2026.01.16
I stopped medicine december 2024. I started feeling different by Christmas the same month.
I started going to therapy spring 2025. I didn't want to go back into depression.
Winter 2025 was the worst winter in a long time.
I don't feel like elaborating on it. I'm trying to move past it. But the feelings and thoughts are etched into my mind and I think I need people around me to move past it. Reaching out is the hardest part. Everyone is dealing with their own. My partner cares for me and he loves me a lot. But he has a lot going on. There's not room for my issues right now.
I'll try and talk to some friends about it. But it's embarrassing. It's humiliating. I'm ashamed.
I'd rather not talk about it.
I say that but I really wish I had family to support me in this. I can't even talk to them.
I feel really alone.














