#anniewrites

Published 01/02/2026 | E-rated | CW: Non-Con | 9475 words | Oneshot

Tags: Graphic Depictions Of Violence; Rape/Non-Con; John "Soap" MacTavish/Simon "Ghost" Riley; John "Soap" MacTavish; Simon "Ghost" Riley; Dead Dove: Do Not Eat; Power Imbalance; Extremely Dubious Consent; Consent Was Not Consulted; Gaslighting; Plausible Deniability If You Squint; Compulsory Heterosexual John "Soap" MacTavish; He Is Not Figuring It Out Here; Sexual Coercion; Trauma Bonding; Codependency; Non-Chronological; Author Has Never Played Call Of Duty; Author Has Only Watched Other People Play Call of Duty; Author Has Read A Metric Tonne Of Ghoap Fic Too; Baby's First Ghoap Fic; Exactly Like Riding A Bike; Oneshot; Ambiguous/Open Ending; Not Beta Read; we die like my sleep schedule; Unresolved Emotional Tension; Dark fic

If it means Soap gets Ghost's voice reverberating low and close in his ear, telling him how sweet he sounds, that he's doing a good job, 'good boy, Johnny, so fucking perfect, made for this' – he’d take it. At this point he’d take that over this hot load of... nothing. He’ll suffer the side of his mouth cracking at the stretch of being gagged, and inhaling pre-cum and spit, for the dregs of their former closeness. He'll be dizzy and desperate for Ghost to touch him softly after (he will); for Ghost to hold him close and fix the hurts (he can’t); tell him he did good without turning him into nothing first (...he won't).

Or: Ghost only ever has sweet words or praise for Soap when he’s hurting him.

Here, have my messy edits of the Little Mermaid AU

NEXT - the next line. meaning i will finish the sentence I'm on and write a new on which you'll get.

Yibo doesn’t fully understand how the little FM radio works, or how it gets the music it plays, all he knows is that he has to wind it up first. Yibo hands Xiao Zhan his shirt once again without even looking up as the sea witch walks towards him up the pier.

Technically, I'm still reviewing my draft, so this is the next line I'd be reading - from Little Mermaid AU final chapter.

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