#audyw44

Of course.

More than the the delicacy of our smooth peanut butter chocolate skins.

Its like we can never win with these winds moving against us that tense us then throw us away.

Give me some ruby red slippers I just want to be home,

his body like stone. He is where I want to stay.

These stresses are captivating, manipulating

Our thoughts and feelings all over the place.

His words don’t match the loving fire in his eyes

his body relaxes when his fingers tips touch mine

She says Milk and Honey do you love me?

Of course.

“Girls” and “boys” play relationships like sports.

Alone i’d be better to maneuver this stormy weather

I won’t have anything to loose or anyone to prove for

All these goals, and dropping through holes

She’s out of my league

My doubt from past ones

Tend to harass

Her arms wrap around me, kisses like honey

Willing to restore everything others took from me

Hello from planet Mercury or maybe Mars

Who the fuck knows where i started

Always in retrograde

Out of wack and chaotic hearted

I think it’s time to do things for me

Now I think it’s time to be selfish

You called it selfish I call it selflessly in love

I care more about whether you eat

But I’m starving myself

Greetings initiating self beatings

Opened myself and niggas sure left these scars on it

These bruises on my heart are unfortunate

But it’s time I go to war with them

Bare handed no armor

All stars defending my honor

They deserve nothing less than

I gotta get away.

I can’t stay

I’m using my time to try and unite sparks

To mend my heart and it’s not working

I’m open but broken

All I want to do is break down these walls and watch them fall like my tears every night in bed,

I’m tired of building up hopes and becoming so vulnerable just to be left on read, instead .

Delivered is worse all this love to give but it’s never enough

They tell you girl you’ll be fine your so strong and tough

But I’m tired of never being enough

I just want to feel again

Im numb and I’m tired of being reeled in

My intentions are pure

I just want to give someone my world

But there’s always another girl ..

Another thought , another plan

When will this pattern end

When will these things become hand and hand

They’re never mutual

Just option..

After option

I try to walk with caution but I can’t