#ascension wave

It was incredibly powerful and I was yelling ‘I love you!!!!’ to my twin (in spirit, because we’re again on and off, mostly off), like a lioness, to release this energy. The entire body, not just the heart or mind was telling my TF that it loves him. I’m new to such a form of expression! :) It wasn’t a fiery feeling but rather bursting and beaming from within as if I got ‘unlocked’. My body was longing for my TF, not just in the regular physical way but as if on an atomic level, to open, glue and be One, in an eternity when time and space are missing.

The pull was magnetic beyond words, yet it wasn’t emotional (no feelings of missing him like people on a distance do, but as if being in the same space-time, on the same exact level, with the same exact vibration, equal as never before). Thus I titled it ‘in unison’, which is a musical term to describe two arrangements playing together with the same intensity, the same pitch at the same time. My bottom chakras opened to process the love energy released by both the Universe from above, and the Earth from below so they were amping me while I was receiving on the surface of the planet. Whenever I had to stand up, I’ve felt like a lighthouse, with a beam of light coming vertically through me. My eyes are still so shiny and full of dreams and love.

I’d say that my higher self had met my angelic (partly dormant) energy inside of me, and woke it up to spread the angel further. It felt as if there was a nova explosion not far from me, and I was receiving an energy of the blast. It is most certainly a follow up of how much I was guided to discover then study, (and filter out BS) about my Draconian/Seraphim origins between August and September 2016 (during the Lion’s Gate), and then this entire wave of knowledge passed to let me move on and rest. Resting feels boring after such a surge of mental activity, but it was necessary. Draconians love everything extreme and we take it with courage, just as if we lived, or came through a black hole, thus nothing could surprise us anymore, yet we’re depressed when excitement fades out ;)

I’ve also noticed that this beam of love activated my hormones related to sexuality or rather, the entire sacral chakra, to merge the feminine with masculine, because it feels much deeper and max opened than ever. I literately felt dead in the hip area for a few months, while I normally react very strongly to anything sexual. I thought I was aging :D It’s the same when sometime this wave of invisible light/energy can trigger our gut hormones instead to purge the system, then we feel bloated, gassed, blocked, cranky and irritated.

I’ve been getting huge surges of happiness coming from the inside, from the heart and solar plexus. Each day I catch up with energies of the 5D dimension more and more to cheer the life on the New Earth. 5D energy has an impact on dreams too and the dreamland feels like nothing before. I’ve experienced it only once so far, in December ‘16 but it was incredible, in a positive way. Also all my ascension symptoms have been gone for a while, the solar plexus purges no more (the peak was between 2013-2015 wen I worried about the relationship and myself the most), the right hip (masculine energy; the left is for the feminine as they say) is now healed too, my legs feel light. The top of my head feels like radiating a bit, not tingles yet but close too.

If you’re feeling this wave, open up and receive, don’t resist but jump into it without fear. Spread your arms and take the beam into your chest, smile :) This is probably some wave of energy related to the direct motion of all those major planets which were in retrograde and which I wrote of lately. It’s quite an unusual timing that they all move during just one month. In addition, there’s Mars in Pisces, my sign and Mars has been healing its bad patriarchal energy lately too. Even if one doesn’t rely on astrology (and better not to, as it’s addictive), there’s undoubtedly an amazing synchronization of many aspects in the Universe going on right now. We only need to wait patiently for our time, the Universe hasn’t forgotten about anybody. Our regular human bodies have been malfunctioning since the very beginning of creation. You will lose nothing by letting go of your old ego, the old self, unfinished business, plans, ideas, relationships which don’t resonate with your heart’s needs anymore etc.. You will only gain when you let the Universe reconstruct you. You will feel healed to the point of ‘immortality’ when your angelic being awakens inside of you, improving everything. The Universe wants to surprise us so it’s better to never expect anything or track dates and energy updates, but rather pay attention to what we’re guided to individually, and to feel when things happen, without analyzing such events. Analysis activates the brain and it stops the heart from feeling anything metaphysical fully.

I can literately breath this new energy, it feels like a cold, fresh breeze of something new. If anybody told me 1-2 years ago to cheer or expect to be happy, I’d never believe because it felt so draining, heavy when in separation back then. Separation is a state of the mind which is supported by 3D energy of own ego. When the ego fears, it starts making negative assumptions based on scraps of information, the brain looks for the closest references to what it read, learnt, experienced in the past, and then we drift away of the source of our joy even further, analyzing, looking for flaws, imperfections, pushing own version of the ‘truth’. In fact, most of ‘work’ we do with our TFs first is that on the spiritual level, somewhere in another dimension. Humans are too negatively conditioned to act properly, so it starts with the spirits/souls first! Somewhere out/up there we meet, merge, sleep together, cook, buy things etc, etc. Enjoy these moments when they arrive, as they are real, you are not imagining or dreaming. Your higher selves are advanced versions of you two. When we practice allowing, merging, accepting, loving etc., enough, we-humans shift into that new ‘matrix’ which we’d created together to act in the physical reality next :)

According to some source, the wave should peak on 01/14 and will be fading out around 18th. (I’m rather guided to feel it max on 01/17 and/or 01/23 but we’ll see). Enjoy the Love Beam! 

Of other things, I’ll share my critique on ‘Twinflame tarot readings’ which have been flooding YouTube for the last year or two in the next post ;)