09.07.14
After 1 week of vacation with Auntie B, Auntie C and C’s husband, I’m on my way to visit a good friend of mine.
I like to have fair skin. I don’t mind people getting tan nor do I think being tan = being ugly. But I feel I get a greyish tone tan. Rather than a sexy golden tan. Therefore I prefer being fairskinned. But my white family doesn’t understand this way of thinking. They believe my mother and her culture have brainwashed me. The whole “white/fair skinned maiden” ideal they got in asia. Because if you’re tan, you’re poor. You have to work outside and then you get tan.
I just prefer being fairskinned. I think it suits me the most. I can’t tell them though. I don’t want them to laugh at me, like they always do when I explain myself. I got a tan on my vacation. I even brought spf 30 but my family sent me looks whenever I brought it out. So I just didn’t use it.







