#anyways.............

I have so many things to blog about regarding my vacation, but one thing that was really memorable for me was this one take off we had at the airport. I experienced probably some of the worst turbulence on this trip and on couple of occasions I straight up thought I was gonna die... first flight from vancouver to japan we were hit with such bad wind in narita that the pilot couldn’t fucking land TWICE and he’d be 200 ft off the ground and he’d like “nope!” and he’d fly back up into the sky. the plane was doing somersaults when we tried to touch the ground. I sharted but eventually we made it out alive. then when I flew back from japan to vancouver, it randomly started storming outside right before we were going to take off. so when we took off the plane was going bonkers and I could see how bad it looked outside and again, I thought I was going to die. once we hit ~10,000 feet the plane evened out and everything else was fine but ma’am? I was scurred. those were “memorable” but those were NOT the good core memories I wanted to remember, but one of the flights were. nobody gave a shit when I watched this, but a couple months back I watched “flight to you” which was a chinese drama that depicted the life of pilots and the career of flight. so there’s a scene where the main pilots would depart for a flight in the cockpit and the crew outside would be doing the final checks for the plane. they give them the clear to leave, and when they do they stand outside and wave goodbye to the plane and I know it’s protocol or something but there was something so sweet about that to me... so on one of my flights from japan to taiwan where I was sitting window I saw first hand the crew outside doing that. so when we left they all stood there and waved and I CRIED. I fucking teared up and all the memories of this drama flooded back, and it wasn’t even a sad show but I think it really gave me an insight into people who dedicate themselves to aviation. before we took off I listened to their soundtrack and I felt so emotional to be there, apart of this journey with these people who have probably been flying for years now. everything felt so sentimental and the intentions of the drama, showcasing all the goodness in those who chose this field really shined at that moment. long story short something about this moment struck a chord with me and made me appreciate the act of storytelling and showed me that this world is filled with humanity and love.

making myself cry w OC thoughts :3c

Some people really do be out there voting ‘Kanye West’ as other for the elections huh?