Anon no idea if youâre even checking my blog anymore but I am so sorry this fill took so long! If you do happen to see this, I appreciate your patience. Hope you enjoy Bucktommy + wearing someoneâs clothes + being pushed against a wall
His Evan
âWhereâs myâoh, crap.â Evan said.
Tommy poked his head out of the en-suite. Evan was pacing up and down the foot of the bed, in his slacks and a crisp white dress shirt that heâd only buttoned up halfway. The contents of his suitcase were strewn across the hotel bedspread, like a tornado had blown through in the few minutes Tommy had been showering.
âWhatâs wrong, babe?â he asked.
Evan looked over at him miserably. âMy tie,â he said. âI forgot to pack a tie.â
Tommy choked down a small laugh. Only his Evan. âWe flew out for a wedding and you forgot to pack a tie?â
âI had them all out,â Evan groaned. âI was trying to decide which one and I know that I decided on the green one but I mustâve never actually packed it. God, Iâm an idiot.â
âYouâre not an idiot,â Tommy said automatically. He stopped himself just before going in for a hugâhe was still a little damp from his shower and Evanâs shirt was pressed so nicely. Instead, he clasped Evanâs hands. Being reminded of their difference in hand size always seemed to pull a string out of Evan and make him a little looser. âItâs a mistake anyone could have made.â
âBut we have to leave for the wedding in fifteen minutes!â Evan protested. âThereâs not enough time to find a menswear store around here for a replacement, let alone a Target or something.â
âWe donât need a menswear store,â Tommy said. âI always pack a spare.â
âI know,â Tommy winked, and turned to dig it out of his suitcase, which had escaped Hurricane Evan and was still entirely packed.
The spare heâd packed for this trip was a nice, simple pale blue dotted with subtle white dots that added just the right amount of texture. Tommy had bought it after an ex told him light blue brought out his eyes, but come to think of it, the same shade would bring out Evanâs eyes as well.
âHere,â he said. âThis will look perfect on you. Do you need me to tie it?â
Evan blinked at him but didnât respond, and didnât reach out for the tie.
âEvan?â Tommy questioned.
âUm, I mean, I could tie it myself,â Evan stuttered out. âBut if you didnât mindâum, that would be fine.
Tommy raised an eyebrow. âWouldnât be any trouble at all. Give me a second to get myself dressed.â
Once Tommy was suited up, he turned back to Evan, who was holding the tie up in front of himself in the mirror, and blushing a brilliant pink at the apples of his cheeks and tips of his ears.
âItâs going to look so good on you, baby,â Tommy said. âCome here.â
He deftly knotted the tie around Evanâs neck while his boyfriend stood there, barely breathing. It was good to know that this was really doing it for both of them.
Tommy stepped back to admire his handiwork. âLook at you,â he said. âLooking so pretty, wearing my tie. Itâs cause youâre mine. And everyone at the wedding is going to know that.â
Evanâs chest rose raggedly. Tommy had been rightâthe light blue brought out his large, round eyes perfectly.
They still had five minutes before they needed to leave for the venue. Screw it. Tommy grabbed Evan by the tie and manhandled him up against the wall, leaning in to capture his mouth with a bruising kiss. If it rumpled Evanâs shirt a little, that was okay. Heâd be wearing a jacket, and he wouldnât even get the chance to take it off at the reception. As soon as Tommy had the chance to congratulate the groom and say hello to his friends in the wedding party, theyâd be coming back here so Tommy could strip his Evan down.
Maybe heâd leave the tie on. Just as a reminder of who Evan belonged to.
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An acotar reimagined multi-chap fic. Filled with consequences, passion, danger, and entirely new facets to these characters.
Summary: When Feyre was ten years old, one day she did not wake up. In her place, you did. You who were torn away from everything youâd ever known were thrown into a story you had read once upon a time. That was nearly ten years ago.
