if you had a time machine that could take you anywhere in your own life BUT you could change nothing, only re-experience an event exactly as it happened, would you do it? And if so, which event would you re-experience (no obligation to answer that if it’s too private)?
okay, so I can rules lawyer this because I was alive on July 13th, 1985 and could probably find a way to see queen play live aid. and that I would do.
if i have to be honest? I think i would because the combination of PTSD-related memory loss and familial gaslighting means that I do not trust some of what I remember. and i would like to know how much of what my mother says about me was true, and how much I was a normal baby with normal needs. I can't help but wonder if adult me would like child me, or if I was as awful as I've been led to believe.
