#appprocess

The app

As the world of the young woman is so fast, instant and people have very little patients anymore, i want to make sure that my product can keep up with this fast paced life. 

I just can't believe that COCC (Cadet Officers Candidacy Course) - or what others know as the CAT (Citizenship Advancement Traning) - and the experience I had when I entered it could be really helpful in my life. I mean, it's just been a few months but I can see the fruits of my hardwork during Third Year in highschool. I'm strong when I know that I need to be strong. I'm numb for some useless pain. I'm capable of withstanding physical, mental and emotional worries whenever and wherever.

Just to give an idea: In our school, if a student wants to belong to the Honor Guards Club (CAT Club), he has to undergo the COCC training and after a year of rough physical, mental and emotional training, he'll be a fully pledged Senior Officer. We're like some sort of a entering military training but it's all just in highschool.

And right now, now that I'm undergoing the process of joining a college organization, I feel like somehow I'm prepared for it. It feels like I know what's going to happen - I don't know what's the exact thing that will happen but I just know what's going to happen. Ang labo, pero basta.

I know that everything's not going to be fine, it's not going to be full of happiness every goddamn time. Nevertheless, there's no reason to quit this application process. I know that this will benefit me in the end. I know there's a reason for everything even if sometimes it feels like there's none. I know that every shit that could happen it's just a part of the whole thing.