#askthehotheadedcommander

Here’s the thing..

I know I’m not active anymore aaaannnddd there’s a reason for that...

This blog has finished it was pretty much dead anyway

I’ll be keeping this blog up though since it’d be fun to look at in a few years time and maybe people would still get a kick at the terrible meme responses I’ve made, who knows??? While I am sad about this I also feel a bit relieved since I’m not really into OP anymore. I mean I still read it but there’s not much inspiration for the blog anymore. I mean the muse did die like 300 and something chapters ago

I really am going to miss everyone though and I’ve met a whole lot of people through this that have made this whole thing feel incredible but I guess it’s time for me to do other things.

I’ll be active in a lot of different places though if you still want to see where I’m going in life and stuff.

My insta (where I’m active the most): @ stop-lollygagging

My new tumblr account (where I’m still gonna post terrible art): @ashstrash-art

If you guys still want to talk and all I’ll be at those places

I would do a whole thing and tag everyone who I’ve RP’d with and say a lil something but there’s so many people and I won’t be able to express how happy I am to have even talked to most of you guys though words

So...

Yeah...

This blog was a lot of fun and I love you all and I’m gonna miss you guys.

Thank you for everything.

@askthehotheadedcommander It’s weird...getting birthday wishes from the dead...

“I wanna die right now” he grumbles.

M!A [ 4 / 5 ]

Showing it to Aces: @huxquan @askthehotheadedcommander​

Update: // OMG how could I forget about lovely @stardustgalaxy ?!

*Picture gets taken an published* wait.....what's that in the background? I-Is that pORN????

I refreshed the page and this was the post at the top.

http://theflamingcommander.tumblr.com/post/143857696335/vyragosa-3-sleeping-in-a-hammock-4-eating

But this is the one that was on the page before i refreshed it.

It’s a secret.

I must keep my hair healthy and not end up like Ace right now.

I was stuck in the same mindset as you were last year. ‘What am I studying art for? My art isn’t even good enough. No one’s gonna hire me. Why am I still doing this when I should have just gone into something big like being a doctor?’ I felt like that so much that I ended up skipping weeks off at a time and then just dropped out. I know how that feels. Hell, I’m still doing that right now. I still feel like dropping out again even though I took the same course that I did last year to prove to myself that I can go through it and that I will get somewhere. When I started again this year I was so nervous whenever I got up to go I always thought about staying in bed but I kept on saying to myself 'I’ll do this, I need to do something instead of laying down all day and doing nothing’ To tell you the truth because of my mentality I’m in a mess and I’ve got a project is over due but I told my tutor about it and she understands it. Most teacher understand what you’re going through or they’ve had students before that have been through the same thing.  Maybe you should take a mini break or do little things that you haven’t done in a while or before.  Compliment yourself over the little things. I can tell you that it’s surely helped me a lot. What ever happens for you I sincerely hope that everything goes well for you.

*hugs* sorry for the late reply. But oh my god... thank you. You really made my day buddy ;w; I am glad I am not alone in this world.

Yeah... like our other opportunity was send to a waste.

I kind of believe my mentalliity is kinda fucked up too at this point. But at least I am still fighting.

KUZAN: That’s a pretty old joke for a fire baby...

TASHIGI: YOU!! Don’t bother Kuzan-san!!

@askthehotheadedcommander