Thursday August 13, 2020
1:58pm
Itās so crazy how we werenāt taught so many little things as a child. You just do what people say or imitate their actions. And I think thatās where the root of a lot of problems lie, in actions. Iām on my lunch break watching the Surviving Vegan Podcast. The episode is about setting healthy boundaries. One thing Grizzy the King touched on which made the light bulb in me come on was, no one ever taught us how to communicate with each other. All we know is, what weāve seen our parents, grandparents, aunts, uncles etc do. Think about that for a second. Think about your family and how you were raised. Did everyone talk to one another with respect? How did the husbands talk to their wives? How did the wives talk to there husbands? We all know the divine feminine and masculine carry certain energies, and we all possess both. However both biological sexes communicate differently. Men communicate in a more logical way, while women communicate in a more emotional way. The problem is we try to make the other person communicate in our nature, and thatās why people fight and argue.
Iām taking all of this in because, I want to become the best version of myself. Not only that, one day Iāll have a family, and I want them to know as much as possible when it comes to communication. My nature is feminine. However my presentation is masculine. I play a masculine role in my relationship. Mindfulness is my best friend. As a stud I have to be mindful, of the woman Iām pursuing. When communicating with her I have to feel and understand the emotions behind it. But I also have to keep the logic together and see the bigger picture. In the past I havenāt been pretty mindful. My life was a loop, making sure I donāt get fucked over or betrayed by anyone. In result, it made me paranoid, bitter, and judgemental, and very controversial. This behavior was a result of my trauma. Now, Iām starting to be more mindful. Meditation has been helping me a lot. My life map is also keeping my head in the right place. Evolving feels really good.