Notes: Reader is Feyre. Nesta and Elain get a personality face-lift. Rhysand deals with his sexual abuse.
Relationships: reader!Feyre x Rhysand (primary) with polyamorous Cassian and Azriel. FMMM / reverse harem coupling.
Content Warnings: 18 + only, angst, FMMM romance & smut, eventual romance & smut, mating bonds, all Fae are pretty much queer lol, brief eating disorder due to ptsd, hurt/comfort, canon-typical violence, canonical character death(s), reference to past sexual assault (rhysand), character development.
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Read the High Lady of Cunning exclusively on Archive of Our Own. It will not be posted on tumblr, wattpad, nor any other site. I do not condone translations, reuploads, or printing of my fic. I tend to update about once a week, depending on my schedule.
//Once again, I have loosely based a short story (and possible roleplay idea?) off of a song that Iâve been listening to lately. Blood // Water by grandson. Please, enjoy.
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âIâm telling you Laney, everything is going to be fine. Everything is going to be routine tomorrow.â
âI believe you and all, but something just doesnât feel right, you know?â
âHeh, let me tell you. Nothing we do ever feels right, but it's gotta be done, yeah? Youâll get used to it eventually. Soon, youâll be able to ignore it just like I can.â
Honestly, that wasnât very helpful if she was being honest. But there was just something in the way the other Turk carried herself that made her believe everything might actually be okay. It was just a routine meeting in the conference room. What could possibly go wrong? There was security. SOLDIERS. Turks. Who in Gaia would actually try and break in while everyone was all there?
Though his efforts had succeeded in calming down his companion, there was still a feeling swimming in the pit of his stomach. Whatever this feeling was, he couldn't shake it. They walked together for a little bit longer before they came to a stop in front of the blondeâs place. They said their final goodbyes and parted ways. Reno stayed outside her apartment just long enough to look around. Nothing seemed out of the ordinary. Shrugging, he shoved his hands into his pockets and started for his own place.
The Turks had gathered in their Presidentâs office upon arriving in the building that morning. Rude, Rem, and Tseng had arrived within moments of each other. Truth be told, the Director hadnât exactly left the building last night. No one would notice that he had taken a small nap in his office before coming in. With as important as this meeting was, there would be no room for mistakes. Sleep had been necessary. Rude just got a good nightâs rest before coming in. Rem knew how important today was and decided to be a responsible Turk.
Reno was, of course, late. Why wouldn't he be? Wasnât he always? Though, to his credit, when things like this occurred, he managed to show up on something that resembled on time. Checking the time, he still had a few minutes before he was due to arrive. But one thing that they found a little off was the fact that Elena wasnât here yet. She was either always on time or a little early. They would give her the benefit of the doubt here. Maybe sheâd just overslept? The blonde had been here a little later than usual last night.
Turning his back to the others, the bald one reached into his pocket and pulled out his phone. His red headed companionâs number was on speed dial; tapping it and listening to it ring, he wondered how many calls it would take for him to answer. The record was five. His foot began to tap after it went to voicemail the first time. Either he was asleep or in the shower. Rude let it ring to voicemail a second time. Nothing. The man kept trying; Reno had a habit of dropping his phone or ignoring it in his apartment during his morning routine. However, it was when the call count bordered on the fifteenth call that he was starting to get worried.Â
âReno isnât answering his phone.â
âI mean, isnât that normal though?â
But something wasnât sitting well in the pit of her stomach so she reached for her phone and dialed the redheadâs number as well. Each and every time, it went to voicemail. While Rude and Rem tried to get ahold of Reno, Tseng decided to try and get in touch with Elena with no avail.
