boyfriend!eren who ties his hair with your hair ties, be it pinkish or silky or has flowers on it, he will wear them regardless and endure all the teasing from jean and connie.
boyfriend!eren who takes you on long midnight drives around the city and buys you donuts and kisses your cheeks while watching the stars.
boyfriend!eren who takes you out to cheap streetfood dates when he is broke but promises to make it up to you by flying you to Dubai or Maldives when he works hard and becomes a millionaire.
boyfriend!eren who makes ramen for you at 3 am with cheese and sausage to satisfy your cravings. who scribbles away all the calories and nutritional info on the back of your fav snacks so you dont have to worry abt anything else except enjoying food. who tried to bake you a frog cake and it ended up like this.
boyfriend!eren that doesn’t care about anyone else apart from you. who once let his insecurities take over and called armin in the middle of the night bawling and sobbing about how he will die of heartbreak if you left him for some other guy. who only calmed down once you assured him and let him sleep in your arms.
boyfriend!eren who shows up at your house in the middle of the night with ice cream when you feel upset or sad. who keeps a small portable bottle of your perfume or body mist so he can smell it when you are away or when he misses you.
boyfriend!eren who tries everyday to become a better version of himself so he can feel happy and make you and himself proud.
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Tides of Fate: In a world where powerful creatures known as sirens come to the shores of Paradis, the scouts are thrust into an unexpected alliance—one that is sealed through an ancient and seductive bonding ritual. Each siren has chosen a mate, and through their connection, the scouts are granted extraordinary powers. But with this newfound strength comes complexity, lust, and tension.
Steadfast Hearts: In the aftermath of war, Dr. Tiana Belrose, a brilliant Androsian engineer, arrives in Paradis with cutting-edge technology and her country's hopes on her shoulders. Assigned to be her guard, Captain Levi Ackerman, known for his discipline, finds himself drawn to her. As battles against Marley rage on, their unexpected romance blossoms amidst political intrigue and rising tensions. {Levi x OC}
A Soft Place: In a post-Rumbling world, where the threat of Titans no longer looms, Vanessa Sinclair finds herself living a quiet life, working at her family’s bakery in Wall Rose. Curvy and self-conscious, Vanessa has always faded into the background, overshadowed by her more outgoing friends. But everything changes when Captain Levi Ackerman, Humanity's Strongest Soldier, begins visiting the bakery regularly. What starts as a simple exchange of tea and pastries quickly evolves into something more. Levi, drawn to her quiet strength and beauty, takes Vanessa on a journey that forces her to confront her insecurities, while learning that sometimes, what lies beneath the surface is more than enough. {Levi x Plus Sized OC}
Diamond Of The First Water: In the aftermath of war, Paradis seeks alliances, leading to a political marriage between Captain Levi Ackerman and Princess Solina of Valoria. Initially a strategic move, their bond deepens as they face royal customs, public scrutiny, and the looming threat of Marley. Both unprepared for the complexities of a political union, Solina's naivety and Levi's guarded heart are tested. As love grows amidst war and duty, they must overcome challenges that threaten to tear them apart. Will their love survive, or will forces conspire to keep them from finding peace? {Levi x OC}
The Devil's Bride: Aurora Jaeger, Eren's long-lost childhood friend, reunites with him in Marley, reigniting an unexpected bond. After breaking her vow of pacifism to save Eren, they secretly marry before the Raid on Liberio, drawing Aurora into his chaotic world. As the Scouts learn of her, tensions rise, with Mikasa heartbroken and Levi demanding answers. Eren is determined to protect Aurora, the only light in his dark world. As war rages, Aurora must reconcile her gentle heart with Eren’s transformation, while he confronts the reality of who he’s become. {Eren x OC}
The Ballad Of The Magenta Witch (Coming Soon): In the aftermath of the devastating attack on Liberio, the scouts are desperate for new allies to secure Paradis' survival. Enter Mea, an enigmatic sorceress known as the "Magenta Witch," who harbors a tragic past shrouded in betrayal and magic that defies time itself. With her loyal and bizarre companion, Goldfish Levi—a goldfish transformed by immortality—they arrive at Paradis, bringing a storm of intrigue, power, and mystery. As Mea's allure and ancient power stir the scouts' skepticism and curiosity, tensions rise when she sets her sights on the stoic and battle-hardened Eren Jaeger. Amidst the looming threat of war and shifting loyalties, Mea must confront the ghosts of her past while deciding if a new bond is worth risking everything for. (Eren x OC)
( Eren Jaeger and Scouts x Black OC in High school AU)
⚠️ Mentions of: bullying,
𝐅𝐀𝐂𝐄-𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐈𝐌= 𝐉𝐨𝐝𝐢𝐞 𝐖𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐬 𝐨𝐧 𝐒𝐨𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐬.
