Yeah :) so it was with my Ex, who I trust very much. And he told me that he wanted to fuck and use of some of his friends, I was like very wary at first actually I almost said no. For some background my ex had always sorta teased me, or taunted me in front of his friends anyways, and while it always made me super embarrassed, but I did like it. I think he kind of eased into telling me that he wanted to actually fuck me in front of them. Like he would choke me, if I got mouthy in front of them ect.. which the first time he did it I cried like immediately, but he told me his friends didn’t mind so neither should I, and I started to really like it. But when he told me he wanted to use me in front of them it felt like way to personal because he was the only person I had been with, or let see me. Then he reassured me that he’d stop if I asked, or got too uncomfortable, and I gave in, because I honestly just wanted to make him happy. I was like sooo nervous at first- idk if it’s because I knew that they all knew he was going to do that and were there just to seem me get fucked or what but, I was like practically shaking. But it definitely didn’t stop anything, and I knew it turned my boyfriend at the time on even more, and he had me sit in his lap which was normal, but he started my groping me really roughly, which he had been rough before but only when he was really angry so It made me really emotional because I thought he was upset with me, he yanked my shirt down and spread my legs apart with his. Anytime I did something he didn’t like he’d slap me somewhere, and at some point I started to cry, but instead of commenting on it he simple ignored me, and started degrading me, anyways the other guys joined in calling me a slut, ect.. my ex finally told me to stop crying, eventually he started fucking me and I’ll be honest I was so like lost in my mind, that I don’t even remember all of what happened, at some point i started really really enjoying it, and yeah :) if you want more details you can like dm or whatever.