#ask zerbe

Hi there anon ❤️

I wasn’t angry, friend. I was insulted. I respectfully don’t like my intent here being misconstrued. If you knew me you’d know I warn ppl all the time about following every word I say. I do this constantly and have for years. And people that read me know me usually or they’ve met me, and they know above everything I care about the well being of fans, my friends. Always have. Always will. They are me and I’m them. It’s where my loyalty, my heart, lies. Hurting them would hurt me. There’s nothing I have to gain here no matter what anyone might accuse me of. In fact, I have far more to lose because of my job and how my feeling over Supernatural are tied with it.

People know me and know this about me but you don’t know me and people here know you don’t know me. So that is to say, thank you for this message friend and bests to you as well. We both mean well.

Personally, this means nothing to me. There is an obvious orchestrated PR effort to hide Misha’s involvement in the final two episodes imo. Some of it is subtle, some not so much. And silence around the weight of 15x18 from various members of TPTB tells me that Bury Your Gays isn’t the attention they wanted before telling the next part of their story. It’s like seeing a beacon from onshore during our ride in the dark. They can’t give away their story to address those criticisms. They’ve determined it’s best to just wait us out 2 weeks.

I don’t know if Darius knows the ending or not. Lots of people know it (I think, because originally they were in it but COVID hurt their intended big scene, I think publicly Singer recently told someone this in an article). And all the actors on the con circuit love fandom and thinking about how we’ll react to certain things. My bet is on him knowing, but also knowing Misha’s last challenging Cas acting scene is over, and he’s congratulating his friend on his character’s best scene.

Thank you for your story, anon. If you don’t want to see something, imo, you never will. Doesn’t mean it’s not the truth. I always pity those people and actively try to not focus on them as to get pulled into their gravity well of negativity. It takes something from you, I think. Sometimes slowly. Sometimes quickly.