#ango|character

For some reason I thought I was caught up to s5, but no! So between yesterday and this morning I’ve watched almost the entirety of season 4.

Spoilers and thoughts under the read more!

//I did this one twice because I wasn’t sold on the first result, so I’ll post both answers.

Frightened

Hooo boy you are scary. People either feel intimidated by you or they're definitely nervous. Who knew people like that existed? You know you make people a bit scared, but to be honest, you don't mind it. Having such a strong personality is not something everyone can deal with, so wear it with pride! And maybe relax the shoulders a bit? You aren't mean, but you can definitely be very sharp edged. It's easy to tick you off sometimes but you're not super explosive and that's what makes you scary. One could say you're INCREDIBLY intelligent. Sometimes so much that you get a little quiet from time to time but you rebound by doing outlandish things every now and then. Kind of like a tornado in an eerily quiet cornfield. Bonus points for being so cool though!

Melancholic

Now now, you don't make people sad! You're like a quiet mist, a fog that rolls in and makes people talk in lower voices and think a lot. You're like nostalgia walking, people meet you and feel like they could have known you on the swing set as a kid, or someone who left a lasting impression all those years ago. You're good at advice, but it's never attached too hard to emotion. You're like a wise old sage, you tell of things that are true, and you don't waste time on any of the hysterics. You move calmly, like a lazy river on a chilly autumn day, and you remind people of the rain, quiet and contemplative. Everyone needs someone like you to ground them.

Starry sky

you're sometimes overwhelmed by how much you feel, and you don't always know what to do with all those feelings. you value honesty. you want to feel at peace, and you try not to take the little things for granted. you believe you are part of something bigger than yourself. your actions and opinions reflect your care for other people. you're not necessarily an optimist but you hold onto hope. you take life as it comes, but you don't let it walk all over you

I did not mean to love you. I did not mean to sleep in your bed, or get inside your head. 

I didn’t understand it was love, until I was looking at you in the kitchen at three am, and thought “this man is the most beautiful person I have ever seen”.

間 ma

ma is the term for the Japanese concept of negative space. Though commonly used to refer to literal, visible negative space, ma may also refer to the mere perception of such, without necessarily requiring a physical compositional element. ma combines the characters for door and sun, which together depict a door through the crevice of which the sunlight peeps in. ma is filled with nothing but energy and feeling, thus enabling growth, sparking creativity and permitting freedom. It is the momentary pause in speech needed to convey meaningful words and the sincerity of a feeling, the silence between the notes that make the music. ma is an emptiness full of possibilities, like a promise yet to be fulfilled.

Sleep had never come easy to Ango— as a child it had always been light, so easily disturbed by the sounds of the house and his parents endless arguing. When he’d been older and working for the Port Mafia, it had been a matter of self-preservation, you didn’t sleep heavily in the mafia, it was the sort of thing that got you killed. And in the same way he still slept in hotels, he still slept lightly.

Chuuya wakes up, and beside him Ango can feel the shifting in the bed, and the creak of the springs. His eyes flick open, and for a second or two he waits for his eyes to adjust to the dark. There’s a thin line of light from around the curtains, and the clock on the bedside table stands out with its red display. Nightmares his mind fills in for him, at least it’s the most likely option.