For the angelkin asks, if you'd like - 9, 11, 15, and 23!
Third and last ask I have gotten for now - thank you, also, very much for showing interest. Your messages mean a lot to me.
9. Were you created or born as an angel, or did you become one?
This body is a born human and i believe a system, and I am merely something that woke up... or formed? as a part of it. I have always been an angel, but I don't think this body always hosted me.
11. What elements or symbols do you associate with your angel self (light, sky, stars, gold, etc.)?
Soft wool and such materials, small feathers such as the ones you loose from pillows, light, the tall empty space between the ceiling and floor of churches, choir music, singing, my silver rosary, perhaps gold. Pastels. I am not important enough to be an angel of anything specific. I am fond of pidgeons, I feel they are as ordinary as me in the world of birds, but also as fond of humans and still winged. Much like me!
15. What song(s) feel like they "belong" to your angel self or evoke that identity?
Before I manifested as an independent, living thing, the host of our body made a playlist to encapsulate the feelings which they later came to recognise were me. the most significant song in this playlist is "Passerine" by The Oh Hellos. It means a lot to me - describing, so aptly, the feeling of being called to faith, to existence, to ones purpose, despite being surrounded by those who doubt and judge and do not understand (through no fault of their own!). Perhaps if there is interest, I could share the rest of the playlist sometime...?
23. How do you manifest your angel identity now in daily life? (art, meditation, dreams, etc.) I attend church, or the others attend church for me. I wear one of my rosaries when I feel called to, or want the feeling of protection and belonging. Sometimes I pray. I try to help people, including going out of my way to do so, and speaking to strangers, even if stressful. I try to be polite and good, and I advise my other headmates on how to be like that, even if they don't always agree. I would like to do more. I have a calling, but they won't let me follow it. I'd like to help more people, give advice.
