#author journal

Oh look, if it isnt the four corners of my personality 😂

I have to admit these were alot of fun to make. I honestly had forgotten about personalizing and decorating shit like we used to do in the 90s/Y2K era with crappy magazine cut outs and an excessive amounts of tape. You should definitely get yourself a journal and fuck it up! Its funny that even as an artist i tend to overlook the little stuff and forget to just be messy and chaotic. So heres my first step at it, hopefully it will entice me to get into journaling alot more. Ive always struggled to keep journaling as a consistant interest and with the recent feeling of being surrounded by death and misfortune, i wanted to create something that can embody my entire being that i can leave behind. Something special for anyone who reads it and knew me be able to feel my presense right next to them when they open it. It may sound useless or even pointless, and idk if anyone will truely treasure it or maybe see it as garbage but i guess thats the gamble we all take in our walks with life and death at our sides. 🌺💀

This Is Not the Usual Japan Post This is not the usual sort of post about living in Japan. There are no sightseeing recommendations, hidden restaurants, convenience-store discoveries or reflections on cherry blossom season. Instead, this begins on an ordinary train journey that ended with me unconscious on a station escalator, followed by my first ambulance ride in the seventeen years I have…

If I have the strength, my next long fanfiction will probably be Lucifer (+Barbatos) in The Backrooms lol I have already prepared a "plan", I just need to watch the film again and take advantage of my holidays to write quietly.

I want to traumatize these demons so much lol

This will be the direct sequel of Mammon in Silent Hill, so Lucifer’s mental state is already quite disastrous. I can’t wait to make him even more miserable and for Barbatos to join him in his despair. 👍

It’s time for me to write horror again for my beloved demons.

I just hope that I’ll be able to keep this writing flame despite the upcoming heatwaves 🥹 because I don't have an AC.

But I’m not going to post the beginning of the fanfic until I’ve already written more than half of the story. I will try to write a fanfic of around 40-60k words, because I could never survive another fic of 110k :,D

Why I Wanted to Start This Section Most author websites naturally place the finished book first. That makes sense, because the book is usually the reason someone has arrived on the site. A reader wants to know what the story is, what kind of world they are entering, where to begin, and whether there is another book waiting after the first one. I still want that to remain true here. The books,…

I’m taking up writing little by little and I really want to write the sequel to Mammon at Silent Hill, with Lucifer. But I think that instead of making a crossover with the RPG Ib, I’m thinking of putting him in the backrooms lol I’m going to see the movie on wednesday, if I’m inspired I’ll make this change! Or maybe a triple crossover Lucifer (obey me) x Ib (RPG maker) x Backrooms (the movie) would be cool too!

My cat died this morning, so I won’t be very active for a while. She did not suffer and I was prepared for that, but I am sad. Very sad.

Enjoy your loved ones and pets.

An update of what’s happening right now! MY CAT IS DOING MUCH BETTER! Fortunately, my cat is doing a lot better! She breathes normally, she walks properly, she drinks and eats a lot, isn’t constipated anymore, and she starts doing stupid things again (scratching at my door lol)

She’s still an old cat, I know she doesn’t have years left but only months, so I plan to enjoy it with her. The last days have been very complicated emotionally, but now it’s better!