#voice message

Chinese Lily

Woodstock

Absolute vanilla

FELIX

You asked him for an audio message late at night. He knew exactly what you were gonna do with it so he made it extra realistic.

voice memos

billie is on tour and you miss her, then remember her voice messages that you saved for moments like that

no warnings, one slightly suggestive comment, fluff, not proofread, fem!reader

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you were sitting in your and billie’s room, she was on tour currently, in japan, you missed her terribly but couldn’t be with her since you had work here, you couldn’t just ditch it even though you wanted to.

she was busy, you knew it, but you missed her so much, you wanted to hear her voice at least.

you were laying in your bed, phone in hand as you contemplated whether you should call her and interrupt her or try to just suck it up.

after a while of just laying there and staring at her contact info, staring at the name ‘bilbaby🩵’, at the picture you took of her that one time you were at the beach where she’s sitting on a beach towel, leaning her upper body back on her arms, her head tilted to the side slightly, one of her eyes half closed, her nose scrunched because of the sun as she stares into the camera with a smile.

god you missed her badly, and you were whipped, so whipped.

then you remembered, her voice messages, the ones you saved in your voice memos app, the ones you went back to whenever you wanted to hear her voice, feel her comfort, and she couldn’t give you that directly.

you open your voice memos and smile to yourself as you press play on the first voice message that you titled ‘billie1’

“hi baby, i know you’re probably already sleeping when i’m recording this message, but well-“

she pauses for a moment and you just know she was smiling

“you’re just gonna have to start your day with my voice”

she says and let out a fake exasperated sigh before chuckling and continuing

“i wanted to tell you that i miss you so much and oh god, i can’t wait till i’m back home with you and sharky and brutus, my three faves”

she says and you can sense that she’s frowning

“and uh- i wish i could hold you right now, it’s so weird sleeping without you and just existing without you overall”

she pauses and sighs

“but hey, i’ll be home in like 2 weeks so i’ll finally get to be with you and actually see you, touch you, talk to you face to face, and… you know, stuff”

she says and clicks her tongue, and you just know what expression she has on her face, that damn smirk

“but let me not think about that, i’ll get too many ideas too quickly, but yeah- text me when you wake up, i love you so so so much”

she says and there’s a short pause after that

“oh and have a good day, pretty girl, the prettiest girl on the planet, gosh i’m lucky… hold on, let me stop that, byeeeeeeeee”

she drags out and then she makes a kissing sound and the voice message cuts off

you’re smiling to yourself like an idiot and press play on another recording

“hey gorgeous, i’m gonna start this off by saying- god, i’m so proud of you for doing my all those things you just texted me about, that’s my girl!”

she says and you just know she’s smiling just as hard as you are right now

“as for my day, gosh, it was eventful, i just finished my show, there was complete silence during when the party’s over! and oh i’m so happy every-time it works!”

she says, her happiness was audible in her voice

“i sure as hell hope you watched at least part of it on some shitty tik tok live, if not- shame on you”

she says and you can imagine how she’d point her accusatory finger at you if she was home with you

“but i still love you anyway i guess, unfortunately”

she pauses for dramatic effect before continuing

“just kidding, i love loving you… and oh! about that, i have something for youuuu, gosh i can’t wait to give you everything i bought for you in europe, you’re gonna love it!”

she says and you can’t help but think back to that, all of the small gifts she got you from every city, things that reminded her of you, and magnets for your fridge since she knew how much you loved collecting these

“it’s so weird, i wish i was there with you but i’m also so happy that i’m here, emotions are confusing as fuckkkkkk”

she says and then chuckles softly

“okay, this is getting a bit long, good- wait, what time is it there? it’s morning, right? i think so- well… good morning then, my love, have a great day! i’ll text you when i wake up, i love youuuuu”

she sings the ‘i love you’ and then the voice message cuts off

and now, even though she wasn’t here with you you felt a bit better, you were smiling to yourself before texting her

‘goodnight, bee, i love you❤️’

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