âNeither is Elena.â
That was when Rufus looked up from his desk. His Turks could handle themselves, he knew enough about their lives and habits that they could sort themselves out. However, hearing that one of them was acting out of the normal brought him pause. Even if she had been out late doing whatever it was the Turks did when they were no longer office bound, she still showed up on time. Or answered her phone.Â
âWhat do you mean sheâs not answering her phone?â
Had the redhead heard that, he might have made a comment about the pecking order around there. Though it could be thought that Reno was lowest priority, that wasnât really the case. He was capable of taking care of himself. Not to say that Elena wasnât, it was just the redhead had vastly more experience in this line of work than she did and the potential for her to not escape an ambush or a kidnapping was . . . Well, no. The blonde was pretty good in a fight. There was no doubt about that. But the fact she wasnât here just didnât sit right with anyone.
âSirs.â Everyoneâs eyes were immediately on the door. One of their messengers rushed over out of breath and handed an envelope to Tseng. âThis just arrived at the front desk. I ran up as fast as I could.â The man took a moment to breathe again, several more seconds of silence before he managed to get out, âSaid it was important that you get it as soon as possible. Your childrensâ lives depended on it.â
The Director dismissed the messenger and they all waited until the man was gone before looking down at the envelope.
âThatâs strange. As far as Iâm aware, you donât have children.â
âTrue, but donât you find it strange that this arrives upon the fact weâre missing two of our number?â
Though there were precautions to take in regards to suspicious mail, but too many things needed to be done. They needed answers now. So they cleared a spot on the blondâs desk and opened the envelope. Its contents spilled out onto the desk and it was a CD. Dangerous as though it might have been, they loaded it into the computer and a pop up appeared. Clicking on it, a video began to play.
At first, it was difficult to distinguish what was going on. There was nothing but darkness. Lights started to come on one by one and they saw a tuft of blonde hair. A gruff computerized voice grunted, gave the woman a little kick. She groaned, but cried out a moment later when the man reached for her hair and pulled her up. Something was shoved into her hands. When the camera focused on it, the words, âWe have your daughter.â
There was a shout from somewhere off to the side. They heard something that sounded like Renoâs voice shout, but it was difficult to make out what it was. A thug came staggering into view before he fell. The camera looked over to see a battered and bruised Turk roundhouse kicking another thug into submission. They watched as the redhead ran over but he tripped. On what, they couldn't see. They watched as he struggled to get up only to be kicked in the ribs. Coughing, he fell and they kicked the shit out of him. The camera man walked over to the passed out body of the male Turk and tossed another sign down and this one read, âWe have your son.â
The camera swiveled around to the manâs face. His features were covered by that of what looked like an ornate mask. When he spoke, the jaw on the mask moved with it.Â
âWe have your son and your daughter. If you want them back, alive, youâll give in to our demands.â
The âcreditsâ began to roll after that and the video had to be paused to read everything. Obviously, they werenât going to give in to these people. Even if Turk lives were at stake, they knew what they were getting into when they took this job. The Director was about to make a judgement call when the lights went out. The cellphones of the Turks began to go off, alerting them to what was going on. There had been a security breach. But how was that possible? There was another commotion at the door. Rude went for whoever that might have been while Tseng and Rem stayed with the President. They heard a woman scream and the lights came back on. Wasnât that the Presidentâs secretary?Â
Rude helped her up and she dusted herself off. After a small discussion and several apologies, she produced an envelope for them. This time, a letter was inside of it. The words didnât make sense, not at first. Why were Reno and Elena constantly being referenced as âthe son and the daughterâ? It didnât make sense.Â
âThe price of your greed is your son and your daughter.â Tseng repeated, eyes glancing up at Rufus. âHave you any idea what that might be referring to?â
âNo.â
Then what could it have meant then? From the video, they could determine that the âchildrenâ were the two missing Turks. That much had been easy to figure out. However, why were they being referenced as such? Terrorist groups were a constant threat to ShinRa. Could it have been one of them? It was possible, but which one would be taking credit for this? Tseng was more than willing to pour himself over this note and find all the information out about it that he could, but something caught his attention.
