Everything said and done, there's a saying in my country that if you have problems with so many people, instead of pointing fingers, first reflect upon your own behaviour. The way I've heard things about *you* from so many people vs hearing you say things about so many people, I'd rather believe 5 people instead of one. After all, you can't highfive with on hand. :)
as someone who was cowardly enough to judge me as an anon, your opinion means less than the soupy shit toothless dumped
you most likely don't know me and since you're a lil narcissistic bitchass pussy with an audacity of zeus's dick and the personality of a new york sewer rat, i obviously don't know you. you don't know my process, you don't know my improvement, and you definitely don't know the self reflection i've done. i have no problem with "so many people" heck i have no problem with anyone. just because i criticize and vent doesn't mean i have "problems" with people, i take issue with what happened and i use my platform to voice myself out because i was silenced
"i'd rather believe 5 people instead of one" bitch i don't care about your preference but that sentence lets me know that you're a clique-y type of coward who peaked in high school and judges people you've never personally interact with because you're stupid enough not to form your own opinion because let's face it you don't have the personality nor capabilities to leave a good impression on your own. you bandwagon on relations and you jump ship when your "group" of "friends" decide to ditch someone because you'd rather be a toxic wannabe than your own person. self reflect yourself lmao
and ofc you can high five with one hand but that would be me smacking your stupid face but you're too much of a self righteous pussy to show yourself lmaoooooo do yourself a favour and stop being so obsessed with me i don't want your stench wafting or get your dumbass virus. look at you and those 5 people talking about me. tell me you're my fan without telling me you're my fan pffffttt is this what idols feel with sasaeng? bc i understand the disgust
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Can I get do a match up request from Louisa with Paul Dano characters please?(This is my first time requesting one of these so sorry if itās not good)Iām 5ā2 and my friends do think itās fun to use me as a arm rest :,)
I have a smaller friend group consisting of 2-5 people and love learning everything about them! Itās my favorite to get people gifts I think theyād enjoy (especially if theyāre on the more pricey side) cause I just love spoiling people!!! Iām very big on physical affection (Iād go as far to say clingy) and quality time with people I love or care for. I enjoy staying in, but it gives me enough energy to go out n do something when Iām with someone I enjoy being around. Iām someone whoās always trying to make people around me laugh. My hobbies consist of lots of different mediums of art, video games, reading and watching movies so I can talk to someone about it in detail after. I work at a book store atm, but after I finish school Iāll be a veterinarian ^v^ I love listening to every kind of music (rock, r&b, classical, metal, pop, etc.) and my favorite song is Chateau by Djo right now. I love being at home listening to music while doing anything. Iām very much a night owl and am the worst at waking up :,) Iām also a disaster in the kitchen! Making anything on the stove top scares me, but Iām oddly good at baking sweets. I really only bake with/for others though really Big congrats on 500 and thank you!!
Authorās Note | no need to apologize, anon!! You did perfectly on this and Iām super glad to fulfill your request!! Hope you enjoy your matchup!! āŗļø
Iām matching you up with āØ Calvin!! āØ
I'm sorry to say this...but I think Calvin would also love to tease you and use you as a bit of an arm rest as well. Don't worry, he still adores you. I think he'd relish in your clinginess and your want to just talk about the media you consume. Calvin is definitely the kind of person who forms so many different opinions on every movie, book, and TV show he takes in, so he'd love to stay up all night, going on about what you both think about things.
An ideal date for this man would be him making you dinner. He's a very romantic man and loves the idea of a night in. So he puts on his cute little apron, gets himself in the kitchen, and struggles through a recipe. He probably gets a little frustrated zooming around his kitchen and having to pull out different ingredients and definitely gets stressed out about the trail of dishes he leaves behind. But he wants to make you happy and loves spending time at home with you. Besides, I promise that as long as you do dishes with him afterwards and splash soapy water on him, he'll embrace the playful atmosphere you've created.
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I'm pretty sure "Ash Ketchum Mpreg" and "Mild Panic Disorder" are the same thing? To the extent that the Wikipedia page for "Mild Panic Disorder" mentions "Mild Mpreg" ā I think? ā there's a bullshit discussion about Mood and Anxiety Mild Panic Disorder involving "alprazolam (Xanax)", in which the answer to "Why didn't anyone else think of this?" is a half-remembered guess from 1990 at roughly the same time as Mindfulness-Based_Reframing_System">JPMS, and the author is convinced the correct answer is Preganic activation (Burgess)
I get that you're not seeing it as an issue though, cause you said it yourself you're white/lighter skinned asian and a lot of reader inserts are catered to your demographic.
