i might introduce quaritch and varang in the storyline of nmwnyt, making the reader make morally questionable choices to eliminate the ash clan and rda permanently
now here's what she's most afraid of: neteyam seeing the insanity of the human mind, her mind. she runs away from any possible connection with him because she's afraid once he sees all parts of her, he's gonna get disgusted/disturbed (a slight parallel to jeytiri's convo in afaa)
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