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Being apart of a group chat that you didn't interact with wasn't fun. There was a lot of Group Chats in Paradis High. Each group chat was for a certain thing, specific topic, and was made for a certain reason. The most known kids, both boys and girls—were invited and added to group chats. For some it was an amazing thing, and it highlighted the beauty of popularity. It showed the peak of popularity. You would get to be invited to parties, like Historia's Reiss yearly summer mansion party for example. Or you would be invited to sport games, like Jean Kirstien who plays basketball, and Eren himself. Then the other people on the team as well, since they weren't the only athletic boys in the school. So it was no surprise to Eren when he was added to the group chat years ago, and he still thinks about why he hasn't left it.
So like every lunch time, Eren sat at the table, taking his phone off of Do Not Disturb. A series of notifications blew up on his phone. Almost every social app he had was ringing with alerts.
But it was a certain group chat that he decided to checkout first.
Opening the group chat, Eren was not surprised to see that it was still dinging with new text messages. There was a conversation happening between a variety of people, and Eren's first thought was to scroll up to the beginning of his English Period.
Eren wasn't really sure what he would find as he skimmed through the text messages. Most of it was trash talk, but nothing too severe. It was mostly people describing their class and how boring it was. Or it was people talking about the latest gossip from days ago or maybe last night.
Eren was close to clicking off his phone and visiting another app, but then he saw Historia's name for the first time in the conversation.
Eren narrowed his eyes, glancing up to see if Armin and Mikasa would be on their way yet.
When he didn't see them, he continued reading the messages.
It was no surprise to Eren when he saw that Historia Reiss was badmouthing everyone in their English Class. And of course, Ymir—a fellow popular girl in Historia's clique, who is also rumoured of hooking up with Historia before, was agreeing with her the moment Historia got in the chat.
Eren saw the text messages and furrowed his brows at what he read.
" Not some weird bitch was trying to chat with me like she's on my level"
Eren scoffed, shaking his head as another paragraph of hers was below.
" Who names their kid Jodie?! Lmao anyone know about her?"
Eren pushed his eyes to read more past Historia's message. He read Ymir's message to agree with finding out who Jodie was.
Then he read as a couple other people joined the conversation, and how they immediately fed into Historia's bull.
Eren clicked his phone off with a shake of his head. He already knew where that conversation went, and what everyone was now thinking about the girl named Jodie in his class.
Eren had known Historia Reiss since he was 12, but never really started talking to her until he was 15 ish. She wasn't always mean from the start, but Eren could definitely say she wasn't a real friend.
She often spoke to people in a overly soft and fake voice to get what she wanted. She used her looks to an advantage, and often brought other confident people around her down.
Historia was liked by mostly everyone, and that boosted her ego and self confidence by a lot. Next thing Eren knew, was that the summer of going to 8th Grade, and Historia Reiss had an obvious and disgusting personality change.
Her superior complex, and growth in physical appearance built her popularity.
