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DPR IAN fromm April 18, 2026

ㅎㅇ.

안녕 ~ 오늘 하루가 쫌 길었네?...

아직 끝나지는 않았지만. 힘들다 요 즘...많이 지치기도하고 ~ 이런 저 런 생각도 들고 ~ 계속 안 좋게 생 각하면 안되는데..괜찮아져야하는 데... 점점 어려워지네..😅. 머리속 에서는 매일 전쟁이 일어나고! 눈을 감는게 불안해지고 ~ 그리고 눈을 뜨는게 더 무서워지고있다. 검정 기 복은 뭐 익숙한데~ 그냥 지쳐서 무 시하게되고~ 왜 이렇케 아픈건지 매번 하 ...

그래도 저는 괜찮습니다! 잠시 5분 만 쉬고 가겠습니다! 🫰 ! 매번 죽 다 살아난사람입니다! 다시 일어나 서 하면되.. 원하면 방법은 항상 찾 을수있어요! 아직 해야할게 많이 나는데! 힘을 다시 내야합니다 ❤️다들 기달리고있어요 ~

Translation:

“hi. hello,

today felt kind of long…

it’s not over yet though. i’m tired lately… really exhausted and i keep having all sorts of thoughts. i know i shouldn’t keep thinking negatively…i should be okay…but it’s getting harder and harder.

in my head,there’s a war happening every day! closing my eyes feels scary and opening them feels even more frightening now. the dark ups and downs are kind of familiar already,i just end up ignoring them because im so tired,why does it keep hurting like this every time…

still,i’m okay! i’ll just take a 5 minute break and go back! i’m someone who’s almost died and come back to life every time! i can just get up and do it again…if i want it, there’s always a way to find it! there’s still a lot i need to do! i need to gather my strength again, everyone is waiting”

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Hi~

Today was a little long? ...

It’s not over yet. I’m tired these days...I’m very tired. I think about this and that. I can’t keep thinking bad things...It’s supposed to be okay... It’s getting harder.. 😅

There’s a war in my head every day! I’m getting anxious to close my eyes and I’m getting scarier to open my eyes. I’m used to black ups and downs I just get tired and ignore it. Why do I feel so sick every time...

But I’m fine! I’ll take a 5-minute break! 🫰 I’m a man who’s been killed every time! You can get back up and do it.. If you want, you can always find a way! I still have a lot of work to do! I need to cheer up again ❤️ Everyone is waiting ~

(Translated by Papago)

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DPR IAN fromm May 2, 2025

그냥너무 지치고 힘들다이제

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DPR IAN fromm March 22, 2025 2:30pm

DPR IAN fromm October 24, 2024

5 voice memos

Alright, good morning everybody. um 7, 7 o'clock clock eh. Im in the morning right now. Did you sleep well? Yes, yes I did. My pinched nerve is getting better. Overall you know I am known to be a fast healer. Not as fast as I used to be though. My eyes just seem to open as they wish now days. I decided to finally, to finally make an effort to work out. it is true I have been eating a lot these days. here's the thing. the more happy, the more stimulated I get. hangry. I just get hungry and hungry. So it's been a while since ive been eating a lot. Im overly stimulated. I did let myself go quite a bit. ive always stayed quite fit. this is the most ive let myself . now with you guys I will be working out.

do in one of the replies somebody said 'why do you get overly stimulated?'. so for me I get more sensitive when I go into a manic episode. now what triggers my manic episode? really loud places, big feelings that curate big emotions. for example, going on stage where I process it a little to much, a little too well. I get crazy ideas, my mind doesn't stop racing. I either eat too much or I don't eat enough. so my mind/ that's what usually happens when you have bipolar. so what the medicine. lukewarm being the middle. polar opposite of lows and highs. so that's what overstimulates me. anything that overtly makes my emotions go crazy.

So um yes. And um. Its always something that I always go through. it's not always something that I get used to. everything doesn't last, the good or the bad. (explains his triggers in Korean).

But um you know at the end of the day, you are you. um actually outside. im on the way. im on the way to the gym! I used to do this when I was younger. but do have to get back to the routine. but you know a key part I need to keep a routine that I can take anywhere around me. you need a ground routine. I wakeup at 10 in the morning and treat myself to a piece of cake. just that small routine keeps me grounded. the minute I stop caring about. I get easily distracted in the moment. spontaneity. let's go to Paris. lets go to sahara desert. good kick in life. it is easy to go off course. the minute I go of course, is the minute I stop caring about the little things. the minute you stop being active. the minute you stop being active is the minute you give more. sometimes when you're feeling a little down. that could be you ultimate trigger. that's why I always say the 5 minute rule. meaning you give more . it matters when you're outside. if that makes any sense. but you know what I mean. ok babe. haha.

So um I finished the workout. It felt good. Pretty tiring. more than the workout, it's traveling to the place. obviously London look beautiful, especially in the morning . I think I found my favorite mart. so I think will grab a few ingredients. I might start a v-log my style you know the way I do it. so I might give that a go and log my experiences from my perspective. I might give it a shot. who knows, who knows what it might be. we'll see.

Thankyou for the responses :) haha ❤️ well I guess that's a yes to the vlogs

DPR IAN fromm March 29, 2026 7:26pm

What do you think the show will be like ??? Yes going back to my roots with this album ~ it’s where IAN really comes from ! Super excited to share with our dreamers

DPR IAN fromm February 24, 2026

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DPR IAN fromm June 10, 2024

Hello how is everyone doing :)?? Hope you are all doing well !

I missed you all too 🙏🏻 . Hope you are all enjoying the new Saint mini ep. It's a part of a bigger series leading to the hybrid ! I know dreamers asked for limbo and skins. And I wanted to give it to you guys earlier 🙏🏻 😭 I hope you enjoy it. 진짜 너무 보고싶었잖아요 ! 밥은? 밥은 드셨나요 ? 저 요즘 소화 가 잘안되서 많이는 안 먹고있어요 하… 아닌가 ? 많이 먹나? ㅋㅋㅋ Translation: I really missed you! What about the rice? Did you eat? I don't eat much because I can't digest well these days. Ha... Isn't it? Do you eat a lot? LOL

DPR IAN fromm June 22, 2024

Hello 👋🏼👋🏼👋🏼

우리 한국 콘서트 오시는분들 ? Who's coming to the Korea show ? We are preparing right now ! Make sure to bring your friends ㅎ 진짜 기대해도됩니다 ㅎ 대신 많이 와주세요 T

티케팅 아직 가능합니다! 아니 많 이 남음 ☝️ ㅎㅎ 고고 ! Translation: You can still buy tickets! No, there's a lot left. Let's go! ☝️ LOL I