#askbloom

In short, triggers are learned associations, for example specific words, sounds, gestures, sensations, or situations that become linked to a particular mental, emotional, or behavioral response. For example someone can train you to say: "I am a good toy" every time they snap their fingers or make you turned on, or make you bark and so on and so on :)

Bloom : Thx (even though i have a farm i could put more ^^’)

Puppy likes to listen to files... especially puppy training files and she listened loads and loads over and over again when she realized she really likes to be an empty headed silly pet, an eager pup for her handler, a loyal dog on her hands and feet barking her mind away and alter she learned a lot more like did you know that praises are like treats and treats are for training? Now you know!

Dollification: one of the lovely hypnotist who I work with turned me into a ragdoll at one occasion. They made me feel like I am stuffed with nothing but cotton, including my head so I do not remember super much of it but ever since then I am absolutely adore becoming a doll, especially when I can dress up as one and be a dumb dolly on display.

Bimbofication: so that one is a bit more complex funny enough? I always had a thing for feeling dumbed down (puppy likes to be a silly pet after all) but what's really brought bimbo dolly forward is starting over after an abusive asshole. So the hypnotist i am working with has a patient of a saint and explains everything very thoroughly, and he explained that hypnosis dosen't have to follow scripts or rigid rules. I talked about this not so long ago but basically they wanted me be empty headed, silly and dumb and that come so so so easy! And then I looked into it more and bimbo for me is not just the ability to be silly and dumb but to be feminine (god forbid sometimes sexy), giggly, easy. No overthinking, no thinking at all other than sucking on a lolly (or Daddy's cock of course), giggle and nod my empty little head.

Because it looks so good! Soft in just the right way, where I just want to kiss it over and over. I want you to be a braindead little mess, head too fractionated, and to have each kiss on your body break your mind just a little more. Kissing, up and down, your sides, your thighs, your tummy, over and over. I want to hear you moaning mindlessly because my hypnotic kisses have left you broken.

Tummy is always good, and yours is especially good.

I would lie if I were to say I haven't read this a couple of times and considered keeping it to all to myself cause I never get these type of messages and I really didn't know if it's honest or mocking me but I hope its the former.

This dolly is pretty, she is pristine She'll wash her brain until its clean

Dolly will lick the lolli till her brain pops!

Oooooooohhhhh thank youuuuu💖💖💖

The Tate/Peterson boys. Be glad to have something that keeps them away.

Your body is a knock out, head to toe and back again.

I assure you.

I appriciate the sentiment and I am glad and hope i attract more mature people and so far (as of this last year) I have been incredibly lucky to meet patient, caring, kind, intelligent and incredibly sexy men and women alike.

I think everyone can have their preferences and that is perfectly fine! But I also think if someone has nothing nice to say it is better if they don't say anything at all! If its not your type, move on. There is no need to make anyone feel so bad about their body that is keeping them alive, that is working hard, that they need to see every day that they end up hating it and be cruel to it.

The kink experience isn't a straight line. It changes. What excites me evolves as I learn more about myself. I'm sorry if some of the things I've been sharing make you uncomfortable, but this space exists for me to share my experiences, thoughts, fantasies, desires and questions. It's one of the few places in my life where I don't feel like I have to hide behind shame. It's where I get to be myself, let that be silly, funny, thoughtful, vulnerable, dark, or messy and even sad sometimes.

I don't post for validation, I post because writing helps me understand myself. Not everything I share is something I necessarily want to experience in real life. Sometimes it's simply interesting to explore an idea, a fantasy, or a part of myself I hadn't looked at before. Writing also helps me when I found it hard to speak. A friend give this advise when I didn't had the strength to talk: write... for others or for myself so that is what I have been doing. In my journal and in here because it helps clear the clutter in my head.

I've always been drawn to consensual non-consent as a fantasy and this was always mentioned even in my previous blog. For me, it's a helpful way to process the absurd amount of violence I've experienced from both men and women throughout my life. It is a very powerful imagine that someone can hurt me because I give them consent to versus someone hurting me simply because they can.

People are complicated. I can be a soft, eager puppy desperate for affection one day, and another day I might find myself drawn to fantasies that are much darker. I used to think pain had no place in my sexuality, yet recently I I was talking to a friend about the fact that I'm actually intrigued by the idea of women hurting me.