can i say... it was hurtful when 'my shoes' was the first thing louis said when lestat threw up blood........ ;(
I actually loved that beat! It felt really true to the chaos and confrontation of the moment and the deluge of feeling to briefly hold to something like that because it's easy. To think about your shoes is to not have to think about anything else, and it doesn't hold, but it's a brief grip on the ground in the midst of a hurricane, y'know? I kind of think it was for both of them too, in many ways, and so any hurt from it was likely swallowed up by the bigger hurt that came (pardon the pun) on its heels.
I mentioned it last night, but I really love that Louis brought Armand up in that way too, not because it says anything about Lestat - it doesn't, and the circumstances are obviously completely different which Louis realises very quickly given how his reaction shifts - but because it reveals Louis' still carrying the weight of what Armand did to him. It feels really in direct conversation to the mediation scene in 3.02 to me where Louis's posturing and saying they can talk about Armand like it's easy when it's clear they haven't, and acting like he's completely healed from that chapter of his life when his emotional response here reveals that he's not. He responds badly to the incest, but worse to what he perceives as a century long lie - it triggers him in a way that I don't think we've seen much else do before, and I think as an emotional beat it really lands us back in the reality of how traumatising Armand's deception was for Louis.
I thought it was some really effective writing in that sense and cut through some of Louis' facade this season in a way that was very succinct, allowing him fullness of character and interiority while still allowing the scene to ultimately be emotionally anchored in Lestat's breakdown. Loved it!


