Eren was popular too around the 8th grade, but he didn't change up on his friends—Armin and Mikasa for popularity. The two friends which he still has today. He might've lost his temper, and usual fire, but that was because of the endless effort he put into getting and maintaining that Centre position he has on the Football Team.
He was not a snotty popular rich kid. And Eren didn't participate in any bullying around the school. He simply didn't have time for that
Just like how he doesn't have time to argue about a sport. Maybe Eren would've joined that argument today if he was 15 again, he would've defended football with his life, but he's changed.
An example can be how he didn't tell anyone to defend him with the whole football situation. He had nothing to do with that.
But Jodie was right when she said he won't speak up on it. He was a bystander, and that was equivalent to the bully.
" Eren!"
Eren lazily lifted his gaze, sitting up from his unconscious slouch in the chair.
" Armin? Mikasa? You guys brought the food already?" His eyes landed on the the packet of Chinese cuisines.
The Chinese small restaurant was the closest place for students at Paradis High to go and grab food. If you were a student especially, the food only cost 5 dollars for the combo. But the packeted shrimp, spring rolls, and etc. came for 2 for 5 dollars.
" Not that much time has passed by you know?" Armin said with his brows furrowed at Eren. " And plus, the restaurant is the first thing right down the street."
Eren nodded his head, feeling dumb that he even asked to begin with. But with the somewhat reassuring shrug Armin gave him, he didn't dwell too much on it.
" Thanks guys," Eren said, accepting the food.
" Thank Mikasa, she bought it this time."
Mikasa shrugged, sitting down on one side of Eren.
Mikasa Ackerman has been friends with Eren Jaeger and Armin Artlet since she was around 9 or 10. Eren Jaeger was one of the first friends she made. She lived in the country side growing up so she wasn't the most social person. Growing up Mikasa has always been right behind Eren. From when he wanted to be successful at the sport he was introduced to during his younger years called " Football", and Mikasa too had an athletic side with Volleyball.
While Eren was the most popular one in their group, Mikasa also had her fair share of popularity. A year ago, she was tied in with the business majors in school who happened to be working on a project in the field of modeling.
Mikasa took up the offer to be one of the groups model, and the successful result of her and that group, resulted to her being an occasional model for Garage—the clothing store.
That was enough to gain her popularity.
Being one of Eren Jaegers best friends that accompanied him everyday was also another reason for her popularity. Mikasa Ackerman was in some group chats, but she refused to chat or talk with much people. Especially Historia Reiss, or any other popular snob.
She just didn't swing that way.
Then there is Armin Artlet. Known for being the smartest student in their grade, and the best player on the chess team. He is also supposed to be the graduating class Valedictorian, and there's no doubt about it. Besides his brains and handsome yet delicate appeal, Armin wasn't all that fetishized.
But he had to say, his ultimate gain in popularity started with people thinking he and Historia were siblings.
Then it was because he was close with Eren Jaeger. Eren who he's been friends with since he was 7 or 8.
" Eren you seem lost in thought." Mikasa called out, taking a bite of her food.
Eren swallowed, ready to deny, but Armin also had caught on.
" Yeah you seem pretty off today. Is it practice or...."
Eren could feel eyes on him around the cafeteria, but he shrugged it off like he planned on doing with this question.
" No it's nothing. I'm good, just a little sore and tired."
Mikasa narrowed her eyes at him, and Eren knew from her pointed look that she wasn't going to let this go. Mikass peeled her sharp gaze off of Eren, pulling her phone out of her jacket pocket with one hand, and proceeding to go on it with that clean one.
Suddenly, a series of dings erupted from her phone.
Eren couldn't help the sigh of exhaustion that escaped from him.
Mikasa's eyes narrowed at her phone screen, immediately tapping stuff as her eyes darted over something. It was as if she was reading.
" Who's Jodie?"
The question came quicker than Eren expected.
Eren shook his head, " Some girl in my English period. I guess she rubbed Historia and them the wrong way."
