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dprian Instagram Broadcast Channel the other side March 20, 2025 11.22am

Good morning, everybody. Um, it is quite a good morning. The weather's quite nice. And um, yes. How have you been? How has your day been? How has your night? Or arvo? All in all, wish you the best. Sending you love. Sending you love from The Other Side. Uum yeah. I might go eat some breakfast now. And ... yeah, let's start from there.

xx.xx.xxxx

Part [Redacted] RECOVERY

Roger saying hello for Music Life Magazine,Japan 1975.

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DPR IAN fromm October 24, 2024

5 voice memos

Alright, good morning everybody. um 7, 7 o'clock clock eh. Im in the morning right now. Did you sleep well? Yes, yes I did. My pinched nerve is getting better. Overall you know I am known to be a fast healer. Not as fast as I used to be though. My eyes just seem to open as they wish now days. I decided to finally, to finally make an effort to work out. it is true I have been eating a lot these days. here's the thing. the more happy, the more stimulated I get. hangry. I just get hungry and hungry. So it's been a while since ive been eating a lot. Im overly stimulated. I did let myself go quite a bit. ive always stayed quite fit. this is the most ive let myself . now with you guys I will be working out.

do in one of the replies somebody said 'why do you get overly stimulated?'. so for me I get more sensitive when I go into a manic episode. now what triggers my manic episode? really loud places, big feelings that curate big emotions. for example, going on stage where I process it a little to much, a little too well. I get crazy ideas, my mind doesn't stop racing. I either eat too much or I don't eat enough. so my mind/ that's what usually happens when you have bipolar. so what the medicine. lukewarm being the middle. polar opposite of lows and highs. so that's what overstimulates me. anything that overtly makes my emotions go crazy.

So um yes. And um. Its always something that I always go through. it's not always something that I get used to. everything doesn't last, the good or the bad. (explains his triggers in Korean).

But um you know at the end of the day, you are you. um actually outside. im on the way. im on the way to the gym! I used to do this when I was younger. but do have to get back to the routine. but you know a key part I need to keep a routine that I can take anywhere around me. you need a ground routine. I wakeup at 10 in the morning and treat myself to a piece of cake. just that small routine keeps me grounded. the minute I stop caring about. I get easily distracted in the moment. spontaneity. let's go to Paris. lets go to sahara desert. good kick in life. it is easy to go off course. the minute I go of course, is the minute I stop caring about the little things. the minute you stop being active. the minute you stop being active is the minute you give more. sometimes when you're feeling a little down. that could be you ultimate trigger. that's why I always say the 5 minute rule. meaning you give more . it matters when you're outside. if that makes any sense. but you know what I mean. ok babe. haha.

So um I finished the workout. It felt good. Pretty tiring. more than the workout, it's traveling to the place. obviously London look beautiful, especially in the morning . I think I found my favorite mart. so I think will grab a few ingredients. I might start a v-log my style you know the way I do it. so I might give that a go and log my experiences from my perspective. I might give it a shot. who knows, who knows what it might be. we'll see.

Thankyou for the responses :) haha ❤️ well I guess that's a yes to the vlogs

xx.xx.xxxx

Part [Redacted] TRAITOR

[Static—] Papa?

... Ah, hello. I am... Well, you know me — whenever something was making me uncomfortable, I used to hide under the table... You called it a little childish sometimes. But still comforted me, always.

Now... Now I'm here again. You couldn't talk to me after your death, that day — and you can't talk to me now. I know. I'm not a child.

But please, Papa.

Doctor Nox, Makoa, Crypto... They all say things. I don't know whom to believe. I need to stand my ground. I didn't want Crypto to [static—] the traitor, ever. I care so much about him. Doctor Nox, too...

Why would they do this?

DPR IAN fromm August 11, 2024