âRem, what is it youâre doing over there?â
âChecking the security breach; it doesnât make any sense.â There was clicking and clacking and a lot of rapid eye movement. She was searching for something. âWe should have known about it the moment they walked in the building. Why didnât we? Why are we just learning about it now?â Camera after camera was searched until she discovered what she was looking for. The one set of cameras she couldn't access. Some digging and hacking later, she gasped. Everyone rushed over to see what she saw.
Elena was splayed out on the meeting room table. Reno was hanging from the ceiling by his ankles. There were pools of blood slowly starting to form. Judging by this, they hadnât really been in there for very long. But how had their bodies been smuggled in? Rude was making a phone call down to the front desk to get answers while Tseng and Rem began to formulate some kind of place to get into the conference room.
From what they could tell so far, there were at least three other people in that room aside from the two injured Turks. They were heavily armored and weaponized. One of those men was sitting on what looked like a large metal chest. That might have been what they transported the two of them in. But shouldnât that have been reported as suspicious if they came in the front door? Heh, bold of them to assume it was the front door. They got deliveries from other entrances so not as to crowd up the main lobby. Thatâs where theyâd come from.
Rude got off the phone and walked over to the Director and whispered something into his ear. Master of hiding his facial expressions, the Director then leaned over and whispered something into the Presidentâs ear. Keeping Rem out of the loop wasnât deliberate per se, but given the information that had been uncovered it was best that she didn't know. Their emotional states did not need to be compromised anymore than they might already be. Decisions had to be made and they needed to be made quickly.
âSomeone has to stay back here and monitor the cameras. Iâll need updates every couple of minutes. The rest of us will take various approaches to get inside the room. The vents, the halls, from below.â
The Director was explaining the plan that he had come up with all on the spot. But there was one flaw. What if the people in that room knew they had accessed the cameras? What if they had access to all the other cameras? What if they knew what was going on right now? There was so much room for error. But what else were they really supposed to do? There were obvious risks to this plan, but something needed to be done.
âIâll stay back and watch the cameras. Go. Retrieve our Turks.â
The Turks nodded to their President as he took a seat back at this desk. The three of them quickly made their way out of the room and down the hallway. Almost immediately, they were given an update from their Boss; the men inside the room were getting up and getting into position. There were more of them than originally thought. The initial three they assumed were in there were actually closer to ten. Though this gave the Turks a moment of pause, they kept going. There was no way they were just going to leave those two alone in there.
When they got the crucial update, it didnât make sense to them at first. If you were holding two Turks hostage, why would you not keep watch of them? Reno, who had previously been thought to be either passed out or near death, had managed to manipulate his body to curl upwards. One hand gripped the rope that had him tied while the other worked on getting the knot undone. It was difficult, but he got himself free. From there, he had very carefully placed bare feet on the conference table and began to untie Elena.Â
The redhead seemed to have a plan and communicated it to the blonde. She must have argued with him about it a little too loudly because that had gotten them some unwanted attention. Luckily for the Turks, there were hidden weapons in the room so they wouldn't have to fight completely unarmed. Reno fought a lot harder than his companion, or so he made it seem. Given they focused more of their attention on him than her, she had a lot easier of a time fighting her way towards the door.Â
However, she wasnât fast enough to slam it shut afterwards. A gunshot rang out and the bullet went through her calf. A scream ripped free from her lungs and she rolled over in enough time to see one of the men taking aim at her. Reno shouted something before tackling the guy off to the side. Somewhere in the scuffle, heâd kicked the door shut. They shot the cameras out from inside the room and their updates from the office were gone.