Eren shrugged his shoulders as Mikasa took her eyes off of him. He wasn't sure if she was content with his answer, but he had food to eat.
" What does it say?" Armin asked. Peeking his head over Mikasa's shoulder to see her phone.
Mikasa kept quiet for a moment, before answering: " Well...it seems like Historia and them have found a new target to attack. Apparently she disrespected Historia and...Eren?"
" She didn't offend me." Eren denied.
" And I tried to talk to her and she didn't want to hear it. Not my problem, I can't do anything else."
" Well what did you say to her?" Armin asked with furrowed brows.
" I tried to give her a heads up about Historia, Ymir, and all those girls behavior. I also tried to apologize, but she shut it down." Eren bit into his shrimp with a shrug of his shoulders.
Mikasa didn't respond to Eren, and neither did Armin.
Armin just averted his eyes to his coconut shrimp, and his brows were still drawn close together. He seemed to be pondering over something, and it was the face Armin made when he was putting pieces together.
" Mikasa," he started, turning to her.
" What did you say was her name again?"
Mikasa glanced at Armin from the side of her eye, before scrolling on her phone.
" It says that her name is Jodie." She answered.
" Jodie L/N."
" Jodie...." Armin repeated.
Eren cocked an eyebrow at Armin. " What? Do you know her or something?"
To their surprise, Armin nodded his head.
" Yeah. I was in a group project with her recently. We had to do this research project for Science class, and she animated and edited all the information I gathered. We got the highest mark for that. It was actually the highest mark I've ever gotten in science."
Eren looked away. " What, so she's smart?"
Armin nodded. " She's good with technology. But she's also really nice. She's friends with Sasha Braus and Connie Springer."
"— She got Historia mad? What did she say Eren?"
Mikasa clicked her phone off, picking a spring roll off her plate. " Yeah. From the way Armin explained her, she doesn't seem all too much like a bitch. So how did she manage to piss off all the popular people?"
Eren thought back to the words of Jodie, and remembered how she spoke facts by accident.
" She said something along the lines of; Common sense has nothing to do with popularity. Seems like all of you lack common sense immensely. It was something following that." Eren refrained a grin from coming onto his face when he repeated the words.
Mikasa raised her brow, " So she didn't say it to Historia?"
" No. But she said it after Historia said some next shit about the people in the class being lame."
Armin let out a small nervous laugh. " Well she's not lying....But that's also not enough for Historia to want to bully her."
" Yeah...."
Armin shook his head in disapproval.
" But even so, Jodie isn't the type to be bullied. So I doubt it I'll work."
Eren nodded his head absentmindedly.
" Right."
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The next day of school came by quickly.
The next two periods of Jodie's class the previous day, weren't anything too special. She didn't have to encounter or be in a class dominated by popular people. And if there was popular people in her classroom, it was one person at least. They were rather quiet, since they worked better as a group than by themselves. Gym with Mr. Ackerman was her first period after lunch, and Calculus was her last. Jodie had nothing to worry about. Popular kids usually skipped gym, especially a lot of the pretty girls who weren't know for athletics. So walking into Paradis High the next day wasn't anything special.
Her first period, science class with Ms. Hange Zoë, went by pretty quickly. The last presentations for the group projects were presented, and Jodie was sure that her and Armin Arlert still had the best project video.
But then English class came, and Jodie L/N wasn't one to skip class. She sure wouldn't because of some popular kids either.
So here she sat, listening to her teacher speak on a new group project that requires reading a book from a typical Intermediate, and Junior Elementary school library. As far as Jodie knows, the task is to dig deep into what your chosen book really was trying to portray. Figure out a message that the targeted age group couldn't have gotten.
She had her mind set on The Hunger Games Series.
" A lot of you guys are going to go for popular romance books—"
The class began to make noises of agreement that had Jodie shaking her head. The teacher laughed though, before silencing the class to further explain.