whoah okay, that's a whole different take on what i said
I never said that i don't see the issue BECAUSE of my race. I simply don't see this as an issue, period. so no, you don't get why i don't see it as an issue because you care more about what i am as a person rather than what i put out there as a creator
listen, i started writing because i want things that i can't just demand from other creators. so if YOU are not satisfied with what's been put out there, why don't you stop whining, stop blaming people's races or identities or whatever you wanna call it, and MAKE something that will satisfy you and the people you think aren't being represented enough
Sukuna has oftentimes regarded the people he loves most as āwretchedā and ādisdainfulā throughout canon
Like apparently, according to Japanese readers, when Sukuna was describing his mother as āwretched/pitiful,ā even though the words WERE insulting on their face (and in spirit), they also apparently conveyed a lot of fondness and admiration and love. So, Sukuna both viewed his mother as wretched/pitiful AND loved her at the same time
And even though Sukuna didnāt love her (at least, certainly nowhere NEAR the extent that he loved his mom, Uraume, or Yuuji) and viewed her as annoying and disgustingly shameless and off-putting, Sukuna pondered a LOT about Yorozuās philosophy of love and genuinely lamented the fact that she didnāt fall in love with someone like Gojo or Kashimo instead, who wouldāve made her happier, which I think does indicate at least some degree of affection (esp. if we go with the theory that the woman shown as one of the people on the crossroads in the last chapter that showed when Sukuna was thinking about his past, which would show that he acknowledged her feelings, even if he didnāt return them). So, with Yorozu too, Sukuna both viewed Yorozu as disgusting/disdainful AND felt some form of affection for her at the same time
And then thereās Yuujiā¦ā¦ā¦ oh, the fathomless depth of feelings that he has for Yuujiā¦ā¦ā¦.. āThis abominable righteousness, a refuge of the soulāā¦ā¦ā¦ Sukuna was enraged at Yuuji, hated him so much for challenging his deeply rooted ideals and outlook on life in a way that left him feeling defensive, since itās very likely he took it on at least in part as a coping mechanism to deal with the grief and despair of the entire world outcasting and hating him from the moment he was born, but at the same timeā¦ he treasured it. Sukuna loathed Yuujiās āabominable righteousness,ā but he also loved Yuuji so much at the same time, and in his heart of hearts, he could quietly, genuinely confess to himself that Yuuji was the refuge for his soulā¦ā¦..
Oh, Sukuna
Ans
There is so much you conveyed on the matter towards Sukuna's affection, [which by the way is a well thought out conclusion to make and shows the depth on how he views it so calculative, when not so bizarre to say the least].
Though I might not know much on his take concerning his mom, I think you bring up an interesting point concerning how he views their dynamic and how it played into his character. He might not say much, but him implying he was tossed aside due to his nature or perhaps was abandoned even if he doesn't dwell too much on it, I think it sheds light on how he slowly became aware that was part of his identity,Ā seen as a curse.
Then jump forward to heian era where it was peak Sukuna. Feared, got all the stats to call him the strongest sorcerer in history but also revealed in the jujutsu hierarchy he was there due to how much many feared to be doomed by him, [he was after all sweeping out clans day in and day out]. And we know from Sukuna when he first spoke to Satoru that he doesn't care about hierarchy based on how people are born but its more how they make a name for themselves. This to me revealed part of the reason why Sukuna is viewed as the strong house that he is, including how Yoruzu viewed him.
Which isn't a bad thing- but more on that and why there are two perspectives on Sukuna.
Sukuna puts respect on power.Ā So when other sorcerers like Yoruzu, satoru, kashimo, [name drop any other who have the talent to polish themselves in the name of perfection]- he is there right with them. Going back to heian Sukuna he was called the strongest for a reason, not just by name, [a great example of what I mean is a character like Reigen from Mob100 who goes around saying he is but we all know he isn't a psychic- but it works because name has that sort of influence]. Reeling back to Sukuna,- he could have stayed just called the strongest- but like he wasš. So when you put that Sukuna with these bunch of hungry chases he understands there's something they want.
But,Ā BUT, Sukuna couldn't resonate with why they wanted him to understand why they were in that position in the first place. Most sorcerers I've mention tend to feel alone- like they are standing on view no one understands,Ā that's literally jujutsu sorcerers.Ā They have this power or technique for some reason or another many also idolize. That's how jujutsu sorcerers get their ranks, its a good thing to be seen but alsoĀ the seen look at even a bigger seen aka Sukuna
Which is why I think you make a great point concerning Sukuna saying Yurozu and Satoru should have paired up- or even Kashimo, because as much as he is the strongest he can't fathom something much stronger than him to relate with. He eats what he wants, does whatever he feels like. In their generalized chase of sorcery, that's Sukuna's own.