It was Rem who shouted for Reno when their Boss reported all of this to them. She took off, leaving the other two in the dust. By the time they caught up, she was already tending to a wounded blonde. They all tried to get as much information as they could out of her; certainly she would have to know what this was all about, right? Rufus had caught up to them by now and he, too, wanted answers.Â
All she could really tell them was that this had something to do with a reactor. Whatever town or village or whatever they had destroyed to build it, these people were some of the only ones left. They were out for revenge. The whole âson and daughterâ thing was starting to make sense. Despite her injuries, Elena demanded to be allowed to continue on. Reno had risked his life for hers, she at least owed him to try and get him out. But when it was mentioned that since he did, in fact, risk his life for hers, she should repay him better by living. Reluctantly, she made her way towards medical. They had patched her up the best they could; sheâd live long enough to get down there. The rest was up to the staff.
âSo whatâs the plan?â
âThere is no plan. We just go in and kill them all.â
âRem, we have to have a plan; you can just cowboy it up.â
âIâm with her.â
âRude.â
The bald man was already flexing his hands and adjusting his gloves. What would Renoâs brother say if he knew this was happening? What a time to have a fucking solo mission. Once they reached the door, they could hear the scuffle dying down. Raised voices were talking shit to the captured Turk while his calm voice was practically begging them to go through with it. Rude was on one side of the door, Rem on the other. Rufus had never intended to sit this one out. His shotgun was trained on the door. Tseng had taken up a position beside him.Â
On the count of three, they had a plan to charge in. However, there was a small explosion from inside. They all recognized the sound of the boom. It was a specialty of Rudeâs; so Reno had found that secret stash as well? They needed to get in there fast though. But they hesitated when several more went off. These werenât Turk supplied. They belonged to the terrorist group. Fires were starting to rage inside the room, the sprinkles were activating.
Water began to seep out from under the door. Two voices were heard; one belonged to Reno while the other seemed to belong to the leader of this group.Â
âWell come on then, you fucking pussy. Do it. You gotta know even if you kill me, you and the rest of these idiots are just going to be lambs to the slaughter.â The Turk spit blood out of his mouth, cocked his head to the side. âThe price of our greed was your sons and daughters, huh? Thatâs fucking rich.â
âSHUT UP!â The manâs voice was shaking. It was coated in hesitation. Whoever had told him that this would be an easy job had lied. There was nothing easy about this. âJust shut up and die!â
Gunshots were deafening in their own right. However, being on the opposite side of the place they were coming from held a different sort of quiet. After a couple seconds, more than just water began to seep out from under the door. There was blood in it. Someone was on the other side of that door, they were still breathing. They were coming closer. It was now or never.
They broke the door down only to see a lot of dead bodies and a severely wounded Reno stopping, holding his hands up in surrender. It took seconds to recognize what was happening here and the idiot sighed, looking off to the side.
âWondered when you guys would get here. Didnât really want to die alone.â
âYou arenât going to di- . . .âÂ
But before Rem could finish, the redhead fell to his knees. While the shot he had fired had gone through the forehead of the leader, that manâs had pierced his chest. A centimeter in either direction and it would have killed him being so close to his heart as it was. Even if it had missed, it was still a near fatal shot. Unless they did something for him soon, he really would die.
âWhat have I told you, Reno.â Came the Presidentâs voice. Though the Turkâs face was covered in blood, he still extended a hand and slapped him. âYou donât have permission to die. So you better stay alive.â
âHeh, yeah?â The redhead coughed, blood leaking out of the corner of his mouth. âIâll do my be- . . .âÂ
His vision had gone splotchy and his body began to fall forward. They caught him and rushed him off towards medical. It was a close call, but the man would live. Heâd be out for a little bit, but heâd make a mostly full recovery.Â
Virgil was always jealous of Remy. How could he be so confident?! Virgil hated that Remy could walk outside in a crop top booty shorts and fishnets without even a second of doubt. Virgil loved Remyâs style, he secretly bought his own version or Remyâs signature look. It had a black cropped hoodie that said daddy on it with purple short shorts and instead of fishnets it was stripped purple and black tights. He dreamed of the day he could walk outside in it. His makeup looking great and he would smile and laugh not even caring what looks people gave him. And oh god how Romanâs jaw would drop when he saw him. Virgil smiled to himself âone day.â He whispered.