" And you can do that, but think about whether or not there is a deep message that the targeted audience might not have understood or really picked up on."
Jodie shifted in her seat, the feeling of multiple pairs of eyes on her made her skin crawl. Ever since Jodie walked in the school building, and parted ways with Connie and Sasha, she's been feeling more eyes on her than she's ever felt.
It was not because she looked pretty today. She wore low waisted True Religion Jeans with a black tight top, and black air forces. Jodie was not being looked at for her very basic and not so stylish clothing.
She immediately concluded that Historia, Eren maybe, and plenty others in her English Class had already spread the information about her from yesterday's situation.
She cleared her throat and continued to hold her gaze on the teacher.
" So I'm not going to give you guys a collection of books,"
" Thank God," some people grumbled.
The teacher grinned. " Because I want to see what you guys can come up with. I'll be giving you guys a rubric to follow accordingly though."
Jodie glanced around the classroom, and she could see that some people were already having side conversations either about the assignment, or something totally different. She wouldn't be surprised if it was the latter.
Putting her hand up slowly, Jodie swallowed as she felt the sensation of eyes on her again.
" Yes Jodie?" The teacher quickly picked her, a smile on his face.
The class quieted down at the mention of her name. Jodie was sure she wasn't imagining that.
" Um...is this group work, partner work, or single?"
The teacher took a step back, looking to face the whole class. " Good question! So I don't want to pick partnerships, but I do think that it would be great if you guys could work in groups of 2."
It was better than a whole group. Jodie knows that she hates group work, especially in Paradise High.
But still, she did not want to do group work in her English class of all classes.
But nevertheless, she nodded her head.
" So," the teacher clapped his hands together.
" Find your partners."
With those words, majority of the class scurried. Only a good couple people remaining still in their seats, while avoiding the encouraging eye contact with the teacher. Jodie was apart of that couple people.
Jodie did not wish to be partners with anyone, especially since she had to pick people. She had no friends in her English class, and ever since yesterday, this is the class she dreads the most.
She could hear mixed voices of various girls, the deep laughs of boys, and the off topic conversations that she chose to not listen to.
I'll use my regular technique. Jodie told herself.
That technique consisted of waiting till each partnership was formed, and there was no more students available. After doing that, she would confront the teacher, tell him that all students were in a partnership, and she would quickly add that she didn't mind working by herself.
She just had to wait it out. That was step one to her technique.
So with that being said, Jodie pulled out her phone, ready to pass time. She could hear Historia's distant voice saying something. She didn't sound to happy with her tone. Jodie forced herself to not listen, and occupied herself on Tiktok.
Not that Jodie was exactly counting, but she wasn't even able to get past 6 videos when she was interrupted.
A figure stood over her. A masculine figure she noted before she glanced up. Jodie felt a bile rise in her throat as she slowly peeled her eyes off of her phone. With each second her eyes scanned over the figures body, Jodie's brain immediately thought of a certain someone in her class.
Eren Jaeger. And she was indeed correct.
Today, Eren was dressed in grey joggers and a white regular shirt. His hair was down too, framing his face. Jodie cleared her throat, yanking her mind away from the appearance of Eren Jaeger.
" Can I help you?" She asked with a low voice.
" We're partners."
Jodie literally reclined in her seat. Her eyes darting around the classroom in search of any camera or phone on her. When she saw nothing, she looked back at Eren like he was crazy.
" Excuse me?" She asked, completely appalled.
Eren raised his brow questioningly, " You don't have a partner."
" For a reason," Jodie quickly added. " I rather be partners with no one, than someone who won't ever try and do work."
" My student average is a 87."
Jodie didn't look impressed. " Do you know how much popular kids pay nerds to do their work?"
" —Done by me." Eren included with a shake of his head. " Quit insisting that I'm some bad guy. You don't know me."
" And I don't wish to with all due respect."
