#audywrites

I gotta get away.

I can’t stay

I’m using my time to try and unite sparks

To mend my heart and it’s not working

I’m open but broken

All I want to do is break down these walls and watch them fall like my tears every night in bed,

I’m tired of building up hopes and becoming so vulnerable just to be left on read, instead .

Delivered is worse all this love to give but it’s never enough

They tell you girl you’ll be fine your so strong and tough

But I’m tired of never being enough

I just want to feel again

Im numb and I’m tired of being reeled in

My intentions are pure

I just want to give someone my world

But there’s always another girl ..

Another thought , another plan

When will this pattern end

When will these things become hand and hand

They’re never mutual

Just option..

After option

I try to walk with caution but I can’t