AESTHETIC Ā Ā HEADCANON Ā Ā MUSIC Ā Ā CHARACTER
NAME ::Ā Ango Sakaguchi (Kanji: åå£ å®å¾. RÅmaji: Sakaguchi Ango)
NICKNAME ::Ā n/a
FANDOM :: Bungou Stray Dogs
GENDER :: maleĀ
ORIENTATION :: demiromantic, homosexual
BIRTHDAY :: October 20th
ZODIAC :: LibraĀ
SHIPS :: /Sakunosuke Oda, /Osamu Dazai, /Chuuya Nakahara, /FyodorĀ Dostoevsky, and chemistry
Ango Sakaguchi was a bright child, with too wide eyes he hid behind glasses, and bitten back secrets that werenāt his to tell. If he were any other child, then heās certain his parents marriage would have been unhappy but not quite so... tumultuous. His parents werenāt bad, they kept a roof over his head, kept food in the cupboard, told him they loved him, but they didnāt love each other, and even at 7, Ango kept from touching things in the house because there were things he didnāt want to see.
By 10, his parents had gotten a divorce, and he spent 3 months in his motherās custody until it became harder for her and heād be sent to spend the weekend with his aunt every fortnight, and then every week, until he just never went home. He thinks it might be different if he had been a normal child, and not one that saw and felt the memories of every object he touched.
His aunt hadnāt wanted children, but she loved Angoā her house had always felt scrubbed and bleached under the affect of his powers, memories and feelings that seemed distant, and fuzzy. It was a comfort compared to the tension that had characterized his parents home, that had seeped into everything.
She kept large plastic sheets under the sink for on days he couldnāt bring himself to want to see anything, and she would lay it out on a chair, or his bed, or the floor and it kept everything muffled and clean.
When he was 17, the government approached him with a job offer, and he accepted it, and excelled even when the training was hard and left him exhausted at the end of the day. But he finished at the top of his class, and within six months, thereād been the offer from the Port Mafia.
It should have been an easy assignment. He was supposed to go in, and read their books, their information, gives them help and filters all the information back to where his real loyalties lay. It was supposed to be easy, because it wasnāt hard to betray an organization that you didnāt care for.
But then he grew attached to the Port Mafiaās youngest executive, and the man who refused to kill, and suddenly, he wasnāt just another member of the Port Mafia-- he had friends that dragged him out for drinks, and would invade his office to make sure heād eaten and slept.
When Mori sent him to infiltrate Mimic he didnāt refuse, but that didnāt make it any easier when the world he knew came crumbling down in shatters. It didnāt make Odaās death, or Dazai hating him easier.Ā
It was justified, he tells himself, it was the job and he wouldnāt do it any differently. He isnāt certain he believes himself when he lets himself stop working, and think about it, but that doesnāt change what happened or what he had to live with.
FACE CLAIM ::Ā Ā Zhu Yilong
HEIGHT :: 5ā²8ā³
BUILD ::Ā thin, a bit undernourished
VISUAL AGE :: 25Ā
ACTUAL AGE :: 25
HAIR :: blackĀ
EYES :: hazelĀ
SPECIES :: human
HAND :: right
GLASSES :: yesĀ
IDENTIFYING :: Ango actively avoids most forms of vulnerability. He keeps a professional distance between people emotionally, and away keeps his bare skin from touching almost anything. Direct eye contact is easier to avoid when people struggle to see past the glare on his glasses.
FAITH :: shinto
MARITAL STATUS :: single
OCCUPATION ::Ā Special Division for Unusual Powers assistant counselor.Ā Information agent (former)
EDUCATION :: A year and a half of training by the Special Division for Unusual Powers, and some rather ātrial by fireā lessons in the Port Mafia.
QUIRKS ::Ā Ango is incredibly peculiar on the objects that he uses, due to his ability Discourse on Decadence, that allows him to read the emotions and memories of a particular object.