Eren stared at her for a moment, and Jodie believed that this was a recap of what happened yesterday at lunch. Eren would stare at her, maybe longer than last time, and would proceed to walk away.
But no, he remained in his place. Deep turquoise eyes boring into Jodie's honey brown ones.
" We're going to be partners," Eren said, slowly turning to an angle. " We'll just have to arrange a time that works for the both of us."
Jodie refused to let him have it. " For you—you mean. I'm always free, I'm sure you can't relate."
Eren scoffed. He looked like he was about to say something, but the teacher began speaking before he could.
" Okay guys! I've given more than enough time to arrange partners, so everyone return to their original seats."
Eren spared Jodie a look before walking away from her desk. Quickly going back to his placement, and scattering into place with everyone else. Jodie couldn't help but slump in her seat.
Eren Jaeger chose to be partners with her of all people, and she didn't understand why.
Is he trying to embarrass me? Jodie thought to herself. Because if he is, I'm not going to let my walls down for that. I refuse.
Turning to the white board, the teacher began to write out a title that read; Group Partners.
" Okay...now that we have our partner groups somewhat decided, we need to record our groups. That way I can start mild assessing."
When he was finished writing on the board, he turned to face the class.
" So can each person from the partnership come write down you and your group partners name? I'll release a doc later where you guys can state your books. More than one partnership can do one book by the way."
Slowly, people began slowly dragging themselves up from there seats. Sluggishly making their way to the bored to write their name, as well as their group partners.
Jodie shifted in her seat, poking her head out to glance at Eren. To her surprise he was already staring at her. Many people laughed at the partnerships being written down. Fellow popular kids laughing at the fact that the two class clown boys were in a group.
—Looks exciting, because no work was going to get done.
Jodie raised a brow at Eren as more and more names were being written out on the board. Eren stared back at her with furrowed brows, seemingly lost by the intensity of her gaze.
" What?" he mouthed.
Historia Reiss walked up to the front of her class. Grabbing the marker with a shit eating grin, Jodie watched as she wrote down her name in cursive handwriting that looked unreal. Before writing down a name nobody really recognized beside her own. It didn't take long for people to start hollering when they realized why that was.
Historia will have the " nobody" do all the work.
" Shit," Jodie cursed under her breath when Historia turned back to face the class.
She could've sworn they made eye contact, and a glint shown in Historia's eyes. But it was gone when she retreated back to her seat, the shouts and comedic laughs following her back.
With sharp eyes, Jodie snapped her gaze to Eren with even more intensity than before.
Jodie did not think about why Eren was already staring at her when they made eye contact. All she knew was that she was not embarrassing herself up there. With a aggressive nod of her head, Jodie roughly swung her head in the direction of the board.
It sure didn't take long for Eren to catch on with what she was saying.
—You're writing down our names. Go!
Those were the words to Jodie's motions.
Eren, like everyone else, slowly got up from his seat. Making his way to the front of the class as eyes followed him. The cheers for Historia went down as everyone focused on what Eren Jaeger was about to write down for his partner.
Was it going to be a girl? A boy? Was it going to be Historia? Everyone wanted to know.
No one knew what he was writing, or what was written until he stepped back from the board. Snapping the marker lid on, Eren handed the marker to the teacher before walking back to his desk.
As Eren walked by, Jodie made eye contact with him, and she could faintly see the grin on his face.
~Jodie and Eren~
That was what was written on the board.
For some reason, Jodie wanted to smile, but the silence in the room kept her from doing such.
It was a small action that differed Eren from Historia entirely. Eren didn't plan on being with his partner—Jodie L/N— for her to get all the work done, but because he genuinely decided to. And him putting her name ahead of him really showed his and Historia's differences.
Jodie couldn't suppress her grin.
This was interesting, and not even the hate filled glare of Historia Reiss could ruin this.
We all know that Reiner is a switch but he is so much more a sub than he is a dom.
