Jun 13, 2020
Yung pakiramdam na happy ka, pero empty ka.
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Yung pakiramdam na happy ka, pero empty ka.
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Things are mixed up right now. My emotions is now turning rainbow like swirls.
Gusto kong mapag-isa.
Ayokong lumabas ng bahay. Ayokong makisalamuha sa iba. Gusto ko lang humiga at matulog. I'll wrap a blanket around myself and sleep as long as I can. Gusto ko lang manahimik sa sarili kong kwarto. I'll be safe there; alone and away on dreamland. I won't have to feel uncomfortable showing my disgusting self to the world. I won't have to force myself to talk and smile. I don't even have to entertain my demons. They can talk shit all they want and I won't hear a single thing. I'll be safe from talking myself down. I won't have to worry about anyone or anything. I'll turn off my phone because, honestly, I can't be bothered to have a conversation. I can't even stand small talk right now. Do I have to apologize for feeling this way? Kailangan ko pa bang mag-explain kung bakit? Hindi ba pwedeng dahil "wala lang, gusto ko lang"? I'd rather be alone than ruin other people's day because I am obviously not in the best condition to be in the company of other people. Mahirap bang intindihin yun? Pagod na ako. Hindi ko alam kung bakit. Nakakasawang isipin kung bakit. Bakit. Bakit. Bakit. Puro tanong. Ang bigat ng pakiramdam ko pero hindi ako makaiyak. I'm not the nicest person but do I really deserve all of this? Because I'm starting to think like I do.
Let me be.
Just let me be.
sabi nila dapat daw matuto tayong mag confess sa taong gusto natin. huwag daw nating sayangin yung panahon or pagkakataon. kasi pano kung gusto ka rin pala niya?
eh kaso pano naman pag after mo umamin, hindi naman pala kayo pareho ng nararamdaman? tapos dahil bumalik si ex, yun pa rin pinili niya?
mapapaisip ka na lang tuloy "pano kaya kung hindi ako umamin? ano kaya mangyayari?"
bakit ba kasi kailangan may lungkot pang bigla mo nalang mararamdaman kahit alam mo naman okay ka naman, okay kana. lagi bang ganito? wala naman akong iniisip pero bigla talagang may ganitong pakiramdam.
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Oo babae yung gusto ng puso ko, pero jusko naman di naman ibig sabihin lahat ng nakakausap kong babae e gusto ko. Wtf? Have you heard of "being nice"? Oo babae yung gusto ko pero babae parin ako. Babaeng babae ako. Kaya kapag tinanong kita kung okay ka lang dahil lang yon sa concerned ako, hindi para landiin ka. Nakikipag kaibigan ako, di nakikipag landian. Malaki yung difference. Ughh.
Alam mo yung feeling na sobrang nasasaktan kana tapos gusto mong umiyak pero wala kang maiiyak kasi sobrang sanay kana masaktan araw-araw at ang tanging magagawa mo na lang ay tumingin sa kawalan.
Paano kita ipaglalaban kung pasuko ka na? Palagi mong sinasabi sakin na ako, Ako ang mahal mo Pero iba ang nakikita ko. Nakikita ko na sya pa rin ang nasa puso mo Sinasabi mong ako pero alam kong di ako Di ko maintindihan ang sarili ko Kung ano ang paniniwalaan ko Ikaw ba na mahal ko o ang sarili kong natauhan na sayo? Pag binitawan ba kita at hindi kita ipinaglaban, Mahina na ba ako nun? Siguro di mo lang nakikita Kung gaano ako nasasaktan Pag binabanggit mo sakin ang pangalan nya Siguro di mo lang nakikita Kung gaano ako nakakapit Sa relasyon nating may diperensya Bulag ka, manhid ako. Totoo nga na may sakit na tayo. Di mo nakikita ang kahinaan ko At di ko na maramdaman kung tunay pa ba Ang pagmamahal mong parang mga pangako mo Na hindi ko na alam kung magkakatotoo pa to.