is ever that easy. Because my head takes over, telling me I'm going to do something wrong. Telling me that this step is going to mess my whole life up, even though it is something so important and simple.
And it isn't just this one situation. Oh no. It's many things. More things than you can imagine. Whenever I get one that is as overwhelming as this is at the moment (which is practically everything) then I will write here again. I'm hoping that letting it all out will somehow make doing the simple things I fear less frightening.