MINORS DNI 18+
smut/fluff [Random Headcanons]
-Reiner is the type to call you mommy while he sucks on your titties for hours on end trying to milk you
-Reiner is the type to let you bend HIM over whenever he is being a bad boy, but would easily reverse the roles when he gets too worked up and wants to feel some pussy.
- Reiner is the type ask for cuddles after sex for reassurance, in this case, aftercare is important for the both of you whether or not he is doming.
- Doggy style is his favorite whenever he wants to feel in control....and whenever he doesn’t ;)
- The day you mentioned pegging he was already walking out the door to the store to get you your strap on. (He likes it more than he cares to admit)
- the type to absolutely worship the pussy and I mean in all ways. When eating you out he will do it for hours just ravishing you and eating you whole. He will keep going even if your lips are swollen and raw from the overstimulation of his mouth and fingers in you.
author’s note: hey guys! lmk if you like headcanons and if you want to see more and for who! I am open to all fandoms not just AOT. So just lmk what you would like to see! Also I was thinking about writing some more one shots and possible writing a fanfic here on tumblr. I have a few ideas so we will see. It may not be AOT though, but I am still not sure
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In the most polite way possible, what happened to them? Please i need to know. ;-;
BRO WTF HAPPENED TO ALL THE OLD EREN JEAGER FANFICS THEY MADE BACK IN 2017 HUH?
ALL THE LITTLE CUTE AU'S AND FLUFFY ONESHOTS
WHERE DID THEY GO? DID THEY JUST POOF VANISH OR SUMN!?
LIKE WHERE IS MY YOUNG ANGSTY SWEET LOVING BOY WHO WORE HIS HEART ON HIS SLEEVE, WOULD GIVE ME KISSES WHENEVER I ASKED, WAS AFFECTIONATE, DETERMINED, HAD AN (obvious) PASSION FOR KILLING TITANS AND A PERSONALITY
NOW THAT IM BACK IN THE FANDOM ALL I SEE IS MEAN DOM DEPRESSED APATHETIC HORNY EMOTIONLESS ADULT EREN WHO COMMANDS ME ON MY KNEES TO SUCK HIS DICK UNDER THE DESK LIKE WHAT
content: fluff, comfort, nightmares, death mention, descriptive but not graphic death explanation
a/n: fluffy eren is very much so needed after chapter 139 ;;>
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memories flashed through your eyes like a vivid picture. even in your unconscious state, it felt as real as the day it had happened. from when everything started to the end. their screams, their cries, their pleads, how you felt. and your father. how he died. how you were the reason he died.
the night air was cold, it brought shivers to your arms as you sat up from the bed. the action had caused your blanket to fall down from around your body, exposing you to the cold air. you paid no mind to it, however. your chest instead heaved, mind swirling with previous thoughts pertaining to the dream you just had.
peeking from over your bunk, you checked to see if anyone had woken up due to your outburst. thankfully, it seemed as if no one had woken up. so, you gently threw your legs over the edge of the bed and slowly made your way down. a shiver wracked down your spine once your feet touched the cold floor. you were quick to put on your shoes.
if you were too loud, you were sure shadis would have you running laps for as long as daylight lasted. so, you walked slowly towards the forest side of the camp, hands buried in your pockets with a small frown. the night air was cold- but comforting. it cooled you down and helped clear your head from the nightmare. even now as you thought about it, you needed a distraction.
you shuddered, a harsh wave of wind blowing past your face as you neared a small opening to the forest. once you had wandered over to it, you realized that it was in front of a lake. you had seen it more than once when out during mock missions or on odm gear, but not really ever at night. it was beautiful.
after a minute or two, you found a small little perch to sit down at. you pulled your knees up to your chest. the silence the forest gave was comforting, even though the wind made it hard to ignore the cold creeping into your body, it felt nice. it had just started to get cold, the seasons finally shifting from the unbearable heat. while everyone else complained about the cold, you were thankful for it. it used to be your father's favorite season, there were so many things you did with him and your brother. from snowballs to makeshift snow castles, it almost seemed like a dream. though, now that you were sitting here alone, you realized it had been a dream.
