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Aviane birth control pill:
It might make you gain weight! Or lose weight! Who knows!
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Did you mean "lose weight" like lose 5 lbs from laying in bed for 2 days sleeping & not eating, cuz it only let me sleep for only 6 hours over 2 days, then made my heart race for 8 hours straight, & made my eyes hurt & see shadows & lights out of the corner of my eyes that were not there???
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But this was what yesterday felt like. Cuz besides the scary issues with my heart & eyes, there was also the emotional side of the effects to deal with.
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HOW on earth do girls DATE while on hormonal birth control?! 😨😭🥰🤬😒😝
I was only on it for 2 days & I flew off the handle! 😬
Hunny came in to check on me, all proud that he’d gotten groceries, done all the backlogged dishes, idk what else:
Poor guy didn’t think my snippiness from an accidental phone call this morning could be persisting. (Texting was fine. Didn’t wanna talk. His phone called me but he thought I called him? “Talked” anyway but it was just me whining & him repeating being worried & please don’t freak him out WELL I WAS FREAKED OUT) Meanwhile this is just me all day today:
“Everything. It’s all wrong.” Not even just exaggerating the bc pill effects, cuz with my heart feeling crazy weird & KNOWING I’d only gotten 6 hours of sleep in 48 hours, I skipped my thyroid pill & all vitamins & antidepressant. So yeah everything’s just wrong. & if this is how I was gonna be emotionally on it if it physically worked, then fuck that.
& whether it’s the panic from the 8 hours of heart palpitations? elevated heartrate? Increased blood pressure? I don’t even know... Or whether it’s the contents of the pills... I probably am at least some level of moodier. Just asked Hunny to get my laptop cooler from way downstairs, but he was already undressed & trying to be cute-funny complaining while getting redressed already. But I was whining that I didn’t wanna play around. Me: “You have to be nice to me today!” Hunny: “But I’m always nice to you??? Well- maybe 98% of the time? 99%?” Me: “Probably 99.9%... But right now I just need to FEEL like you’re being nice to me!” Hunny: “Okay, okay, stop getting so angry! Sheesh! I’m goin’!” Me: “I’m moody. I’m not justifiably angry about something righteous. I’m moody that I feel this way & I feel like crap & I’m scared. People aren’t moody about the country this week. They have perfectly understandable righteous anger. I’m just moody for no good reason.” Hunny: *trying not to laugh* “God I love you, but, just... tell me what I’m looking for.”
okay fuck no that's like 5 different things & 1 of them's my eyes, another my heart.
This isn't gonna work.
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im back on my active pills and i feel so terrible again like im just gonna stop taking them bc this is what hell feels like
i stood up to go get a notebook and i just got so nauseous and my stomach/uterus is really upset
i just dont think my body can handle these hormones and its making my anxiety worse and i really cant deal with that so im just gonna not do this anymore