Then comes in Yuuji
He, in the kindest way possible, does not carešš. Like Yuuji is still growing as a sorcerer, but his reasons aren't because he wants to prove he's the strongest or cares that much about sorcery, he wants to protect those he cares about,Ā and there is an abundance to that
Yuuji cares so much.Ā It is big, it is unfathomable,-this looks like a simple trait to have but in jujutsu could you blame people on limiting who to care for? Its the reason why Nanamin left for a while, the more he sees people suffer as much as he says he wants that break, he also wants to care. And it comes biting when he sees a lot of people he knows about dying, people who care about his well being. So when Yuuji does this, its like everyone, everyone is in his ideal to protect,Ā not to used as tools.
So when Sukuna looks at this,Ā he can't deal with that for a lack of better term. Yuuji's ideals become this mountain he's never seen before, just a cluster of everyone in one person- like you get the point kjdhsm. It is tedious to deal with that, even if he kills Yuuji,Ā Yuuji still wins, his soul is not broken, so if he died that's just cheating. And going back to the example of Reigen, he refuses to be a fraud, a coward.
And he slowly bites into that, indulging in someone's ideal just for once, it reveals a level of knowing the kind hearted character Yuuji is. Otherwise if its of no importance he would not care- but it eggs him, he understands what he's looking at. A sorcerer who's very weak compared to him, who's ideals eats as he pleases, just like him.
In the end he goes far to pushing everyone out under Yuuji's name, and furious that Yuuji would sort out to spare him. Then bringing the aspect back of Sukuna being a curse, and his involvement in Yuuji's ideals to break.Ā It doesn't make any sense. But in the end, we already know from Yuuji's perspective why it does,Ā Sukuna was also always involved in Yuuji's ideals.Ā In order to protect, Yuuji comes to terms understanding part of that includes every soul. He doesn't view Sukuna as the strongest sorcerer,Ā because none of it ever matter to him. He knows Sukuna as this tormenting entity that won't stop, but Yuuji won't give up on it either. He would go as far as to live with it.
[and lowkey think part of the reason why Sukuna never acknowledged him as a sorcerer till the end, he lost to his ideal of that of a curse. Similar theme if you will between him and his mother].
And that's how I interpreted Sukuna the curse defeat, and Sukuna the strongest sorcerer not living with any regret. Like any other character, there are multitudes of perspectives to see them, and I think both Yuuji and him capture the end of the cycle most want Sukuna to break from.Ā And they both understood that in the end, with Yuuji holding onto a cursed finger that can no longer curse and Sukuna picking a different path
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I just realized
Sukuna has oftentimes regarded the people he loves most as āwretchedā and ādisdainfulā throughout canon
Like apparently, according to Japanese readers, when Sukuna was describing his mother as āwretched/pitiful,ā even though the words WERE insulting on their face (and in spirit), they also apparently conveyed a lot of fondness and admiration and love. So, Sukuna both viewed his mother as wretched/pitiful AND loved her at the same time
And even though Sukuna didnāt love her (at least, certainly nowhere NEAR the extent that he loved his mom, Uraume, or Yuuji) and viewed her as annoying and disgustingly shameless and off-putting, Sukuna pondered a LOT about Yorozuās philosophy of love and genuinely lamented the fact that she didnāt fall in love with someone like Gojo or Kashimo instead, who wouldāve made her happier, which I think does indicate at least some degree of affection (esp. if we go with the theory that the woman shown as one of the people on the crossroads in the last chapter that showed when Sukuna was thinking about his past, which would show that he acknowledged her feelings, even if he didnāt return them). So, with Yorozu too, Sukuna both viewed Yorozu as disgusting/disdainful AND felt some form of affection for her at the same time
And then thereās Yuujiā¦ā¦ā¦ oh, the fathomless depth of feelings that he has for Yuujiā¦ā¦ā¦.. āThis abominable righteousness, a refuge of the soulāā¦ā¦ā¦ Sukuna was enraged at Yuuji, hated him so much for challenging his deeply rooted ideals and outlook on life in a way that left him feeling defensive, since itās very likely he took it on at least in part as a coping mechanism to deal with the grief and despair of the entire world outcasting and hating him from the moment he was born, but at the same timeā¦ he treasured it. Sukuna loathed Yuujiās āabominable righteousness,ā but he also loved Yuuji so much at the same time, and in his heart of hearts, he could quietly, genuinely confess to himself that Yuuji was the refuge for his soulā¦ā¦..
Oh, Sukuna
Ans
There is so much you conveyed on the matter towards Sukuna's affection, [which by the way is a well thought out conclusion to make and shows the depth on how he views it so calculative, when not so bizarre to say the least].
Though I might not know much on his take concerning his mom, I think you bring up an interesting point concerning how he views their dynamic and how it played into his character. He might not say much, but him implying he was tossed aside due to his nature or perhaps was abandoned even if he doesn't dwell too much on it, I think it sheds light on how he slowly became aware that was part of his identity, seen as a curse.