One night he put his outfit on expecting Remy to be asleep and not for him to be barging into his room. He turned around quickly his eyes wide to see him smirking âwhat do we have here gurl?â He said slowly.
Virgilâs face heated up âI-I itâs n-nothing!â
Remy tisked âdoesnât look like nothing to me gurl. In fact. It looks like weâre going out tonight.â
Virgil almost burst into tears âno no no please Rem. Donât make me go out like this.â
Remy slowly made his way around Virgil âbut Verge you look so delicious like that. Romans going to flip. Donât you want to surprise him. You look so good Verge so so good.â
Virgil blushed ây-you really think so?â
Remy smirked âgurl would I ever lie to you! Now come on ring that little boyfriend of yours. Well more like huge boyfriend of yours and letâs go!â
Virgil smiled looking at himself in the mirror. His eyeliner dark but his eyeshadow a soft purple along with his dark black lipstick âI do look good. And Roman is going to die.â He giggles and called Roman. âHe Ro I have a surprise for you, meet me at the club on 2nd street. Donât worry you wonât miss me.â He hung up and walked out to the living room grabbing his combat boots and Remyâs hand.
Remy smiled âI canât wait to see Romans face when he sees you gurl, you look gorgeous Verge and I mean it.â
Virgil blushed softly âthanks Remy that means a lot.â
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âWhatâs your secret?â Buck asks in the morning, into Eddieâs neck. His curls are dry and loose and they tickle Eddieâs cheek and jawline, making him smile, but he wouldâve be grinning anyway.
âWhat secret?â Eddie says. âI donât have a secret.â With the heavy weight of a half-naked Buck cuddled up against him in bed, everything theyâve been dancing around stripped away, it feels like the first time in at least twenty years that might actually be true.
Buck wriggles an arm up to tug gently at a strand of hair flopping over Eddieâs forehead. Eddie shivers andâwell. Thereâs time for them to get in to what that could all mean later. âYour hair,â Buck says. âItâs always perfect.â
âYouâre always perfect,â says Eddie. Gut-jerk. Sappy. Stupid. It feels good to say.
âIâm being serious!â Buck insists, pressing himself up off the mattress so heâs looming over Eddie a little. âIâve never seen you with bad hair. Like, you should see yourself right now, you donât even have any bedhead.â He waggles his eyebrows in an approximation of frowning at his own hairline. âMeanwhile I look like Iâve been electrocuted.â
âYouâre perfect,â Eddie repeats. Itâs true. Buckâs hair is mussed and heâs unshaven and back when their heads were knocked together Eddie could tell his morning breath was rancid. Heâs the most beautiful thing Eddieâs ever seen.
âEddie,â Buck says.
âBuck,â Eddie says, and pulls his best friend back down to bed with him.
okay this is very different from my usual wheelhouse, including my usual eddietommy. but EYE love it. hurt/no comfort. not Buck bashing exactly (I would never) but emotions are high and heâs not there to defend himself. unreliable narrator in full effect. be forewarned
46. ⌠out of envy or jealousy
Tommy was moping. Eddie hated Tommy moping. They were allegedly watching the Clippers game (Tommyâs team, because Tommy loved an underdog), but Tommyâs gaze had barely strayed from his phone, which was face up on the coffee table, for the entire night.
âHeâs not going to text you,â Eddie said bitterly.
Tommy gaped at him incredulously, which was fair, probably. They hadnât exactly talked about Buck and Tommyâs break up. There was a lot they hadnât talked about.
âHeâs not going to text you,â Eddie repeated. The words felt like they were coming out of some jagged, ugly gash deep inside of him. âHe baked for a week and then he was over it. You dumped him and heâs out on a date tonight and youâre holed up here pining over him and ignoring me.â
Tommy shook his head like he was trying to clear away fuzz. âEddie, Iâm sorry. I didnât mean to make you feel likeââ
âYou didnât mean to make me feel a lot of things,â Eddie said, dripping with uncharitability. âWhy him?â
âWhyâwhatâwhy Evan?â Tommy asked.
