#au jayvik

was rewatching the "i won't fail" scene and. au mechanised jayce doesnt give jayce the hammer at first. he literally waits for viktors confirmation/approval of jayce to release the hammer. even after everything. and i do think au jayce still has at least some sort of self awareness cause everyone else, even tho mechanised still had in that au, could move of their own accord, they just didnt have any purpose in life left or any will. so, jayce could have at any moment, i think, given the hammer to jayce when he'd first fallen to his knees there. or even during viktors confession. or at any point at all in the entire scene. in fact he didnt even give him that, he just did that when viktor touched him to signal him????? and why i dont think that viktor was actually controlling jayce at that moment is cause, well from v's pov i dont think he wishes to anymore he just wants to undo all of this robots so i dont really think he would be controlling jayce or anyone at that point anymore, but also that when viktor touches jayce jayce doesnt even immediately start to release the hammer. he looks at viktor. he glances at him. theres a pause where he processes what viktor is trying to communicate. and THEN he moves. like. even after. everything. viktors done. even after viktor literally killed him took his autonomy away didnt listen to him. even after EVERYTHING. Jayce still waited for Viktor's opinion to trust literally /himself/ to not fuck things up. im sick. im fuckin sick they make me sick

ok actually am i writing jayvik fic for a final? i think so?