before you could stop them, tears began to well up in your eyes. how long had it been since you thought about him? how long had it been since you stopped pushing it away and distracting yourself?
you were cut out of your thoughts abruptly when a noise came from behind you. adrenaline spiking, you turned around quickly. in the midst of your action, you almost fell off of the rock you had been perched on, but an arm grasped onto your own forearm and pulled you up before you could fall into the water.
"what the fuck?" you yelled, moving to throw a punch at the person who had snuck up on you, which was blocked immediately.
"calm down (y/n)! it's me, eren!" he cried out, holding both of your arms now to control your movements.
his voice caused you to relax immediately, however it didn't quell the annoyance he had caused. you faced towards him, yanking your arms away quickly.
"what were you thinking eren? you scared the shit out of me, what're you even doing out here in the first place?" you demanded.
eren matched your glare, soon to cross his arms as he scoffed, "i came out looking for you because i saw you walk in this direction. i wanted to make sure you didn't get lost. the real question is why are you sneaking out here after hours,"
you scoffed, "oh please eren, you don't need to know everything I'm doing. you didn't have to follow me out here- because now if we both get caught, you get punished too," you put your hands on your hips, giving him a look.
eren huffed out in slight agitation. he didn't respond for a few moments, instead shifting his eyes around your own to your face. his expression softened, and he reached a hand up towards your face, faltering when you flinched in surprise. he continued on after a moment or two, soon to gently cup your face with a frown, "why're you crying?" he murmured.
the feeling of his thumb gently swiping underneath your eye had you closing your eyes in response, your breath hitching. his touch was surprisingly...comforting. he didn't remove his hand even after you opened your eyes and stared back into his own.
"nothing really...just, nightmares," your voice had dropped down into a whisper, taking on an ashamed lilt.
it was almost like when the two of you were kids. everytime something happened, eren was always the quickest one to go out of his way to comfort you. when your older sister came back from a mission and the two of you got into fights. he was the first one to come to your aid before your own brother; even when your dad had told you what had really happened to your mother. he was always there.
eren sighed gently and dropped his hand, causing you to shiver once the warmth he had lent left your cheek. "you haven't talked to me about it before," he inquired softly, moving to take his cape off of his shoulders to wrap it around you once he had realized you didn't have anything to keep you shielded from the cold.
"i didn't want to," you replied, quick to continue as you watched confusion and slight hurt cover his expression, "you have so much more to deal with, you don't deserve my baggage," you told him gently, moving to grasp at his hand- which he immediately returned.
“that's bullshit, (y/n)," he said, his expression nothing less than angry. it worried you, but he cut you off before you could even open your mouth, "i care about you. just because you want to endure things on your own doesn't mean you have to," he told you with a heavy frown, turning his head away with a slight blush.
"a-and even if you don't wanna tell me, at least tell mikasa- or armin- or even, hell, annie- just...someone..." he added on, almost bashfully.
you didn't say anything for a moment, staring up at eren in surprise. sure, the two of you were friends, but you didn't think he cared for you in that way. at least, not with mikasa and annie around. you could have sworn he had feelings for one of those two- but now that you're standing here with him, you realized the look on his face matched the one yours always had when you were with him. it caused you face to flush bright red.
clearing your throat, you nodded shyly and looked towards the lake, messing with the hem of his cape’s fabric, "i appreciate it eren...and, uh, i care for you too...just so you know," you told him softly, causing him to grunt.
he soon tugged on your hand, shifting so that he was sitting on top of the rock that you were previously on, "c'mon, let's stay here for a while...and if you want, you can tell me about that nightmare," he told you softly, prompting you to follow.
you smiled and nodded, "yeah, sounds like a plan,"