Then jump forward to heian era where it was peak Sukuna. Feared, got all the stats to call him the strongest sorcerer in history but also revealed in the jujutsu hierarchy he was there due to how much many feared to be doomed by him, [he was after all sweeping out clans day in and day out]. And we know from Sukuna when he first spoke to Satoru that he doesn't care about hierarchy based on how people are born but its more how they make a name for themselves. This to me revealed part of the reason why Sukuna is viewed as the strong house that he is, including how Yoruzu viewed him.
Which isn't a bad thing- but more on that and why there are two perspectives on Sukuna.
Sukuna puts respect on power. So when other sorcerers like Yoruzu, satoru, kashimo, [name drop any other who have the talent to polish themselves in the name of perfection]- he is there right with them. Going back to heian Sukuna he was called the strongest for a reason, not just by name, [a great example of what I mean is a character like Reigen from Mob100 who goes around saying he is but we all know he isn't a psychic- but it works because name has that sort of influence]. Reeling back to Sukuna,- he could have stayed just called the strongest- but like he wasš. So when you put that Sukuna with these bunch of hungry chases he understands there's something they want.
But, BUT, Sukuna couldn't resonate with why they wanted him to understand why they were in that position in the first place. Most sorcerers I've mention tend to feel alone- like they are standing on view no one understands, that's literally jujutsu sorcerers. They have this power or technique for some reason or another many also idolize. That's how jujutsu sorcerers get their ranks, its a good thing to be seen but also the seen look at even a bigger seen aka Sukuna
Which is why I think you make a great point concerning Sukuna saying Yurozu and Satoru should have paired up- or even Kashimo, because as much as he is the strongest he can't fathom something much stronger than him to relate with. He eats what he wants, does whatever he feels like. In their generalized chase of sorcery, that's Sukuna's own.
Then comes in Yuuji
He, in the kindest way possible, does not carešš. Like Yuuji is still growing as a sorcerer, but his reasons aren't because he wants to prove he's the strongest or cares that much about sorcery, he wants to protect those he cares about, and there is an abundance to that
Yuuji cares so much. It is big, it is unfathomable,-this looks like a simple trait to have but in jujutsu could you blame people on limiting who to care for? Its the reason why Nanamin left for a while, the more he sees people suffer as much as he says he wants that break, he also wants to care. And it comes biting when he sees a lot of people he knows about dying, people who care about his well being. So when Yuuji does this, its like everyone, everyone is in his ideal to protect, not to used as tools.
So when Sukuna looks at this, he can't deal with that for a lack of better term. Yuuji's ideals become this mountain he's never seen before, just a cluster of everyone in one person- like you get the point kjdhsm. It is tedious to deal with that, even if he kills Yuuji, Yuuji still wins, his soul is not broken, so if he died that's just cheating. And going back to the example of Reigen, he refuses to be a fraud, a coward.
And he slowly bites into that, indulging in someone's ideal just for once, it reveals a level of knowing the kind hearted character Yuuji is. Otherwise if its of no importance he would not care- but it eggs him, he understands what he's looking at. A sorcerer who's very weak compared to him, who's ideals eats as he pleases, just like him.
In the end he goes far to pushing everyone out under Yuuji's name, and furious that Yuuji would sort out to spare him. Then bringing the aspect back of Sukuna being a curse, and his involvement in Yuuji's ideals to break. It doesn't make any sense. But in the end, we already know from Yuuji's perspective why it does, Sukuna was also always involved in Yuuji's ideals. In order to protect, Yuuji comes to terms understanding part of that includes every soul. He doesn't view Sukuna as the strongest sorcerer, because none of it ever matter to him. He knows Sukuna as this tormenting entity that won't stop, but Yuuji won't give up on it either. He would go as far as to live with it.
[and lowkey think part of the reason why Sukuna never acknowledged him as a sorcerer till the end, he lost to his ideal of that of a curse. Similar theme if you will between him and his mother].
And that's how I interpreted Sukuna the curse defeat, and Sukuna the strongest sorcerer not living with any regret. Like any other character, there are multitudes of perspectives to see them, and I think both Yuuji and him capture the end of the cycle most want Sukuna to break from. And they both understood that in the end, with Yuuji holding onto a cursed finger that can no longer curse and Sukuna picking a different path
I feel drawn to your blog. It's just freaking sweet. Not many like yours. How's life?? Any new sciency things happening?? - Anon 12
this is like two weeks late but thank you c: and idk i stole some super old wet specimens from an old hospital lab a few weeks ago bc the guy who owned them retired. that was p cool ngl
I'm glad you liked my comment. It's just how I felt lol. You really are super interesting, I think I'm might address myself as anonymous 12 so I can just keep randomly popping in and you will know it's the same anon! Me! anon 12 :p. Well this is a lot longer than expected soooooo. K bye, keep up the awesomeness!!!
oh my goodness I have a regular anon now! thatās so cool, ur so cool. thank u anon 12!