âWhy him?â To his horror, Eddie could feel tears welling up. âI thought we clicked. The night of that basketball game? Why did you kiss him?â
Tommy was quiet. Eddie couldnât bring himself to look at him.
âWhy didnât you kiss me?â Eddie whispered.
He felt a warm, broad hand on his knee. Tommy, reaching out. It wasnât very comforting.
âEddie, I canâtâI donâtââ Tommy sounded like he was on the verge of tears too.
âI know,â Eddie said. âI know heâs your first choice. Even though you gave him up. Even if he doesnât want you anymore. Even if Iâm right here.â He crowded up against Tommy, meeting no resistance. The last words were breathed against Tommyâs lips.
Eddie wanted to kiss him. Eddie had always wanted to kiss him. So he did. Tommy didnât push him off. Not even when the kiss ended.
It was short. It was wet, because they were both crying. It wasnât very good. It was Eddieâs first kiss with a man.
âI think you should go, Eddie.â Tommy sounded wrecked.
Thanks for the prompt anon! Hereâs Buddietommy x Listening to Someoneâs Heartbeat:
As soon as Tommy opens the door, Christopher is off to his room without so much as helping to put a single grocery away, muttering âhomework,â under his breath. Tommy has his suspicions that âhomeworkâ in fact looks a lot more like Fall Guys with his friends, but he lets him go without comment. Chris is doing really well in school, so it isnât like he needs a talking to about time management, and honestly, it warms Tommyâs chest every time Chris gets a little flippant and teenagery. It means that heâs comfortable with him and he trusts him. Remembering his own teenage years, Tommy values that heâs able to give what he didnât have growing up to another kid.
It doesnât take Tommy too long to restock the fridge and the pantry with everything they just bought. Especially without any interruptionsâthe house is almost completely quiet, except for a soft giggle coming from Chrisâs room that all but confirms heâs not actually hitting the books. With everything put away, Tommy makes his way to the bedroom.
Sure enough, Evan and Eddie are taking a nap together. Even on the Alaskan King mattress they had specially ordered theyâre pressed up into each otherâs space, curled together tightly. Evanâs face is buried in between Eddieâs neck and collar bone, and Eddieâs nose is pressed into Evanâs soft curls.
Tommy takes a moment to enjoy the view of his two boys, before stripping down and pulling on a clean pair of sweatshorts so he can clamber into bed with them.
They shift to accommodate him without really waking up. Tommy plasters himself to Eddieâs side, who moves into him willingly, adjusting so he can burrow his head against Tommyâs chest, famous Eddieâs favorite pillow. One of Evanâs big hands comes to rest gently on Tommyâs thigh, closing the circle and connecting them all together. Tommy sighs with contentment and certainty, even as he feels his pulse spike from all the heavy emotions flowing through him.
âYour heartbeatâs so loud,â Eddie mumbles drowsily.
Tommy chuckles softly. âIâm just nervous,â he says.
Evan lets out an adorable sleepy little snort. âWhatter you nervous for?â
Tommy takes a moment to study them. Theyâre perfect, and theyâre his. He canât believe how lucky he is. âBecause Iâm going to ask you both to marry me.â
âDonât need to be nervous,â says Eddie, eyes still closed. âWeâre going to say yes.â
âWhen we wake up though, okay?â Evan says into Eddieâs hair.
âSure,â Tommy agrees lightly. He feels so cozy like this, heâs drifting off himself. âWhen you wake up.â
Twenty minutes later, heâs startled awake by Evan socking him in the stomach, Eddieâs giggle, and an indignant squawkââthat was how you proposed?!â
âIt just came out,â Tommy says, laughing even as he rubs his belly gingerly. âI listened to my heart.â